As far as the doggos go, I love the fucking things, I really do. However, people are selfish as fuck. You would think there are laws against a dog howling 24 hours a day at full volume as if it's being strangled, but no, perfectly legal. You can fuck up an entire neighbourhood in bongistan with a poorly trained and chained up mutt. No one wants to know.
Got one next to me, some kind of bull breed. Started off as a pup, now it thinks it owns the place. Every fucking time you open a winow or door it sets it off. From 2 am in the fucking morning, around the clock to fucking 6am in the morning the next fucking day. I could strangle it. Not really the doggos fault though. Not once have I heard its owners reprimanding it and it's just getting worse. On the verge of grassing them up under 'anti-social behaviour' rules if it carries on much longer like this.
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Went to get a prescription from the chemist's - they said it would take all week. You fucking wot m8? Apparently it's not the 48 hours the surgery says it takes or the 48 hours that the previous people in the chemist's have told me. This is the first time in 10 years I'm hearing about it. Went back to the surgery, they said they had never heard of that before. Went back to the chemist's (keep in mind it's a long fucking walk, but I was furious) for clarification. She used weasel words on me. I then went back to the surgery to tell them that in fact it is 5 working days and not 48 fucking hours. To which they weasel worded me and tried to gaslight me after agreeing with me previously half an hour earlier that it was indeed 48 hours.
What in the actual fuck is going on? I found out the name of the head man to write a complaint to which I did. He replied back with weasel words to the effect of: yeah, it's 5 working days, but we lie and claim 48 hours. Sucks to be you. What the fuck are you going to do about it eh? Call the EU, I don't give a fuck!
Why am I mentioning this? Because all this is in keeping with the sheer fucking arrogance and lies and deceit that goes on with the NHS in our country. It's a fucking disgrace. They lie with impunity. The fucking slut in the chemist's actually got shirty with me about it. I told her if it's a week then I'll come in a week early to get my script, if it's 48 hours, then...
There are no comebacks or responsibilities for these people. There is no longer any mental health facilities with the NHS, they just don't exist. I am waiting for urgent tests due to a chronic health condition but covid has fucked all that in to a cocked hat. It's the poor fuckers with cancer I feel for. Not hearing about them, yet. They will be memory-holed as well.
I feel a very unhappy person in the society I live in. I don't feel as if there is any community.
I got sent a nice letter the other day asking me to join a neigbourhood kind of community thing though. I thought, ooh, great, maybe I'll meet some people around here (I don't talk to a single person). Turns out that it's all fucking equal rights and LGBTBBQ up the fucking arse. What a sham. No fucking way am I giving my name and email and phone number to these cunts. I've only been living here 10 years. Nice of them to invite me though I suppose. Eventually.
Still not getting the vaxx. No fucking way. Not until I am chained down and choked out by a pack of fucking uncle tom niggers.
Oh and fuck the old boomers as well. They can't die quick enough. I'm Gen X. They left fuck all for me and the rest of us. As I was waiting in the surgery I saw a frail little old lady waiting to go in, her frail old husband had tried pushing in in front of me, but I cock-blocked him. Still, I'm not a total brute, the old biddy was on crutches and could hardly walk. I've seen the old fuckers do this quite often, as if butter wouldn't melt in their mouth, they act so innocent. And these pair of coffing-dodging cunts did not even acknowledge me or say thankyou. Not even a slight gesture after I let them cut in front of me. Cunts. The sheer entitlement was just dripping off them. The end needs to come quick for them and the quicker the better. They don't contribute anything to society. They eat up massive amounts of resources by their sheer refusal to die. And they aren't even pleasant. Fuck them.
I finally lost my faith in humanity when I was waiting outside one surgery because I didn't have a mask. Some other old coffin dodger slut walks right around me as if I wasn't there. It's hard to describe. It was beyond rude. It was as if I was invisible. The entitlement on these cunts is worse than the fucking millys and zoomers.
So that's it for me now. Something inside of me has changed. I can't go back. There will be no more opening doors for old ladies and letting them cut ahead of me in the line. I also let another old lady go in front of me in the surgery when I was arguing the toss about script waiting times with the fatty receptionist who was just looking at me as if I was a mong. Her head almost tilted to the side as she tried to compute, as if dealing with a wayward dog that somehow just could not understand protocol. Did that old lady say thanks? Did she fuck. Cunt. That is 3 rude fucking cunts in a matter of hours, not even counting the fatty worker drones.
How pleasant and jolly is the average English man and woman eh? Even the fucking alkies on the street corner are more polite than these cunts.
I said my blessings, and gave thanks for the health that I have, for the life that I have. I found forgiveness for others who had wronged me. I took stock. All as I sat in the church graveyard in the sweeping sun among the hissing of summer lawns. Things aren't so bad I said to myself. You have a lot to be thankful for. I was so happy to see as I walked back through the church path, that the church was indeed open. I thought I might sit inside and contemplate, perhaps even say a little prayer. And then...
YOU MUST WEAR A MASK TO ENTER HERE!
The terrorists have already won.
