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Maybe if I ask @_01 really nicely, he'll draw a furry being yeeted off a cliff or something for me to alleviate the stress of the big Ts stressing you out.
Gabriel Sickel / ThisIsGabe / KhordKitty / KhordiKit / Khordz / PianoKat / Xyniroz / Ghörfn / yiffyiff123 / Deborah Kay Butler / Buttercuppedbun - Deadbeat Wannabe-Actor MGTOW Pedo-zoophile - Divorced father of 2 sons. Tried grooming them as infants to be cub furries. Tried to groom a 17yo into sex. Ex-wife cucked him for a pedo. She took the kids. He fucked the family dog. His mom likes horse cock
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Wow.
Just wow.
Gabe is schizoposting. At least more obviously than usual. Can we preemptively add him to the official KF body count?
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(apologies for the shitty reaction image)
Whatever is going on in that dude’s head, he’s only a few steps away from thinking God is speaking to him through a computer and that the CIA is after him.
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I'm still laughing because he assumes that we're all Right-wing religious zealots when that couldn't be further from the truth. Whoda thunk it that Atheists might also find bestiality and pedophilia immoral?
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Gabe isn't the only reason that I don't believe in god, but...
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I think it's a major false equivalence that people like Gabe have about being tolerant towards other people that it must automatically mean being willing to excuse sexually, physically, emotionally, financially, and psychologically abusive behaviors for the sake of just "getting along". In reality this doesn't work whatsoever to prevent abuse, because it allows for manipulative people to get away with taking advantage of others without recrimination, all while they get to flip the script on others that they're abusing for daring to mention that their behavior is unacceptable and damaging.
This is especially visible with animal rapists and child molesters and other serial sex abusers; even when they're caught and told their behavior is unacceptable in the nicest way imaginable compared to their actions, they are so focused on their own feelings of shame and anger at being caught that they view themselves as martyrs who are being oppressed for daring to "love somebody", without any thought whatsoever on whether or not that love is sincerely reciprocated or simply enforced through societal expectation and the burden of "tolerance".
How many kids who get molested by relatives are told that they must've been lying or mistaken because of shit like "Your uncle loves you and would never do that to you!", by parents who just don't want to rock the boat with other relatives? How many negligent pet owners keep their animals in ill health or squalor and watch them die young of preventable complications because "Oh, but it would break their heart if I gave them away to somebody else who might care for them better!", when they're the ones who are completely incapable of letting go? It's entirely a self-centered mentality serving these people and good intentions (or even just tolerating) such behavior only leaves the victim open for more abuse or neglect.
I absolutely believe that people should practice tolerance for minor slights, differences in opinion, and errors in judgement, because people are human and oftentimes need to fuck themselves up in order to learn, even if doing so can be harmful to another person. For someone with empathy, just realizing that you've hurt another person undeserving through your actions is usually enough to feel bad and decide not to do it again, or try something else.
However, doubling down on your bad decisions or trying to argue with someone you've hurt that you didn't actually hurt them (or, worse, gaslighting a victim into believing they were never hurt by you in the first place despite evidence indicating otherwise, and then lauding that against people who are concerned for the victim's well-being) is abysmal behavior and not, in my opinion, something that should be forgiven on principal for as long as the perpetrator continues to find no or little fault in what they did beyond "I should've done things differently... so I wouldn't have gotten caught".
That is all that Gabe's posturing has told us; that, despite all his nonsense about wanting to be believed as innocent, he clearly thinks he is guilty enough to warrant aggressive and oftentimes contradictory verbal combat against complete strangers on an obscure and mostly-loathed website on the internet just for daring to question his incredibly misguided judgement, and that he definitely doesn't need to feel sorry for anyone other than himself.
From a psych standpoint; oftentimes the most aggressive defenders of their own virtue (to the point of refusing legal counsel because they know better than someone on the Bar about how courts work) are oftentimes the most guilty, because they feel that they are intellectually superior to everyone around them and think that they can talk their way out of anything. In order to feel this way, however, it implies that they have had to talk their way out of their own behavior enough times to've gotten "good" at it.
If Gabe doesn't trust his lawyer's judgement that he should not feed internet trolls by posting here and does it anyway, then clearly he has a superiority complex about how good of a liar he can be. So it's hardly surprising he'd come here to play 4D chess with a bunch of autists to "defend his honor" or whatever; because he legitimately thinks he can lie his way out of anything with enough conviction.
How many kids who get molested by relatives are told that they must've been lying or mistaken because of shit like "Your uncle loves you and would never do that to you!", by parents who just don't want to rock the boat with other relatives? How many negligent pet owners keep their animals in ill health or squalor and watch them die young of preventable complications because "Oh, but it would break their heart if I gave them away to somebody else who might care for them better!", when they're the ones who are completely incapable of letting go? It's entirely a self-centered mentality serving these people and good intentions (or even just tolerating) such behavior only leaves the victim open for more abuse or neglect.
I absolutely believe that people should practice tolerance for minor slights, differences in opinion, and errors in judgement, because people are human and oftentimes need to fuck themselves up in order to learn, even if doing so can be harmful to another person. For someone with empathy, just realizing that you've hurt another person undeserving through your actions is usually enough to feel bad and decide not to do it again, or try something else.
