I feel incredibly guilty. While looking at this video, I became very aroused. I've revealed in a prior message that I was first exposed to diapers when I was 34, and this induced diaper femboy desires in me. I feel guilty because I criticize and ridicule these people while consuming the same things they do. (Though, at least I acknowledge that the content is immoral and am trying to stop, unlike them. This doesn't make me much better, however.) The farther away that I try to get from lust the harder it becomes. I am engaged in spiritual warfare against demonic forces that try to influence me. However, I'd like to clarify and say that I'm not putting the blame solely on outside forces, as my evil doing is governed by my will. I'm going to take drastic measures and stop using the Internet completely.
im using HandBrake to make multiple copies of this video on multiple formats, resolutions, codecs, etc. so that the fdelity of the true footage isnt lost and the users with slower computers or slowwerr internt speeds cna watch the vdeo themselves so i will uploufd multiple vieods soon
