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Jesus did not teach us to bully. Jesus looks to see himself in others, praising them.
Verily, verily, I say unto you, @Angry Canadian was like that merchant in the temple desecrating holy ground and like that Pharisee seeing the speck in his brother's eye and not the beam in his own eye.
 
wow what a newfag double posting

Also yeah @CammieDoxGirl you should seek out a therapist who specializes in DBT. I'd also suggest (probably more than DBT) someone who specializes in Internal Family Systems (IFS), as it's probably one of the most effective therapeutic modalities for trauma (both big T and little t trauma). And to round it out maybe do yoga or some shit to increase your bodily awareness as from what I've seen a lack of bodily awareness is causally related to feelings of body dysmorphia/gender dysphoria and increasing bodily awareness through meditation, exercise, or things like yoga can reduce those dysphoric feelings.

Most of this is based of my model of transgenderism as being an iatrogenic disorder that comes from an extreme lack of bodily awareness and strong dissociative feelings and a socially incentivized explanation for those feelings. If you can reduce the bodily awareness and come to an awareness of the root of the dissociative feelings then I think it would reduce the dysphoric feelings and suffering quite a bit.

Part of this speculation is backed by what we know about the neurotransmitter norepinephrine. Norepinephrine, or rather a lack of it is strongly correlated with feelings of dissociation and a lack of bodily awareness. You often see that autistic individuals or nerdy minded people in general have a lack of norepinephrine, which leads to the feeling of being a "disembodied head," the feeling that you aren't really connected to your body. When this feeling is turned to the extreme, especially if there is some trauma involved, it can cause suffering.

A disorder I'd compare transgenderism to is DID. DID is an iatrogenic disorder, in this case meaning that the experience of having multiple personalities is brought on by learning of the idea of DID through therapy or wherever have you (iatrogenic in general means having been brought on by treatment). DID acts as a way of explaining away intense dissociative feelings, it helps relieve the suffering of the person because they now have an explanation for their suffering, though they very likely would not come to this explanation if they had never been exposed to the concept of DID. I feel similarly about transgenderism, it is a socially incentivized explanation for the dissociative feelings that trans people have. I don't think people with DID actually have multiple people in their head, and I don't believe that a person can be the opposite gender (because I fundamentally disagree with the modern concept of gender).

Also as a fun fact to wrap it all up, guess what hormone increases norepinephrine production and decreases feelings of body dysphoria and dissociation? Yep, estrogen. Estrogen promotes the production of norepinephrine, so it's not surprising that going under HRT would provide an actual benefit to MTF trans people who take it. But a far more effective treatment would be what I outlined + something like Bupropion which is more effective as it is a norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor (meaning the norep sticks around longer).

Sorry for the long sperg-out. These are thoughts I've had for a very long time and I can't write about them in any public form or I would be cancelled.
But does this explain autogynephelia? As well, we see lots of trannies on psychotropic medications who still don't desist. Personally. I believe CDG's autogynephelia stems from being autisms and unable to truly grasp nuances. This, combined with a sexual attraction toward women feuls the sex based disorder. No offense, but I don't believe anyone like CDG who constantly shows off their dick or talks about their bulge has gender dysphoria.
 
But does this explain autogynephelia? As well, we see lots of trannies on psychotropic medications who still don't desist. Personally. I believe CDG's autogynephelia stems from being autisms and unable to truly grasp nuances. This, combined with a sexual attraction toward women feuls the sex based disorder. No offense, but I don't believe anyone like CDG who constantly shows off their dick or talks about their bulge has gender dysphoria.
Right, after I posted this I wanted to clarify a few things but have been busy so I haven't. First, and addendum to this version of transgenderism, a necessary personality trait for this type is also having a high ego / narcissism. Obviously there are lots of autistic / nerdy people out their who don't troon out. Having a "gender identity" necessitates having a strong identity, having strong ego. It's why just about every troon you meet is obsessed with their image to other people and believes they get to take up more social space then they have they right to (as in none, you are owed nothing by anyone).

The second variation of transgenderism is the one most people are familiar with, it's the gay dude who really likes getting fucked in the ass and wants to make it his lifestyle.