However, doubling down on your bad decisions or trying to argue with someone you've hurt that you didn't actually hurt them (or, worse, gaslighting a victim into believing they were never hurt by you in the first place despite evidence indicating otherwise, and then lauding that against people who are concerned for the victim's well-being) is abysmal behavior and not, in my opinion, something that should be forgiven on principal for as long as the perpetrator continues to find no or little fault in what they did beyond "I should've done things differently... so I wouldn't have gotten caught".
That is all that Gabe's posturing has told us; that, despite all his nonsense about wanting to be believed as innocent, he clearly thinks he is guilty enough to warrant aggressive and oftentimes contradictory verbal combat against complete strangers on an obscure and mostly-loathed website on the internet just for daring to question his incredibly misguided judgement, and that he definitely doesn't need to feel sorry for anyone other than himself.
From a psych standpoint; oftentimes the most aggressive defenders of their own virtue (to the point of refusing legal counsel because they know better than someone on the Bar about how courts work) are oftentimes the most guilty, because they feel that they are intellectually superior to everyone around them and think that they can talk their way out of anything. In order to feel this way, however, it implies that they have had to talk their way out of their own behavior enough times to've gotten "good" at it.
If Gabe doesn't trust his lawyer's judgement that he should not feed internet trolls by posting here and does it anyway, then clearly he has a superiority complex about how good of a liar he can be. So it's hardly surprising he'd come here to play 4D chess with a bunch of autists to "defend his honor" or whatever; because he legitimately thinks he can lie his way out of anything with enough conviction.
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I mean it was pretty self-evident that he's got superiority complex from the get-go. The retard actually thought that him playing as a background character in CSI or whatever makes him qualified as a legal advocate. What's strange is how he ties that to his sex life. He literally thinks that people who don't enjoy the fucking grossest of hardcore kinks + explicitly illegal sexual acts are inferior to him. If it weren't so horrifying, I'd find the act of being unsuccessfully proselytized by a dog fucking pedophile to be genuinely hilarious.
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OP FORMATTING EDIT:
Due to reaching the text-limit for the OP yet again, I'm improvising and just editing this post to go into more detail about his early life / intro into the fandom.
It's going to take some time to digest all that's being dumped on you lot and I'm very sorry lol
Early Life
There's quite a bit so I'll just go over bullet points, leave screencaps, & include archive links
Family Dynamics
Mr. Sickel gave Gabe some pretty awful advice
Alcohol Dependency
Work history.
Into The Fandom
Despite what later entries in his journals would say, Gabe's introduction to the fandom would appear to be sometime around May 11, 2007, with the creation of his 1st Furaffinity account, ThisIsGabe
His inactivity would play out for over a year and a half before he finally " stepped out of the closet, " due to finding out a woman in his college chorus group was a furry on Sept 10, 2008. Emerald & Gabe would later wind up dating.
This relationship would even last 2 months as by November of the same year, they broke up. Gabe claims to have dumped her " over differences "
but me-thinks he's lying as he told his grooming victim something completely different.
He spent a lot of his time in the beginning constantly feeling ashamed of himself for being a deviant. Apparently he treated being a furry as " living a double life " much like his cheating degen of a father.
The 1st events he attended IRL were Further Confusion and Crack Chicken Furmeet.
Photo from FC 2010 of Gabe:
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The later, a local meet taking place at some weird chicken joint in CA, is notable due to the fact that he had already somehow managed to piss people off at the event. Whether it was due to his piss-poor hygiene or lack of social awareness is unclear because Gabe refused to acknowledge why his presence was a problem. This ignorance is common theme in this thread. If he makes people uncomfortable, he usually blames the person for feeling that way rather than asking them why they're uncomfortable.
It's also notable as this is where Gabe would meet & become friends with convicted sex offender, Troy Brandon Gaede
Archive
Bit of a random aside, TSA brought his lube out in front of everyone at a checkpoint lol
Back to the point. He already had a permeating negative reputation by 2010. I couldn't find the blog in question that he referenced so if anyone finds it, lemme know.
(Jumping forward a bit here but) the general consensus I've received over the duration of this thread's existence is that Gabe ALWAYS had a negative rep. Anonymous statement via Twitter DM
Gabe had a chance encounter with the guy behind the " Fuck You I'm A Dragon " meme, StarBlade, after Gabe read a blog mentioning both himself & Starblade as " people to avoid " which pissed him off. StarBlade was murdered just 2 weeks after Gabe had met him at Further Confusion 2010. Gabe then wrote a song about it in order to pay respect.
Confirmation that Gabe knew Nick long before Deb. Haven't found the sketches he's talking about either.
More pics of him from FC 2011
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Seems to be a running pattern that people get offended at his " jokes "
On top of that: His father hates him & doesn't want him in his new home because he knows Gabe is a slob. His little brother doesn't want him around his friends because he's an embarrassment. His other younger brother wants nothing to do with him
Gabe offends people again
Another weird detail: Someone on Reddit talked about naming a villain character after him in DCUOnline, one of those shitty F2P cash-grab type MMO's. No idea why, but that's just weird to me
Whines about getting free art because the artist doesn't draw his gay ass sona as a feral cat
Prime example of iM nOt ClInGy. Of the 10K furry contacts he's had throughout the years, it seems most of them got fucking annoyed and removed him. For whatever reason, Gabe feels entitled to an explanation as to why he's not worth other people's time.
