Conrad Aaron Collins / Diginée / Digibro / Digibrony / Otaku Gonzo Journalism & the Pro Crastinators Podcast - Pedophile, Two-Faced Weeaboo Ponyfag Youtube Analyst Who Wants to be a Loli + Drama, Friends & Enemies

Exactly, when I first heard about transexuality it was really easy to grasp the concept: Okay, their brains are wired in a way that expects to be connected to certain parts that aren't there, which causes them distress. The treatment is to change their bodies so that their external appearance, their hormone levels etc. correspond to the opposite sex. Simple, easy.
It's not even that. It's just a bad idea allowed to fester and choke the life out of rational ideas. A mania that tells you something is true, even though it's demonstrably false. No different than anorexics seeing themselves as fat, or people who think one of their limbs doesn't belong to them and want it removed, or people who think their loved ones have been replaced by impostors.

The only difference with the "new wave" is that these people are under the real influence of that mania, while the new ones are jumping on a bandwagon*, giving themselves a non-standard identity in this identity-obsessed stage of society, doing it for attention, really drinking the ideological kool-aid that's being fed to them, or simply taking a fetish, like AGP, way too far.

*I had a bit in this part that kept growing into an unfocused tangent, so I'll put a gist of it here: from the late 90s to the late 2000's, there was a phenomenon (academically studied, even) of subcultures (or, as some places called them, "social tribes") becoming stronger and stronger identities for young people, usually with their own sets of values and aesthetics. Sure, there always were groupings like jocks/preps/nerds, or things like Punks or Hippies, but during that decade, many groups like that popped up. Emos, scene kids, hardcore, and many other local variations, I'm sure you can name a bunch if you were around at the time.
Almost every one of these group identities vanished almost overnight when the collective focus of society shifted from interests and personality to race and sexuality.

So what I'm saying is, had most of the "queer" youths of today been born 10 to 15 years earlier, they'd jumped onto those bandwagons and would be wearing gas masks and dancing to cyber-goth techno rather than "discovering their soul doesn't match their body" or some nonsense.
 
1625435713239.png

Without greasy meals to cook for his crew to drive around bumfucknowhere in his Prius, Bird is likely the only one bringing in a real wage at the moment.

Also, someone in the Ben Saint Discord (hence the female pronouns) created this chronological list that summarises both key points in Digi's life since last year and some "unresolved arcs":
- Beatrice (formerly Digibro, now goes by B, Bea, Trixie, and Golden Witch) transitioned last spring
- At some point during the summer she befriends riley, who is a producer/employee of dick, his girlfriend Mint (runaway from home) and bird
- In September someone tries to kidnap her former gf May
- May apparently cheated with Ethan Ralph
- A combination of the previous points lead to them breaking up, details fuzzy
- Trixie now lives with the 3 people, call themselves Ygg Studio. They include Riley, trixie's producer with "connections" ; Bird, Trixie's new bf who is the cook/driver, and Mint, Riley's GF and artist
- Trixie refuses to release the Brony Lecture they recorded in Radcon 4 due to feeling it misrepresents her current self
- Trixie wants to fully rebrand the former Digibro channel to Ygg Studios, tells everyone they have 3 weeks to archive all her videos
- She deletes all her videos after a week instead
- People keep asking her about the brony lecture, Riley decides that it would be a great idea for him to make another Radcon to rerecord it without asking the rest of the PCP
- Ben doesn't like that, confronts Trixie, they fallout, Trixie is out of the PCP
- Trixie, plans to move into an RV with the void gazers and go around the country doing music stuff
- May and Ralph, now a couple, go to the house to pick up stuff May left. Ralph and the Voidgazers fight. Trixie uploads an embarassing video about it.
- Details unclear, but between plans for moving into the RV and Trixie's association with Riley (supposedly a sticking point for nate), Trixie "is allowed to be fired" from Khantent. Khantent may or may not come back with Victor
- Trixie and the crew attend a music show in Elko nevada (supposedly organised by Riley)
- Travel the country for a few weeks, record voidgazers and music videos
- Return home to trixies house, they begin selling all possessions for pennies
- Several livestreams divulging info on the relationships between Ygg, riley appears controlling, disagreed with trixies deletetion of videos
- They Leave Trixie's house and live in a car for a short while in april 2021
- Trixie should have given some (non lecture) radcon 4 radcon 4 footage but ignores requests from the pcp to give it to then
- Trixie only gives away the footage once someone asks Riley about it
- Riley and Mint seperate from the crew and begin uploading their own content on Rileys old channel,campinp at Riley's grandmothers house
- Bird and Trixie are apparently in california living with trixies parents, Bird begins working a regular job again
- Future of Ygg in doubt