I definitely see both types existing, and definitely feel less sympathy for the latter. The former I see going through a lot of suffering. Even though they are narcissistic and likely causing damage to those they are close with, I can't help but feel some empathy for someome who's suffering like that and doesn't understand their mind, and is socially conditioned to living in a reality that prevents them from fully understanding it. This is definitely where you see the incel/troon overlap. I feel bad for both on some level, even though I'd never be friends with either. I think this lack of bodily awareness + obsession with women probably leads to autogynephilia, but I don't have enough data to really tell with much confidence and there's only so much I can hypothesize before it becomes just useless speculation.

Much less empathy for the gay dudes who want to make their fetish their lifestyle though. Y'all are fucking degenerate.

Also I think something that I want to note that it's completely fine to feel unsafe or uncomfortable around trans people. Egotistical people in general are more dangerous to be around, and transgenderism is marked with a notable lack of self awareness. No self awareness + high ego is the defining characteristic of just about every abuser. Just because they aren't punching you doesn't mean they won't hurt you. Our minds are evolved to detect danger from tiny cues, just because you can't parse those cues exactly doesn't mean that the danger isn't legitimate and your concerns are unfounded.

This doesn't just go for trans people, it goes for anyone. Our minds are extraordinarily good at picking up on danger and if a person makes you feel uncomfortable, don't ignore it just because of social norms. Your safety is more important than social norms. It sucks that I have to say this but we have a pervasive culture that actively discourages people listening to their intuitions and it's absolutely ridiculous. If anyone tells you to completely ignore your intuitions about saftey, they're probably not a fun person to be friends with and it's probably better to ignore them. That's what I've been doing and it's great

Sorry to the troons who have to hear that, but you should use the knowledge that you are more likely to be dangerous as an incentive to work on your mental health, not something to hide away from.
 
I have a question @CammieDoxGirl - what are your thoughts on the “drop the T” movement? Given the fact that the L, G and B all have something in common (being same sex attracted) and T is something different entirely (changing your gender) do you think it would be better if trans people distanced themselves from the LGB community to focus on issues only found in transitioning? Because as it is right now, most funding for the LGBT community goes towards trans issues, and the T gets much more attention than the LG and B combined. The issues same-sex attracted people face is pretty different from issues faced during transition. Of course the communities could overlap, but being distanced from each other could be beneficial towards all involved. What do you think?
 
So instead of putting up with a shitty boss for a few months to save up money while looking for a better job like 99.9% of the world would, you decided to become a psychonaut and trip on mushrooms and LSD for months and eat out of dumpsters between begging online. Gotcha.
You still never told me if you've ever been robbed twice in 2 months working at some dump. If anything I would go back to that pizza place rather than the one who offered me a pitty job but extreme situations where people put you on the floor with a gun to your head(twice), that shit makes you think about how you spend all your time, what is happening to your life.

I told you the TMI to build a timeline. I've been clean for months. I complained that I was starving AT WORK the other day and my friend helped me out. I publication's thanked them so that people didn't give me any more money. If I was"e-being" I wouldn't have done that. I hadn't worked DoorDash for about 5 days because I was trying to make videos about ILJ, get Xanderhal to talk about it, get leftists to talk about it. I guess running out of food money because you dedicated your time toward unpaid work, that's never happened to you either.

You're mad because I want a career doing something I love rather than dedicate all my time to unfulfilling work that would not just be a couple of months, I get attached to a workplace and feel bad to leave on short notice. I don't lie to people willing to give me a job and they don't want you to just use them for 2 months. Is that how you treat your employers? you just screw them over like that? I won't judge you. It's what a lot of people do. Those low paying jobs are no better than DoorDash. At least the food app deliveries are fun.
Question, how much are you making rn with these apps?
There's a lot of variation between markets and in some markets there are seasons. Out here the college dictates. Fall usually is somewhere between $14-17/hr(b4 expenses) and then it slows down into the winter. Spring is the money season and I'll have bursts where I'll make $20-25. I made $56 dollars in one hour this previous spring.. That shit comes and goes fast and having done this for about 5 years I'm good at knowing when to work and to catch that extremely good 3 or 4 weeks. I try to stack up that part of the year and get a lot of maintenence done.. Like with most contract work, you get it while it's there.