Somewhere between the previous journal & the next journal, Gabe would get into a minor spat with someone named RingTailedFox, a grown ass man who he would engage in ERP with.
I... could not for the life of me tell you how what Gabe did constitutes as " trolling " as apparently I'm not autistic enough to get it, but here are the Skype logs RTF posted to Pastebin
Subsequently, RTF would try to " vandalize " Gabe's Wikifur right after dumping these logs. This didn't go over well with one of the site's admins
Having seen the edits that RTF tried to make... this is Child's Play compared to someone else who tried to edit Gabe's page (which you'll see further down)
Still clingy
Brony Hate
This section, although small, is... Weird. I'm just going to submit these in the order they were uploaded
Archive
Archive
Archive
Archive
The last segment to this series comes in the format of a rather disturbing vore animation.
Animation itself is just cringe due to the quality, but the part that makes it disturbing is when you realize that Gabe made this for someone who had JUST turned 18 - meaning they were in contact with them as a minor. The date of the journal is Jan 17, 2014, which would've made Gabe 27 at the time. This also predates the Washington Heights grooming events by a mere 3 MONTHS
Here is the FA journal talking about it. YT Link
Apparently this series of images was supposed to be an " alternative " backstory for the pony version of Khord called " Khony " . He talks more about this here
The hatred towards bronies (despite commissioning porn of himself as a horse) was apparently due to drama from a house he lived in for a few months in IL. He doesn't specify what happened, but there is a name given of someone who may know named Leoke. Journal can be found here
Two things strike me as odd about Gabe's negativity towards Bronies.
The Washington Heights Slum
For anyone curious as to what Washington Heights is like: It's a dump. I've spent a lot of time in NYC and gone through each of the burrows. WH is basically like the drug capitol of the city. It's a fucking landfill & only the low income / convicts / degens live there. At least that was what it was like back in 2011 - 2014 when I've gone through there. The next journals will show what his living conditions were like.
This saga takes place between May 2011 - Dec 2015
His " Acting / Music / Whatever " Career
To start this off, you should know that Gabe is a lazy piece of shit. This should already be abundantly clear but here's the clincher to sell it.
This isn't just something he's saying either to appease the Farms.
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Gabe has zero drive, zero ambition, & zero purpose in life other than to wallow & mooch off others. He pretends that he's some big shot in " the industry " (at least by Furry standards) because he was an extra in a few box office hits but the truth is that he got lucky. Just like every other Joe Schmoe in the industry, he got lucky to be in those positions. However, his luck ran dry pretty quickly because he literally couldn't do the bare minimum to be an extra which is to take a shower & not rip a hole in the ozone layer on set.
It's also worth noting that the money he earned from background acting was put towards his fursuits (which we've seen that he can't take care of ) rather than putting it towards making sure he paid his rent. Wise financial planning, buddy.
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His " career " ended once he moved back out to CA in order to be w/ Deb. He claims it was because he didn't live in an optimum place to get roles but I call bs. It's because he wouldn't get off his fat, lazy ass in order to get his driver's license, refused to hold down a real job in order to supplement his income in order to invest into acting, and because he was still a freakishly obese, Ghoul-Looking figure with no real talent.
Oh, and also because he's fucking fat.
Below are a collection of some posts scattered throughout the internet of him talking about his " acting career "
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FA Archive
His " job " for the longest time was being a paid audience member for the Steve Wilkos show.
Proof he's a diaperfag.
Actual photo from that eps
Better photo from his Facebook
He tried to audition for a role in Ted 2 by sending pictures of him in his fursuit only to be rejected.
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For whatever reason, in Gabe's fictional land of make-believe, he's come to the conclusion that because he partook in FICTIONAL COURT ROOMS it makes him a legal expert
Don't ever insult him on his half-assed accomplishments though. He'll get really bent out of shape & claim you're just jealous
His music isn't better. In fact, it's arguably worse.
Just to give you further perspective on Gabe's ego, he once had to go to therapy because he got rejected from Honor Choir in high school which he wasn't even responsive to.
Putting the horrific dumpster fire aside of the song he wrote about crinkling diapers, he once wrote a song about farting.
As if that wasn't cringe enough, he actually went through the effort to write a song about us.
A review by a fellow Kiwi
Because it was such a poorly constructed mess, @Leonard Helplessness opted to have other Kiwis perform the song in exchange for a bounty. This went about as well as you'd think.
@TANK JESUS made the beat, @Paul Barker! provided the vocals, & @Ramen Timer mixed the 2 audios in order to make this abomination from God
Next was the album cover
Honestly, we did a much better job on his album cover than he's done on his own. The below image is one he made for an album he released in 2010.
Archive
Interestingly enough, this album was archived in 2013 for some reason. Going to guess someone wasn't a fan either and wanted to make sure it survives. Thanks, bud. The title of the album as well has aged horribly as M.A.P. now stands for something far more insidious. I'm certainly not accusing him of getting his inspiration from that - just a rather odd coincidence.
