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if you didnt take all those drugs, you would have a use for at least one of those handsI smoke American Spirit because I'm hip. I go thru a pack every 3 or 4 months. Never smoke more than one or twice a week. Gives me something to do with my hands when I'm craving some hardcore smack. You know, horse, boy, skag, H. The good shit. Right in my veins.
Those white nicotine pouches are pretty good, Velo and on! are my favorites.I used to occasionally smoke American Spirits only with a cup of coffee when I worked at a mental hospital; It took me about a month to go through a pack. When I joined the military, I started vaping 50mg of salt nic to deal with retards. I've cut back to 4mg of regular nicotine since I got out and it has less control over my life, but I know I need to kick this habit. I started mixing cream of tartar into orange juice and it seems like it's working to curb my urges. Gonna start using nicotine lozenges when it gets too bad and aromatherapy.
trying again. its been 3 days since my last smoke. turns out, i do have a sleeping problem so im taking pills for that. been eating some nicotine gum. plan is to live on those for atleast a week or so and than stop that and keep using sleeping pills for a bit more to fully kill off the urge.
yeah gonna stop with the pills since i really dont want to waste money on it. its not much bad dreams that keeps me from sleeping i just cant seem to fall asleep easy. i must have insomnia or something since i stop drinking caffeine and been hitting the the gym and i still have enough energy in the night and dont feel like sleeping when when i need to wake him early in the morning.Sorry for the double post.
I have pretty horrific nightmares most of the time, and the rest of the time I have insomnia. It's one reason i turned to drink, then weed. Learn about lucid dreaming and knock the pills on the head. Embrace what your mind is telling you, soak in the horror, terror and fright every night until your mind fixes itself. It may sound laughable (I would laugh at anyone who told me this) but i knew when I was over the nightmares when I dreamt about a wierd animal. It brought me peace and comfort. When I googled it, it was nothing but articles of representation of change and a positive new future. I've felt fucking great ever since (5 days lol).
You can do it, it's all in your mind. Sleep, get in there and figure that shit out. Lucid dreaming helps level up your mind to fight the boss battles. Pills and shit are like playing a game using level 1 kit.
yeah gonna stop with the pills since i really dont want to waste money on it. its not much bad dreams that keeps me from sleeping i just cant seem to fall asleep easy. i must have insomnia or something since i stop drinking caffeine and been hitting the the gym and i still have enough energy in the night and dont feel like sleeping when when i need to wake him early in the morning.
Big respect for being able to quit while living with a smoker. Playing the game on the hard mode. Big respect.been a hole month since i stopped smoking cigs and it feels great. i feel like i have so much more stamina now and my cardio has improved massively. the urge is still there since i live with a smoker but i no longer want to tear peoples hearts out for looking at me funny.