UNRESOLVED ARCS:
- Radcon 4 brony lecture (most likely never coming, due to Trixie's transition and dislike of her previous character
- Road 2 Radcon (being finished by Ben)
- Radcon behind the scenes (footage recovered, likely never going to be used due to ben and gib being dedicated to other projects)
- Low Rent Witch (likely not happening, due to the immense work required from Mint and their current fractured nature)
- Kusomega (Kickstarter never happened, as far as we know all artists were paid)
 
Last edited:
*I had a bit in this part that kept growing into an unfocused tangent, so I'll put a gist of it here: from the late 90s to the late 2000's, there was a phenomenon (academically studied, even) of subcultures (or, as some places called them, "social tribes") becoming stronger and stronger identities for young people, usually with their own sets of values and aesthetics. Sure, there always were groupings like jocks/preps/nerds, or things like Punks or Hippies, but during that decade, many groups like that popped up. Emos, scene kids, hardcore, and many other local variations, I'm sure you can name a bunch if you were around at the time.
Almost every one of these group identities vanished almost overnight when the collective focus of society shifted from interests and personality to race and sexuality.

So what I'm saying is, had most of the "queer" youths of today been born 10 to 15 years earlier, they'd jumped onto those bandwagons and would be wearing gas masks and dancing to cyber-goth techno rather than "discovering their soul doesn't match their body" or some nonsense.
It's not just that. Remember all those new ADHD, autism and Asperger diagnosises over the last like 20 years, if not more? That's what I think is playing into this too, the medical knowledge got "better" and now you find lots of kids that fit those new criteria for those illnesses. Hard to say if they are actually struck by those illnesses or if they are just fucked over by the medical industrial complex.
 
It's not just that. Remember all those new ADHD, autism and Asperger diagnosises over the last like 20 years, if not more? That's what I think is playing into this too, the medical knowledge got "better" and now you find lots of kids that fit those new criteria for those illnesses. Hard to say if they are actually struck by those illnesses or if they are just fucked over by the medical industrial complex.
That's another thing I forgot to mention, not only psychologists and psychiatrists started overdiagnosing completely normal people with more and more ever expanding "conditions", people, particularly kids, at some point in between the "tribes" and the troons started using psychological diagnoses (usually self-diagnosed) as identities to be collected (not to mention all the magical thinking nonsense like kins, headmates, multiple systems, and your old fashioned wiccans and such). You can see that as the bridge between the two.
 
It's not just that. Remember all those new ADHD, autism and Asperger diagnosises over the last like 20 years, if not more? That's what I think is playing into this too, the medical knowledge got "better" and now you find lots of kids that fit those new criteria for those illnesses. Hard to say if they are actually struck by those illnesses or if they are just fucked over by the medical industrial complex.
I have strongly felt for the past few years that "mental health culture" is itself devastating to many people's "mental health" (I really hate that term). In many cases, it directly conditions people to be miserable. I think what we've seen recently is that "mental health culture" and social justice topics are starting to overlap a lot.

Imagine you're a middle class white boy who is struggling with the kinds of issues that most kids struggle with as a teenager: Growing up, getting caught in an ambiguous ground between childhood and adulthood, a powerful sexual drive that makes it hard to focus on anything, you're told that your performance on standardized tests are your last hope for getting a decent career, and you're looking at the prospects for the entire rest of your life and wondering how you could ever be happy. You have two idiotic Boomer parents who have no understanding of anything that doesn't have to do with money, who tell you that you have no excuse to feel bad, that you have everything anyone could ask for because you are not poor, that you should check your privilege are an ingrateful brat who has never experienced any real hardship. You feel terrible because now feelings of guilt and shame are attached to your existing issues. But all the sudden, when a doctor says you have "dysthymia" or clinical depression, your parents transform from condescending bullies to doting caretakers. You have been conditioned to embrace your "depression" by both negative (bullying from parents) and positive (doting from parents and society) stimuli.