The music itself is just god-awful & the titles are definitely questionable. Maybe it's just me but almost all of these songs sound the same and that's NOT a good thing. Going to throw in some other random singles outside this album as well
Excommunication From the Fandom (WIP)
An addendum to this section has to be added. Even though this takes place much further in the timeline, it's worth noting that Gabe's been banned from various chats (and potentially a convention) in recent times. This is due to a variety of reasons, which we'll get into. I'll try & get things in chronological order, but a lot of this is hearsay with no specific dates & times given so I can't be certain when these things have happened.
So where has he been banned from so far?
Initially, I thought this was about Gabe, but it turns out that Deb was nearly removed from a panel at Califur 2017 for being obnoxious & talking over guest speakers.
Archive
Gabe claims to be banned from the Sacramento Furmeets + FurBowl group for " blowing the whistle " on his soon-to-be ex-wife holding onto Hagow for Nick.
Source
A good chunk of the Bay Area Telegram groups (Stockton Furs, Central Valley Furries, & Central Valley Rascals) banned him because he spammed 40 different women with a bunch of thirst-posting messages
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Source
I did wind up reaching out to one of the mods for the Stockton Fur groups who not only confirmed this, but said that he went to far with a few with them. However, Gabe immediately deleted his messages after someone reported him to said mod. The other point of contention was the Gabe would not stfu about his family drama & people were getting sick of it.
This is also supported by a statement he gave in The Bay Area Furs made on November 4, 2021
Speaking of Thirst-Posting
Unclear when he was banned from there, but Gabe was banned from the Bay Area Furry Jobs group by someone named Beardy over the allegations presented in this thread
Haven't verified that info about Hill but... sheesh....
He wound up editing the message
Aug 9, 2021
Banned from NSFWBayFurs for sitting in Cani Lupine's OldSchoolFurries group (more than likely)
More details
Aug 25, 202(?)
Banned from the Bay Area Housing Chat due to " issues outside the chat "
Sept 4, 2021
He was banned from the Bay Area Furbowl chat after he repeatedly violated the mod / admin's boundaries. It feels like there were messages in between Gabe's joining & the mod speaking, but they may have been deleted.
Sept 20, 2021
RipleyStorm pitched a fit after Gabe joined the South Bay Furnic Group. According to them, they banned Gabe from several events & rooms they host. I don't have a list for those currently so I'm keeping this here for now for the sake of documentation
Gabe would later respond to these accusations, but as usual, it's just more garbage.
Jan 3, 2022
Further Confusion, the event where the infamous Cub Room Incident happened, banned him from the (unofficial) Telegram group. Even though the room isn't officially affiliated with the event, the sheer size of it + one of the mods being a FC staffer, lends it credibility. Ban was brought about after Casper, an absolute mad-lad, dropped the thread in the chat.
Incidentally, someone had sent emails to FC staff beforehand on Dec 22, 2021.
This is further supported by chat logs leaked from Gabe's " Haters / Fans " group on Jan 26, 2022
Jan 12-13th, 2022
A Furry Dating group banned Gabe on the spot. More info here
He was also banned from Rochester Furs for " no reason " according to him.
What's interesting is that he was only in the group for 2 days before his subsequent removal
When asked for comment, one of the moderators had this to say about Gabe's removal from the group. TL;DR:
Gabe was creeping on a minor
Targeting Minor Spaces & Spam Dumping
This will be a small section (for now, probably) as the info below didn't really fit in with the rest of the above section
Gabe has this creepy habit of messaging minors which we've already seen from the Facebook leaks
Gabe has even gone as far as lurking in a Skype group with mostly kids under the age of 18. Gabe's love/hate relationship with video games makes sense given the context that he's mostly trying to play games in order to seem hip with the youth.
Not the only instance he specifically targeted minors in order to interact with them
Mass-Spamming people is also a relatively well-documented behavior.
Archive
Worth noting that screenshot proves he's been talking to Foxler since as early as 2014.
Should take note that Gabe has this weirdly autistic system of thoroughly labelling people based on their ASL. He's talked about it on the Forums, I'll have to find it. Until then, here's proof of him spamming people + getting offended if he's blocked or ignored for any reason
Closing Thoughts
My main motivation for typing all this out is to show (even further) the depths of Gabe's dysfunction. This individual is truly just a hollow, empty shell of a man. The reason he seeks out disturbing content such as rape, bestiality, & murder isn't because " he's shocked by it "
It's because he's bored & those are the only things that stir his consciousness long enough to remind him that he's (an incredibly fucked up) human being. He lashes out & acts like an edgelord not because he truly believes in his ideals, but because he's still stuck in the cognitive & emotional state that he was in when he was a child that was just angry with his father. Funny though considering that he's perpetuating the same cycle of abuse that his father did onto his own children.
Before he found Deb, Gabe was merely living a half-life. He mooched off of others & worked dead end jobs to make enough coin to buy something that will scratch whatever itch he was feeling. Once she found him & he realized that she was his new & better meal ticket, he shotgunned a few kids into her hoping that she would be permanently weighed down to his fat ass of an anchor. Even now that he's a father, he STILL has no purpose. He only wanted to be a father in order to give himself an excuse for being a deadbeat horn fuck like his father. Almost sad he was using Deb's dime to go hose around with who or god knows what.
Due to reaching the text-limit for the OP yet again, I'm improvising and just editing this post to go into more detail about his early life / intro into the fandom.
