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- Apr 25, 2020
Saw this tweet from right after she posted her bald head.
She's pushing 30 and thinks that "doing something right" is getting negative attention by filling the gaping void inside herself with plastic surgery, an overabundance of shitty tattoos, shaving her head and whoring herself for a few dollars a month. Not to mention blasting her personal problems all over the internet. It is pathetic that she thinks (or maybe she only says it to cope) this is somehow winning.
At her age, "doing something right" would be working to get her body healthy through diet and exercise, seeking therapy for her self-destructive thoughts, improving her relationship and setting short and long term goals for her future. And the biggest of all would be getting off the fucking internet in the process. But she can't and won't do any of that because she's completely addicted to attention online. She's been an ~online persona~ for a long time now and I think she refuses to try to live without it. It seems like she feels entitled to making her "career" that way. I can never imagine her trying to do anything else.
This is a lot of speculation just based on her behaviors/patterns but I feel like she drifts from one relationship to another, changing herself to try to match them all. At this point Ian seems like a nothing of a person, so outside of his original online persona of "edgy popular YouTuber" she had nothing to cling to. Once that faded away she's just doing whatever the fuck this current iteration is to fill in the gaps for her lack of self, except now the damage is pretty irreversible.
edit: I also call massive bullshit on her "I was raised suuuuuper strict/conservative" claim. She was on a boys sports team in high school. There is no way her dad is that conservative if he allowed that. It makes zero sense. Anyone who knows or has experience with strict/religious parents knows this would be a no-go for a teenage girl.
She's pushing 30 and thinks that "doing something right" is getting negative attention by filling the gaping void inside herself with plastic surgery, an overabundance of shitty tattoos, shaving her head and whoring herself for a few dollars a month. Not to mention blasting her personal problems all over the internet. It is pathetic that she thinks (or maybe she only says it to cope) this is somehow winning.
At her age, "doing something right" would be working to get her body healthy through diet and exercise, seeking therapy for her self-destructive thoughts, improving her relationship and setting short and long term goals for her future. And the biggest of all would be getting off the fucking internet in the process. But she can't and won't do any of that because she's completely addicted to attention online. She's been an ~online persona~ for a long time now and I think she refuses to try to live without it. It seems like she feels entitled to making her "career" that way. I can never imagine her trying to do anything else.
This is a lot of speculation just based on her behaviors/patterns but I feel like she drifts from one relationship to another, changing herself to try to match them all. At this point Ian seems like a nothing of a person, so outside of his original online persona of "edgy popular YouTuber" she had nothing to cling to. Once that faded away she's just doing whatever the fuck this current iteration is to fill in the gaps for her lack of self, except now the damage is pretty irreversible.
edit: I also call massive bullshit on her "I was raised suuuuuper strict/conservative" claim. She was on a boys sports team in high school. There is no way her dad is that conservative if he allowed that. It makes zero sense. Anyone who knows or has experience with strict/religious parents knows this would be a no-go for a teenage girl.
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