Summer slowdown in Tucson is real and I'll make as little as $8/hr. I usually get a second job during the slowdown but this year I decided to focus on making videos, put in the time towards this hoping to get an actual career rather. Even if I fail to get a career I found an amazing hobby and the outreach has been extremely fulfilling.

Stealing people's food
Accusing me of stealing people's orders...Now that's a new one. I definitely don't do this. I'm good at my job and people get their food. I use a good insulation bag and never have issues or complaints. Drivers who steal people's orders give us a bad wrap and it fucks over the other drivers because we drive to a restaurant that refuses then to remake it and we have to sit on driver service sometimes for a while to avoid getting a negative mark over canceling and trying to prevent it from happening to another driver. Most drivers don't give a shit but I try to be helpful. I don't get paid for that and it's actually a cost but I care about other people and I feel bad for the customer never getting their food. That shit must suck for them and I feel bad.

I have plenty of respect for delivery people. I have no respect for delusional e-beggers
You say it like I do zero work and I just ebeg every day and scam people on GFM. I complained about starving at work the other day and my friend helps me and now I'm a scammer. I hope to get paid for my online content and that's ebegging? People pay for my nudes because they want to.. That's how business works. People pay for a product that they want.

This is something I love about people's bs hatred of Sex Workers and gigapp drivers.. Damned if you do damned if you don't. Gigapp drivers like other low-end workers are shamed for trying to make their own money while getting paid so very little. It's why a lot of people decide it isn't worth it and start to hustle. At least I don't get into criminal shit or screw people over. A lot of low end workers sell xans and join MLMs... That's not the kind of life I want. You get creative and take some risks and people condemn you for it.

No respect for working people who aren't passing your purity test. You are like a mirrored version of Leftist Twitter with your purity tests. They are shitting on me now for my work on YouTube to do with ILJ and kiwifarms, cooperating with reasonable TERFs.. been canceled twice in the past couple of weeks on there.. The difference is that you are doing this over old ass shit and over me being a tranny and for having done sex work. Nothing will be good enough for either of you. You would probably love twitter honestly.
I don't know that's admirable, or alarming. You know what you look like, right?
At least I try.
You're just fixating on the Roblox Men because they call themselves the Mushroom Kingdom.
You and strawbs are the ones hyperfixated on this. If I was right and it comes out that there are grooming adults in their disccord, I hope you feel like a peice of shit for defending pedophiles who touched the ILJ poo. If I'm wrong then my crime was caring a little too much and barely buying into a conspiracy theory. I'm not the one who keeps bringing them up. If they aren't grooming then I don't care. I don't give a shit that they trolled me. They bug Dawn more than anything. I honestly wanted to ignore them but when somebody pointed out there are what appear to be adults on their server that set off some alarm bells.

Btw have you seen their content on youtube? Its been posted on here. If that's adults on Roblox in a server full of children this is very alarming. I've admitted tho that maybe I was being gullible to a conspiracy theory and have tried to move on. You and strawbs just can't let it go tho. That is your choice but I'm going to continue to ignore this bait as much as I can because I think it's pretty fucked up that you are potentially defending pedos and it makes me sick. I'm NOT SAYING you ARE defending pedos. I'm saying it's fucked up even the possibility. I honestly HOPE you are right and that you aren't tied to them or something. That would be super super fucked up. I hope I was completely wrong. Can we let that shit go? I've said more than enough.
Yes. Yes I am. Because you're a crazy tranny who e-begs, does porn, refused a job, complains about starving on twitter, and manipulates the people around you, on top of defending every trans-rights talking point with the strawman caveat that it's only bad when your fellow trannies are perverts (which is always)

*Complained about starving AT WORK the other day, makes money off nudes, refused a terrible job offer, starving AT WORK sucks, people are free to do what they want, I clearly don't follow the talking points verbatim or use strawmans..

You just hate trannies and are obsessed and it's weird. You talk about these matters in a really gross ways when I'm just trying to have a discussion. I think people who aren't so fixated on tranny hate can see this.. are you reading the other posts in here?
 