Part 3
Here I go stirring up shit again lolIt's going to take some time to digest all that's being dumped on you lot and I'm very sorry lol
Early Life
There's quite a bit so I'll just go over bullet points, leave screencaps, & include archive links
- Originally born in Rochester, NY to a family of 6 - his parents, his older sister, himself, & his 2 younger brothers
- Due to Special Education programs in the area not being developed, he frequently changed schools from K-3rd Grade
- He constantly felt the need to compete for his parents' (mostly his father's) attention due to his sister exceeding expectations so frequently. This led him to start mimicking her in her interests with singing, dancing, playing music, & acting
- It would seem that most of Gabe's attempts to win over his father's (Joshua) favor ended miserably, as according to Gabe, the man would constantly criticize him for every misstep.
- There may have also been some infidelity on Mr. Sickel's part, which would explain why he lives in a separate home from Gabe's mother. The 2 are still legally married though as divorce would sully their reputation in their collective medical fields (for some reason)
- In the rare instances where Joshua WOULD try to give Gabe life advice, it was either done so in a non-serious / sarcastic manner which Gabe (an autistic child at the time) took seriously, or Joshua is also autistic. Either way, the advice would be pretty horrible & it only made Gabe get bullied even more
- His mother (Julie), though loving, was overbearing. Her inability to let Gabe attempt to do things for himself made him overly reliant on her & others to do even the simplest of tasks
- One such instance of this was that she refused to allow him to lock his doors. Probably how she found his gross art so quickly
- His sister (Jessica) wasn't one to give him physical affection, which for some reason made Gabe believe he was unlovable.
- One of his younger brothers (Elijah) wanted to go No-Contact with the family. It's unclear as to why, but my guess is that this child also suffered from Middle Child Syndrome, much like Gabe
- The youngest sibling (Jake) suffered a similar fate to Gabe as he was also diagnosed with Autism. His mother helicoptered Jake as well & he's still yet to even live on his own
- The bullying he experienced during Elementary School quickly ramped up after entering Middle School, which led him to stop interacting with people outside of his family
- In his own words, he views life as a sort of game, which leads him to engaging in behaviors of over-competitiveness. Anytime his sister or brothers landed lead roles in musicals / plays, he'd try to one up them. The vast majority of these attempts ended in failure
- HE ADMITTED TO DRAWING PORN OF CALVIN & HOBBES AS WELL AS BAMBI
- For the uninitiated, Calvin & Hobbes is a comic strip featuring a young boy between 6-7yo & his stuffed tiger plush. His parents discovered the drawings & he destroyed them so aside from the Autobiography journal, this is the only record of its existence
- Gabe grew a dependency for alcohol sometime in his early 20's, claiming that he could only successfully socialize if he was drunk
- Because of Julie's helicoptering, Gabe didn't get his first job until he was nearly 25
Family Dynamics
Mr. Sickel gave Gabe some pretty awful advice
Alcohol Dependency
Work history.
Into The Fandom
Despite what later entries in his journals would say, Gabe's introduction to the fandom would appear to be sometime around May 11, 2007, with the creation of his 1st Furaffinity account, ThisIsGabe
His inactivity would play out for over a year and a half before he finally " stepped out of the closet, " due to finding out a woman in his college chorus group was a furry on Sept 10, 2008. Emerald & Gabe would later wind up dating.
This relationship would even last 2 months as by November of the same year, they broke up. Gabe claims to have dumped her " over differences "
but me-thinks he's lying as he told his grooming victim something completely different.
He spent a lot of his time in the beginning constantly feeling ashamed of himself for being a deviant. Apparently he treated being a furry as " living a double life " much like his cheating degen of a father.
The 1st events he attended IRL were Further Confusion and Crack Chicken Furmeet.
Photo from FC 2010 of Gabe:
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The later, a local meet taking place at some weird chicken joint in CA, is notable due to the fact that he had already somehow managed to piss people off at the event. Whether it was due to his piss-poor hygiene or lack of social awareness is unclear because Gabe refused to acknowledge why his presence was a problem. This ignorance is common theme in this thread. If he makes people uncomfortable, he usually blames the person for feeling that way rather than asking them why they're uncomfortable.
It's also notable as this is where Gabe would meet & become friends with convicted sex offender, Troy Brandon Gaede
Archive
Bit of a random aside, TSA brought his lube out in front of everyone at a checkpoint lol
Back to the point. He already had a permeating negative reputation by 2010. I couldn't find the blog in question that he referenced so if anyone finds it, lemme know.
(Jumping forward a bit here but) the general consensus I've received over the duration of this thread's existence is that Gabe ALWAYS had a negative rep. Anonymous statement via Twitter DM
Gabe had a chance encounter with the guy behind the " Fuck You I'm A Dragon " meme, StarBlade, after Gabe read a blog mentioning both himself & Starblade as " people to avoid " which pissed him off. StarBlade was murdered just 2 weeks after Gabe had met him at Further Confusion 2010. Gabe then wrote a song about it in order to pay respect.
Confirmation that Gabe knew Nick long before Deb. Haven't found the sketches he's talking about either.