Imagine you're a teenage girl towards the bottom of the social hierarchy at your school. You have mediocre looks, zero charisma, and it feels like you never really fit in anywhere. No one really wants to be your friend, and the people who sit with you at lunch are others who don't particularly like you but also feel rejected by everyone else. One day, you decide to call yourself "bisexual" (although you are really only seriously interested in men) and you suddenly have an entire tribe of people surrounding you, wanting to be your friends, telling you that you're valuable and brave, people who take interest in you and have your back in every situation. Why would you go back to be a boring "vanilla" hetero?

What I have seen more and more with young people is that mental health conditions and social justice identities are both used as "excuses" for being flawed people, for receiving compassion and understanding from an otherwise cold world.
 
Also Conrad is apparently working on "some big anime stuff"
Whatever this "big anime stuff" Digi's making It's probably gonna be the same substack-level identitarian dogshit we've been getting - that is if it even comes out. Because we all know Digi's track record with "big" projects post-trooning. I don't expect any project Digi undertakes to save his patreon not to mention he's been radio silent. I get the impression he wants to live out his fantasy as a housewife who's always taken care of while Bird's the breadwinner, but he's not willing to be public about it very much for some reason.
 
View attachment 2311459View attachment 2311480(Archive)
Well it looks like the Transon Family has temporarily split up into two camps (both figuratively and literally). I guess Conrad couldn't handle the homeless tent life.
I don't think it's been confirmed yet, but Bird and Conrad are likely staying with Conrad's parents in SoCal, as speculated by some in this thread.
Also Conrad is apparently working on "some big anime stuff"
i thought they lived in virgina beach what happened to the castle house
 
Didn’t digi absentmindedly post a public link to the radcon footage to Twitter for like a day? Did anyone else grab it?
Yes; for at least a few hours the Google Drive link that Conrad shared with Gibbontake was publicly available before it was made private, leading to some from both Ben Saintcord and Kiwifarms (and whoever else on the internet; Twitter users certainly also noticed it) to both access the file list and even download them:
View attachment 2197174

A deleted nate hotgirl vlog? Kiwifarms has it.

View attachment 2197181
42 videos is also what someone else in the Ben Saint Discord channel saw when they opened that Google Drive link, including taking a screenshot of the list of videos:
View attachment 2197408
 
  • Informative
Reactions: Flying Whale
I really don't know how one man could fall harder then mumkey did, but holy crap did Digi fall way further, he went from making over $48000 a year by making anime videos with a house and a fiancé to being another mans sex toy and making next to nothing . Granted, he was thousands of dollars of tax debt, but it's not anything he could've dug himself out of given enough time and budgeting
 
Last edited:
its been fun boys, but i feel like digi is just gonna spiral into mediocrity, doing drugs and posting on twitter until he hangs himself or dies of sepsis or something. I would have never thought that i would care about gib more then digi, but here i am. I know its really hard sometimes and being trans can be really rough, but at this point your online rep is ruined with digi either being seen as a crazy troon or a pedo fag, your best shot at life right now is working at some shitty job and trying to make a living like a regular person,
 
I think this would be a good time to check back on Riley's Patreon. Since he's performed publicly, met a rap icon, and talked about all kinds of connections he has, things could only be going up for him, right?


Looks like his page has new branding. It's quaint, a little generic but I actually kind of like the way it looks. It speaks to a wholesomeness that is completely lacking in him, but it looks fine visually.

Riley- D'OH! 1.png

But what really matters on Patreon is the $$$. If you remember, the last time we checked, he had two generous patrons contributing a total of $9 a month. What do things look like now?

Riley- D'OH! 2.png

I'm sure this will be one of their funny stories they tell when they are rap superstars.
 
