- Joined
- Sep 24, 2019
She is willfully, wantonly, gleefully destroying her earnings base at this point. She's careening from whim to whim, indulging every fleeting impulse & can't for the life of her, (or potentially death), fathom why anyone could possibly object to her life choices. Sure, as she adamantly intones: "HER life, HER choices!"
She flat out stated last night that life without drama is boring... so of course she has to create it, so she can bitch about it, moan that people only see one side of things but forgets she's so transparent & so dim, we see far more than she does. Self induced drama is all she has in life & because of that, she misses that most of her viewers have at least somewhat more of a life than she does, no doubt enough dramas of their own to deal with & are increasingly tired of the constant whiplash. For more & more, she's becoming too exhausting to watch & too problematic to be even remotely entertaining. Most go to YT to be entertained, not grossed out or otherwise sickened.
She has no reason to change though - none at all. She's happy to put up with any verbal crap in her chat because ultimately, words on a screen have zero consequences. As long as her members keep ponying up, as long as she can maintain a certain level of views, the money keeps coming in. And of course, right now at least, she's getting compound interest levels of that sweetest of all drugs, attention.
Her frustrated viewers have yet to realize that right now, it's win-win for her. If they go along with her behaviour, she can sail along, saying & doing as she pleases. If they object, it plays into her need for drama & strife & she'll defiantly double down on what she's doing, adding some not too subtle "fuck you all!" moments, as evidenced by today's atonal sing along in the car.
The absolute only thing that could bring her up short would be a withdrawal of engagement & attention & that is the one thing her members can't seem to bring themselves to do. You'd think they'd have learned by now that no other approach has ever or will work.
One last thing - when she paid his rent, I wonder if she thought that gave her added leverage to sell the idea of her moving in with him? That might explain some of her tantrums & pouty fits a while back.
She flat out stated last night that life without drama is boring... so of course she has to create it, so she can bitch about it, moan that people only see one side of things but forgets she's so transparent & so dim, we see far more than she does. Self induced drama is all she has in life & because of that, she misses that most of her viewers have at least somewhat more of a life than she does, no doubt enough dramas of their own to deal with & are increasingly tired of the constant whiplash. For more & more, she's becoming too exhausting to watch & too problematic to be even remotely entertaining. Most go to YT to be entertained, not grossed out or otherwise sickened.
She has no reason to change though - none at all. She's happy to put up with any verbal crap in her chat because ultimately, words on a screen have zero consequences. As long as her members keep ponying up, as long as she can maintain a certain level of views, the money keeps coming in. And of course, right now at least, she's getting compound interest levels of that sweetest of all drugs, attention.
Her frustrated viewers have yet to realize that right now, it's win-win for her. If they go along with her behaviour, she can sail along, saying & doing as she pleases. If they object, it plays into her need for drama & strife & she'll defiantly double down on what she's doing, adding some not too subtle "fuck you all!" moments, as evidenced by today's atonal sing along in the car.
The absolute only thing that could bring her up short would be a withdrawal of engagement & attention & that is the one thing her members can't seem to bring themselves to do. You'd think they'd have learned by now that no other approach has ever or will work.
One last thing - when she paid his rent, I wonder if she thought that gave her added leverage to sell the idea of her moving in with him? That might explain some of her tantrums & pouty fits a while back.