More pics of him from FC 2011
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Seems to be a running pattern that people get offended at his " jokes "
On top of that: His father hates him & doesn't want him in his new home because he knows Gabe is a slob. His little brother doesn't want him around his friends because he's an embarrassment. His other younger brother wants nothing to do with him
Gabe offends people again
Another weird detail: Someone on Reddit talked about naming a villain character after him in DCUOnline, one of those shitty F2P cash-grab type MMO's. No idea why, but that's just weird to me
Whines about getting free art because the artist doesn't draw his gay ass sona as a feral cat
Prime example of iM nOt ClInGy. Of the 10K furry contacts he's had throughout the years, it seems most of them got fucking annoyed and removed him. For whatever reason, Gabe feels entitled to an explanation as to why he's not worth other people's time.
Somewhere between the previous journal & the next journal, Gabe would get into a minor spat with someone named RingTailedFox, a grown ass man who he would engage in ERP with.
I... could not for the life of me tell you how what Gabe did constitutes as " trolling " as apparently I'm not autistic enough to get it, but here are the Skype logs RTF posted to Pastebin
Subsequently, RTF would try to " vandalize " Gabe's Wikifur right after dumping these logs. This didn't go over well with one of the site's admins
Having seen the edits that RTF tried to make... this is Child's Play compared to someone else who tried to edit Gabe's page (which you'll see further down)
Still clingy
Brony Hate
This section, although small, is... Weird. I'm just going to submit these in the order they were uploaded
Archive
Archive
Archive
Archive
The last segment to this series comes in the format of a rather disturbing vore animation.
Animation itself is just cringe due to the quality, but the part that makes it disturbing is when you realize that Gabe made this for someone who had JUST turned 18 - meaning they were in contact with them as a minor. The date of the journal is Jan 17, 2014, which would've made Gabe 27 at the time. This also predates the Washington Heights grooming events by a mere 3 MONTHS
Here is the FA journal talking about it. YT Link
Apparently this series of images was supposed to be an " alternative " backstory for the pony version of Khord called " Khony " . He talks more about this here
The hatred towards bronies (despite commissioning porn of himself as a horse) was apparently due to drama from a house he lived in for a few months in IL. He doesn't specify what happened, but there is a name given of someone who may know named Leoke. Journal can be found here
Two things strike me as odd about Gabe's negativity towards Bronies.
- He was still comfortable enough with them to try on their fursuits
- He'd still go on to be a member of the hospitality staff team for BABSCon 2016 according to his Wikifur page. He tweeted after the event that it was " a real waste of time "
The Washington Heights Slum
For anyone curious as to what Washington Heights is like: It's a dump. I've spent a lot of time in NYC and gone through each of the burrows. WH is basically like the drug capitol of the city. It's a fucking landfill & only the low income / convicts / degens live there. At least that was what it was like back in 2011 - 2014 when I've gone through there. The next journals will show what his living conditions were like.
This saga takes place between May 2011 - Dec 2015
We'll be bouncing back & forth between FurAffinityForums, Twitter, and Furaffinity journals provided by Gabe. Our journey starts May 22, 2011
Circling back to Twitter:
Another post on FAF appeared on Nov 10, 2011 and was actively posted to until around Dec 2, 2011
He potentially housed a minor with a substance abuse problem
Video from inside the apartment.
Truth hurts
I'd say don't invite creeps over but given your history, that seems impossible
Doubt this one. He claims that people assault him anytime he fucks up.
They all ditched
He had to fill the rooms with people from Craigslist
He wanted someone to sleep in the same room as him (which is definitely not creepy at all)
He's incredibly irresponsible with money. He paid rent for his roommates and didn't make any of them sign contracts
The final thread on FAF would be posted on February 27, 2012
All of his roommates were bums basically. That and to the utter shock of everyone, the reason he has such a fucking pizza face is because he doesn't know basic facial hygiene
Well, you know what they say about things that are too good to be true
The final post to FAF in regards to his roommate situation would arrive on May 29, 2012 which gives a summary of his roommate adventures so far
He was starting to get livid about the whole roommate thing
From a California Telegram chat in 2020
In the midst of this, I actually found some rather interesting things on his Wikifur page. It appears that sometime around Sept 2014, it was " vandalized " by what I can only assume was a current / former roommate at the time. Mellie had this to say:
If Mellie is still lurking out on the internet somewhere and finds this, good on you lol please feel free to post here anytime
More roommate troubles
This still sounds like projection
Another solicitation to move in
Considering what we've seen you do to your own home and the fact your dad thinks you're a pig, this really comes off like you're shirking your chores onto your roomies
It's 2015 and he still doesn't make any of his tenants sign contracts apparently.
Once again trying to look for roommates
Yet despite that, he still thinks anyone can sue him which proves he's beyond stupid
This whole apartment was just filled with retards
Lol Gabe? Cleaning? I'd pay to see that
Circling back to Twitter:
Another post on FAF appeared on Nov 10, 2011 and was actively posted to until around Dec 2, 2011
He potentially housed a minor with a substance abuse problem
Video from inside the apartment.
Truth hurts
I'd say don't invite creeps over but given your history, that seems impossible
Doubt this one. He claims that people assault him anytime he fucks up.
