I guarantee that Byuu killing himself is horseshit. I've been involved in emulation for ~20 years or so and the amount of drama queen trannies in it shouldn't be surprising considering it's a fairly niche thing so that attracts autists, which in turn attracts troons. All of this is too premeditated, from him finding what servers Null runs to fuck him over with, to the incredibly cringe purple prose reddit pseudointellectual doc that amounts to "STOP BEING BULLYJERKS

(((!!!", it all sounds like a massive scheme that is caused by being very,
very mad at the internet.
If any of you know about suicide or have had friends/family who have committed suicide (I've had both), you'll know that harboring suicidal thoughts/ideation can go on for months or even years. But the actual act itself
especially for men (which Byuu is whether he likes it or not); is incredibly deliberate, often rushed, and often messy. And often the chance of there even being a suicide note is a coinflip.
One quote from the email chain stood out to me in particular, "" I'm not involved with the fandom or non-binary scene and haven't been for years, I was just desperate to fit in somewhere. "
I think there's some self aware wisdom in that, although Byuu being a psycho he probably didn't even realize it. This mentality, this mindset that "I have no hope, I'm all alone in the world, and I am desperate for
any space or group that will take me in" Is to me the root of a lot of the problems we see online and even bleeding into the real world. It's very cult-like, and I find it to be incredibly pernicious although I don't know or have an answer as to how to stop it.
tldr; byuu's cringe do a flip fag