>digi splits from nate to do ygg shit in a different state
>digi splits from billy to do ??? in a different state
oh the ironing and the turn tables. surely we will be eating our words when they all have a huge gettimg back together event a few months from now
 
I really don't know how one man could fall harder then mumkey did
The difference is Mumkey is likeable and the reason he fell was because of an insane 19 year old female groomer who fucked a 14 year old in the past and he got (rightful) shit for not dumping her on the spot after finding that out. He did breakup with her, seems to have learned his lesson and even pokes fun at it. He still has a good viewbase on his Simian Jimmy channel and devoted fans. Not a great person but who expected the dude who made dozens of videos on an incel mass killer to be stable or a good person?

Digi on the otherhand was never really funny or charming he is just able to ramble on and on seeming like he's saying something. He never owns up to mistakes and never changes really. He is totally unlikable and a bad person. That's why Mumkey fans are so much more hardcore and stick around because he has a great personality and is funny. Digi's fanbase is on deaths door after he stopped making anime shit
 
But what really matters on Patreon is the $$$. If you remember, the last time we checked, he had two generous patrons contributing a total of $9 a month. What do things look like now?
Even I'd have thought creating YGG would get some feedback, but it looks like Rileys only paying customers where ever Dickheads.
1625645364121.png
(link)
 
The difference is Mumkey is likeable and the reason he fell was because of an insane 19 year old female groomer who fucked a 14 year old in the past and he got (rightful) shit for not dumping her on the spot after finding that out. He did breakup with her, seems to have learned his lesson and even pokes fun at it. He still has a good viewbase on his Simian Jimmy channel and devoted fans. Not a great person but who expected the dude who made dozens of videos on an incel mass killer to be stable or a good person?

Digi on the otherhand was never really funny or charming he is just able to ramble on and on seeming like he's saying something. He never owns up to mistakes and never changes really. He is totally unlikable and a bad person. That's why Mumkey fans are so much more hardcore and stick around because he has a great personality and is funny. Digi's fanbase is on deaths door after he stopped making anime shit
Not defending Mumkey here, but also adding that his original Youtube Channel was literally Zucced since the FBI or someone at YT thought he was a pro incel channel and that during the whole affair thing with sheepover and his new pedo gf, he was taking SSRIs which lead to him emotionally becoming pudding, releasing embarassing vlogs in a mental state no one would want to see himself.

Digi on the other hand NUKED his entire existence by himself. He could have coasted easily if he slowed down on the drugs, reflected on his shortcomings, dealt with his Tax situation (which shouldn't have been an issue, considering his once massive income), learned to filter himself or at least get basics of PR and put in the work to keep his content steady.

He secretly envied (imho bland/mediocre) channels like Mother's basement or Eyepatch Wolf because what they lacked in charisma/personality, they made up with discipline and a work ethic and a general business plan and since he is an all or nothing idiot type of guy and also super lazy he decided that he could never become big, unless he sold out like them and became a shill.

Which lead to another failure (his anime 'career') he ran away from with more esoteric and outright garbage musical/drug endeavours that NO ONE wanted but his leeches, himself and some deranged drug trannies on twitter which he also steadily alienated.
 
I have strongly felt for the past few years that "mental health culture" is itself devastating to many people's "mental health" (I really hate that term). In many cases, it directly conditions people to be miserable. I think what we've seen recently is that "mental health culture" and social justice topics are starting to overlap a lot.
'Mental health awareness' has long stopped serving it's purpose because everyone these days is aware of this very culture. I think it's spreading as a social contagion just like transgenderism to the consequence of an entire generation calling itself 'depressed' - just look at all the constant doomposting - and falling into a learned helplessness where the most socially fucked people raised this way end up on welfare, believing they need antidepressants until they die, while more financially lucky ones suffer the same but get to piss their extra income away on something frivilous like streaming rigs and HRT.
What I have seen more and more with young people is that mental health conditions and social justice identities are both used as "excuses" for being flawed people, for receiving compassion and understanding from an otherwise cold world.
Sorry to break it to you but these days people collect and display their diagonses right on social media like Pokemon badges. The world is their support group now.
 
Back