They all ditched
He had to fill the rooms with people from Craigslist
He wanted someone to sleep in the same room as him (which is definitely not creepy at all)
He's incredibly irresponsible with money. He paid rent for his roommates and didn't make any of them sign contracts
The final thread on FAF would be posted on February 27, 2012
All of his roommates were bums basically. That and to the utter shock of everyone, the reason he has such a fucking pizza face is because he doesn't know basic facial hygiene
Well, you know what they say about things that are too good to be true
The final post to FAF in regards to his roommate situation would arrive on May 29, 2012 which gives a summary of his roommate adventures so far
He was starting to get livid about the whole roommate thing
From a California Telegram chat in 2020
In the midst of this, I actually found some rather interesting things on his Wikifur page. It appears that sometime around Sept 2014, it was " vandalized " by what I can only assume was a current / former roommate at the time. Mellie had this to say:
If Mellie is still lurking out on the internet somewhere and finds this, good on you lol please feel free to post here anytime
More roommate troubles
This still sounds like projection
Another solicitation to move in
Considering what we've seen you do to your own home and the fact your dad thinks you're a pig, this really comes off like you're shirking your chores onto your roomies
It's 2015 and he still doesn't make any of his tenants sign contracts apparently.
Once again trying to look for roommates
Yet despite that, he still thinks anyone can sue him which proves he's beyond stupid
This whole apartment was just filled with retards
Lol Gabe? Cleaning? I'd pay to see that
His " Acting / Music / Whatever " Career
To start this off, you should know that Gabe is a lazy piece of shit. This should already be abundantly clear but here's the clincher to sell it.
This isn't just something he's saying either to appease the Farms.
(A)
Gabe has zero drive, zero ambition, & zero purpose in life other than to wallow & mooch off others. He pretends that he's some big shot in " the industry " (at least by Furry standards) because he was an extra in a few box office hits but the truth is that he got lucky. Just like every other Joe Schmoe in the industry, he got lucky to be in those positions. However, his luck ran dry pretty quickly because he literally couldn't do the bare minimum to be an extra which is to take a shower & not rip a hole in the ozone layer on set.
It's also worth noting that the money he earned from background acting was put towards his fursuits (which we've seen that he can't take care of ) rather than putting it towards making sure he paid his rent. Wise financial planning, buddy.
(A)
His " career " ended once he moved back out to CA in order to be w/ Deb. He claims it was because he didn't live in an optimum place to get roles but I call bs. It's because he wouldn't get off his fat, lazy ass in order to get his driver's license, refused to hold down a real job in order to supplement his income in order to invest into acting, and because he was still a freakishly obese, Ghoul-Looking figure with no real talent.
Oh, and also because he's fucking fat.
Below are a collection of some posts scattered throughout the internet of him talking about his " acting career "
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FA Archive
His " job " for the longest time was being a paid audience member for the Steve Wilkos show.
Proof he's a diaperfag.
Actual photo from that eps
Better photo from his Facebook
He tried to audition for a role in Ted 2 by sending pictures of him in his fursuit only to be rejected.
(A)
For whatever reason, in Gabe's fictional land of make-believe, he's come to the conclusion that because he partook in FICTIONAL COURT ROOMS it makes him a legal expert
Don't ever insult him on his half-assed accomplishments though. He'll get really bent out of shape & claim you're just jealous
His music isn't better. In fact, it's arguably worse.
Just to give you further perspective on Gabe's ego, he once had to go to therapy because he got rejected from Honor Choir in high school which he wasn't even responsive to.
Putting the horrific dumpster fire aside of the song he wrote about crinkling diapers, he once wrote a song about farting.
As if that wasn't cringe enough, he actually went through the effort to write a song about us.
A review by a fellow Kiwi
Because it was such a poorly constructed mess, @Leonard Helplessness opted to have other Kiwis perform the song in exchange for a bounty. This went about as well as you'd think.
@TANK JESUS made the beat, @Paul Barker! provided the vocals, & @Ramen Timer mixed the 2 audios in order to make this abomination from God
Next was the album cover
Honestly, we did a much better job on his album cover than he's done on his own. The below image is one he made for an album he released in 2010.
Archive
Interestingly enough, this album was archived in 2013 for some reason. Going to guess someone wasn't a fan either and wanted to make sure it survives. Thanks, bud. The title of the album as well has aged horribly as M.A.P. now stands for something far more insidious. I'm certainly not accusing him of getting his inspiration from that - just a rather odd coincidence.
The music itself is just god-awful & the titles are definitely questionable. Maybe it's just me but almost all of these songs sound the same and that's NOT a good thing. Going to throw in some other random singles outside this album as well
Brownies on my Brown Knees
Butt Rape
Diarrhea
Doggie Breath
Necrophilia Love
Come & Get Me Trolls
Hey There Trolls
Butt Rape
Diarrhea
Doggie Breath
Necrophilia Love
Come & Get Me Trolls
Hey There Trolls
Excommunication From the Fandom (WIP)
An addendum to this section has to be added. Even though this takes place much further in the timeline, it's worth noting that Gabe's been banned from various chats (and potentially a convention) in recent times. This is due to a variety of reasons, which we'll get into. I'll try & get things in chronological order, but a lot of this is hearsay with no specific dates & times given so I can't be certain when these things have happened.
So where has he been banned from so far?
Initially, I thought this was about Gabe, but it turns out that Deb was nearly removed from a panel at Califur 2017 for being obnoxious & talking over guest speakers.
Archive
Gabe claims to be banned from the Sacramento Furmeets + FurBowl group for " blowing the whistle " on his soon-to-be ex-wife holding onto Hagow for Nick.
