How is dressing different and cutting your hair proof that you love yourself?
And what does 'loving yourself' even mean to Anisa? If she wrote 'I finally love the way I look' I still wouldn't believe her but I would understand what she's saying.
Anisa is incredibly shallow and love seems to just mean 'makes you feel good.' Sometimes love isn't about feeling good, sometimes it's about devotion and sacrifice. Like taking care of a disabled parent even though it causes you pain...
Reminds me of Mad Men when Don defines happiness as 'the moment before you need more happiness.' Anisa loves herself until she needs the new thing to hype up, get some delicious addictive attention for, and eye fuck herself for a few days.