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Here is Part 2 of the Mandy Megapost. Mandy discusses his drug addictions, his use of legal drugs, his use of "performance enhancing drugs", his next door neighbours the cult (that's tied to the drugs too), and then he tries to quit smoking 20+ spliffs a day, "theoretically":



Part 2: Mandy the "former" drug addict and the cult next door
To be continued...



Part 2: Mandy the "former" drug addict and the cult next door
To understand this kind of gaslighting you might want to keep in mind that Mandy is a former ketamin addict who at one point in the midst of his addiction had supposedly joined a Charlie Manson esque cult:
Yet he still dreams of returning to his old cult life:
More cultural appropriation and pseudohistory so typical of trannies:
Androgyns weren't eunuchs, you silly git. Have you fucking read Plato's Symposium? Or watched Hedwig and the Angry Itch where they mansplain it in song for dumbasses like you? The androgyn is a visual metaphor for the ideal union between lovers, the idea that lovers were once one single being in the realm of ideas/concepts but were separated and are doomed to spend their lives looking for their other half. The term "androgyn" is still used in Greek orthodoxy to this day in marriage ceremonies to refer to the holy union between man and woman in matrimony. It has fuck all to do with eunuchs and fuckall to do with the hermaphrodite as a revered religious figure (which was only because of superstition due to a lack of scientific knowledge about the condition.)
At least he's honest about his enduring fascination with cults:
Mandy claims people are addicted to trolling, oh no, I guess he's already seen KF!
Says the trannie who can't get through quarantine without joints and who has always tasted like an ashtray (and even A2M was no escape from the taste of fags):
"Theoretically" he's quitting:
Mandy is a stable genius and "a very productive addict":
Like a typical addict he defends his dependancies by cloacking them in political terms:
"& define reality", funny, that sounds exactly like the SJW cult. I guess once you start joining cults is becomes an addiction of its own.
He's a trannie with no balls so his doctor had to put him right back on the t, he doesn't mind because he thinks it will make him feel better, because apparently nothing else does anymore:
Literally what's the fucking point getting your balls chopped off only to end up with a t prescription 16 years down the road? Trannies are so fucking beyond stupid, I can't.
He doesn't like Benadryl, apparently he can tell the effects aside from everything else he's using:
The cocktail of drugs he's on gets rather complicated but just like a drug addict he always knows where to get his stash:
Mandy is such a complicated cocktail of drugs that doctors just don't know what to do with him when he shows up seeking help for a medical problem, so they just give up and send him away. Mandy blames it on his genitalia:
And finally, Mandy reveals the secret to his t-porn success: on top of all the other drugs, legal and illegal he is using, he also uses "performance enhancing drugs", if you know what I mean:
I am grateful that it kept me alive, but I went way overboard with it and things got kinda Manson family for awhile there....?????? but it did stave off the depression while I was on it & I was proselytizing, so glad I didn’t get locked up...
I was pretty much a daily user from 2010 until 2014 when I tried getting sober for the first time.
It was hard in the sense that I hadn’t developed any tools to confront my grief without it, so when I stopped the depression & rage really took over my life. The physical withdrawals were nothing compared to other chemical dependencies I broke.
Yet he still dreams of returning to his old cult life:
Some days I really just wanna say fuck it and go join a cult on a compound somewhere nobody will ever find me
More cultural appropriation and pseudohistory so typical of trannies:
Well castrated eunuchs were highly revered in Sumerian, Greek & other prophetic goddess cults as divine links.
Historically that is inaccurate, & though GOT is fantasy it is a reflection of ancient pagan cultures, which worshipped the divine androgyne
Androgyns weren't eunuchs, you silly git. Have you fucking read Plato's Symposium? Or watched Hedwig and the Angry Itch where they mansplain it in song for dumbasses like you? The androgyn is a visual metaphor for the ideal union between lovers, the idea that lovers were once one single being in the realm of ideas/concepts but were separated and are doomed to spend their lives looking for their other half. The term "androgyn" is still used in Greek orthodoxy to this day in marriage ceremonies to refer to the holy union between man and woman in matrimony. It has fuck all to do with eunuchs and fuckall to do with the hermaphrodite as a revered religious figure (which was only because of superstition due to a lack of scientific knowledge about the condition.)
At least he's honest about his enduring fascination with cults:
I feel the stuff that is extra creative/avante is ignored by the masses but gains the true cult following that stands the test of time
Evidently I use the term cult too broadly for some.
Mandy claims people are addicted to trolling, oh no, I guess he's already seen KF!
I encourage people to seek healing & counseling & take steps to liberate themselves from the severe addiction to troll hood.