I have a question @CammieDoxGirl - what are your thoughts on the “drop the T” movement? Given the fact that the L, G and B all have something in common (being same sex attracted) and T is something different entirely (changing your gender) do you think it would be better if trans people distanced themselves from the LGB community to focus on issues only found in transitioning? Because as it is right now, most funding for the LGBT community goes towards trans issues, and the T gets much more attention than the LG and B combined. The issues same-sex attracted people face is pretty different from issues faced during transition. Of course the communities could overlap, but being distanced from each other could be beneficial towards all involved. What do you think?
This motion seems mostly driven by transphobia and a punching down from LGB people who have been much more accepted in society from my perspective. I will say that trans people definitely have more consequential differences from cishet normative society and if trans people were driving the movement it might make more sense but we really have limited resources(clinics, outreach programs) for our specific needs. Just seems like we would be the ones losing support and access to institutions by going along with the LGB trying to drive us out.

I agree with you that our issues are way different and we would have more to benefit from the organizations due to our needs.. We are disadvantaged a little more than the well adjusted and normalized LGB benefiting from the organizations.

I do see trans identity as unique from the LGB but the overlaps are there and I don't think it would help us to isolate ourselves more. Most trans people I know really tend to struggle with discrimination and getting adequate Healthcare. I'm very grateful that Tucson as a city is very supportive of trans people. I don't expect much from the greater LGBT movement honestly. Seems like kicking out the T is the norm. I'm not too concerned about it but I don't want to encourage it.
 
I told you the TMI to build a timeline. I've been clean for months.
Dude, you smoke weed on camera. You may be "clean" from other substances, but you're still abusing substances.
I hadn't worked DoorDash for about 5 days because I was trying to make videos about ILJ, get Xanderhal to talk about it, get leftists to talk about it. I guess running out of food money because you dedicated your time toward unpaid work, that's never happened to you either.
So, you prioritized e-drama and Internet attention over food. Stop acting like you couldn't make income because you had to save all those babies from burning buildings instead.
If I'm wrong then my crime was caring a little too much
That's always the biggest crime of any cow in their own opinions. They care too much. They give too much.
 
Blake should be ridiculed harshly for attempting to do what he's doing and for the precedent it sets to other lolcows. No amount of ILJ bashing, bandwagon hopping, or anything else should elevate this man above being ridiculed for being a manipulative deviant.
You’re fucking retarded. Cows are encouraged to come to their threads to answer questions, there are several cases where this has happened, the cows have joined the site and have become regular posters all while maintaining a thread about them. You need to lol calm down.
 
He certainly does. When he posts something not entirely spastic he's stealing other people's talking points.
Fuckin absolutely...observe...
I've made one "misogynistic" post @Spooky Bones and it was a meme about no girls on the internet. Your attempt to poison the well only further highlights your mental instability. Why don't you go take another "mental health day"; you've been mod for a whole week now. Must be hard playing with check boxes to broom posts. I don't appreciate your attempt to sling shit at me, then high-road by saying that this conversation can't be advanced with "simian mud slinging"

Are you back on the opiates? Or did you never stop?


Are you simping this hard because you sympathize just a little too much with men who dress like women?
Pretty much verbatim from the other other farms.

Not one single original thought or insult of his own. Gimp.
Jesus did not teach us to bully. Jesus looks to see himself in others, praising them.
Who's this cunt and why is he a POI? 🤔
 
Dude, you smoke weed on camera. You may be "clean" from other substances, but you're still abusing substances.
It's just weed. At least I don't post all these drunken videos like I did months ago on Twitter. Gunt runs an entire program where they are all drunk off their asses. People get fucked up on camera and stream. This is more purity testing imo and I think people getting all upset over weed like this are pretty silly.
 
Dude, you smoke weed on camera. You may be "clean" from other substances, but you're still abusing substances.

So, you prioritized e-drama and Internet attention over food. Stop acting like you couldn't make income because you had to save all those babies from burning buildings instead.

That's always the biggest crime of any cow in their own opinions. They care too much. They give too much.
“She had done the weed.” -Chris Chan
 
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