Says the trannie who can't get through quarantine without joints and who has always tasted like an ashtray (and even A2M was no escape from the taste of fags):
I am addicted to spliffs, 20+ a day for 15 years. So first I cut the narcotic then I cut the stimulant. It's a process
"Theoretically" he's quitting:
Theoretically I'm trying to quit smoking.
Spliffs are just so nice. I get emotional thinking about breaking up with them.
Mandy is a stable genius and "a very productive addict":
I’m way less functional without weed than caffeine and I have been addicted to a lot of substances in my life.
by functional I mean able to sleep more than 3 hours at a time or eat food. Like physically function. Not be productive. I am a very productive addict. Also I’m on day 6 of no weed so it’s a particularly relevant topic.
I tried to quit a month ago and I ended up hospitalized on week 3. It’s not just a I’m taking a break to build my tolerance thing... I’m undergoing a medically supervised med shift.
Like a typical addict he defends his dependancies by cloacking them in political terms:
Nothing sadder then trying to feel good and eating bath salts by accident. The drug war is a war on feeling good, the body, and the spirit.
The war on sexual freedom, trans people's bodies, and the drug wars are all part of the culture wars to control & define reality.
"& define reality", funny, that sounds exactly like the SJW cult. I guess once you start joining cults is becomes an addiction of its own.
He's a trannie with no balls so his doctor had to put him right back on the t, he doesn't mind because he thinks it will make him feel better, because apparently nothing else does anymore:
I’ve been post op for 16 years. Evidently it’s a problem to go that long with no testosterone in the body.
Dr prescribed me a low dose of T. Pharmacy gets confused. I have to explain I am not a FTM beginning my transition but a post op trans women. Awkward.
Not excited about going on T but if it makes my depression, anxiety & exhaustion a little better I guess I can get over the mindfuck of it all.
Yeah I was way below normal Cis female levels. At first I was like “yes! Winning!” But then I was like oh that’s bad....
Literally what's the fucking point getting your balls chopped off only to end up with a t prescription 16 years down the road? Trannies are so fucking beyond stupid, I can't.
He doesn't like Benadryl, apparently he can tell the effects aside from everything else he's using:
Benadryl always makes me wake up so angry. I can’t engage others until food & coffee or I’m naaaasty
The cocktail of drugs he's on gets rather complicated but just like a drug addict he always knows where to get his stash:
My doc definitely prescribed an anti anxiety med and not a pain med, but if it was Xannys and not Benzos I can't remember cuz I was going back and forth at that time, but it makes sense that you wouldn't do anti inflammatory like Benadryl.
@BaileyJayTweets @LoadQueen
like I said everyone is different. Pills were really bad for my anxiety levels, shots give me a calmer cycle
@LylaStormxxx useful for many things. My naturopath prescribed lavender tincture for anxiety , it also makes the bees happy
Over the years I built up a network of do gooder radical queer Dr & clinics in different regions, it was a constant source of stress & pulling strings & arduous journeys ...
Yeah. I wouldn’t recommend necessarily, but like in a worst case scenario it was good to know which cities & clinics were most likely to give emergency scrips, but I imagine it would be impossible without the queer collective House travel circuit that existed at the time
Mandy is such a complicated cocktail of drugs that doctors just don't know what to do with him when he shows up seeking help for a medical problem, so they just give up and send him away. Mandy blames it on his genitalia:
Have you ever been so sick you thought you might die & be turned away, temporarily detained, or just given an HIV test than charged 4k for the emergency visit & still not get treated because of your genitalia? If not you may not understand the trans experience with health care.
For those of us who transitioned more than 5 years ago this was an all too common experience, and I do not wish to open the trauma bubble wide today but I do think it pertinent to understanding why current events are so terrifying to trans people in the USA
We don’t exist in a vacuum. If we don’t live in a city with LGBT services it can get pretty dicey out there.
Laws were passed making it legal to deny trans people care based on religious objection. That means if I get hit by a car while driving across country, in a remote town with a religious hospital, the hospital can legally deny me life support, oxygen, blood.
It is within this context that I have to choose how I will work. Not the context of Love Wins. Ok. That’s what 2018 means to me. Everywhere I choose to go I have to judge the risk. All public spaces. Including industry events.
I still have to live my life. Can’t stop creating & working. I just have to analyze the stress and risk of every opportunity that presents itself. Which is why I charge more and more for everything. The money has to be worth the exposure to bullshit.
And finally, Mandy reveals the secret to his t-porn success: on top of all the other drugs, legal and illegal he is using, he also uses "performance enhancing drugs", if you know what I mean:
I wish they made boner pills for trans women
Something tells me that nobody at Pfizer tested the effects of meds on people with high estrogen ....
I do, but porn is a demanding job & pretty much everyone with a dick uses enhancement drugs for obvious reasons.
To be continued...