Source
A good chunk of the Bay Area Telegram groups (Stockton Furs, Central Valley Furries, & Central Valley Rascals) banned him because he spammed 40 different women with a bunch of thirst-posting messages
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Source
I did wind up reaching out to one of the mods for the Stockton Fur groups who not only confirmed this, but said that he went to far with a few with them. However, Gabe immediately deleted his messages after someone reported him to said mod. The other point of contention was the Gabe would not stfu about his family drama & people were getting sick of it.
This is also supported by a statement he gave in The Bay Area Furs made on November 4, 2021
Speaking of Thirst-Posting
Unclear when he was banned from there, but Gabe was banned from the Bay Area Furry Jobs group by someone named Beardy over the allegations presented in this thread
Haven't verified that info about Hill but... sheesh....
He wound up editing the message
Aug 9, 2021
Banned from NSFWBayFurs for sitting in Cani Lupine's OldSchoolFurries group (more than likely)
More details
Aug 25, 202(?)
Banned from the Bay Area Housing Chat due to " issues outside the chat "
Sept 4, 2021
He was banned from the Bay Area Furbowl chat after he repeatedly violated the mod / admin's boundaries. It feels like there were messages in between Gabe's joining & the mod speaking, but they may have been deleted.
Sept 20, 2021
RipleyStorm pitched a fit after Gabe joined the South Bay Furnic Group. According to them, they banned Gabe from several events & rooms they host. I don't have a list for those currently so I'm keeping this here for now for the sake of documentation
Gabe would later respond to these accusations, but as usual, it's just more garbage.
Jan 3, 2022
Further Confusion, the event where the infamous Cub Room Incident happened, banned him from the (unofficial) Telegram group. Even though the room isn't officially affiliated with the event, the sheer size of it + one of the mods being a FC staffer, lends it credibility. Ban was brought about after Casper, an absolute mad-lad, dropped the thread in the chat.
Incidentally, someone had sent emails to FC staff beforehand on Dec 22, 2021.
This is further supported by chat logs leaked from Gabe's " Haters / Fans " group on Jan 26, 2022
Jan 12-13th, 2022
A Furry Dating group banned Gabe on the spot. More info here
He was also banned from Rochester Furs for " no reason " according to him.
What's interesting is that he was only in the group for 2 days before his subsequent removal
When asked for comment, one of the moderators had this to say about Gabe's removal from the group. TL;DR:
Gabe was creeping on a minor
Targeting Minor Spaces & Spam Dumping
This will be a small section (for now, probably) as the info below didn't really fit in with the rest of the above section
Gabe has this creepy habit of messaging minors which we've already seen from the Facebook leaks
Gabe has even gone as far as lurking in a Skype group with mostly kids under the age of 18. Gabe's love/hate relationship with video games makes sense given the context that he's mostly trying to play games in order to seem hip with the youth.
Not the only instance he specifically targeted minors in order to interact with them
Mass-Spamming people is also a relatively well-documented behavior.
Archive
Worth noting that screenshot proves he's been talking to Foxler since as early as 2014.
Should take note that Gabe has this weirdly autistic system of thoroughly labelling people based on their ASL. He's talked about it on the Forums, I'll have to find it. Until then, here's proof of him spamming people + getting offended if he's blocked or ignored for any reason
Closing Thoughts
My main motivation for typing all this out is to show (even further) the depths of Gabe's dysfunction. This individual is truly just a hollow, empty shell of a man. The reason he seeks out disturbing content such as rape, bestiality, & murder isn't because " he's shocked by it "
It's because he's bored & those are the only things that stir his consciousness long enough to remind him that he's (an incredibly fucked up) human being. He lashes out & acts like an edgelord not because he truly believes in his ideals, but because he's still stuck in the cognitive & emotional state that he was in when he was a child that was just angry with his father. Funny though considering that he's perpetuating the same cycle of abuse that his father did onto his own children.
Before he found Deb, Gabe was merely living a half-life. He mooched off of others & worked dead end jobs to make enough coin to buy something that will scratch whatever itch he was feeling. Once she found him & he realized that she was his new & better meal ticket, he shotgunned a few kids into her hoping that she would be permanently weighed down to his fat ass of an anchor. Even now that he's a father, he STILL has no purpose. He only wanted to be a father in order to give himself an excuse for being a deadbeat horn fuck like his father. Almost sad he was using Deb's dime to go hose around with who or god knows what.
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Sneed's Feed And Seed
Well you're certainly doing your job today Mr. Sun
True & Honest Fan
kiwifarms.net
- Joined
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It is a furmeet that goes on every Thursday evening (that recently started back up) in front of a place called Wicked Chicken off The Alameda in Santa Clara, CA. More information from Wikifur.
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- Dec 3, 2018
Any idea how he made himself unwelcome? Guessing he lunged at someone's food, the fat fuck lmao
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- Apr 25, 2020
@Catch Your Breath, I don't know how you manage to not only do all that research on all these utterly vile individuals, but also write in such a way I can't stop reading even though I can feel my brain trying to squeeze itself out of my ears out of sheer cringe.
By the way, who was the Fuck You I'm A Dragon dude, again? All I know is that he got offed but it was a long time ago and I didn't have time to keep up with furry drama at the time (college was a bitch).
By the way, who was the Fuck You I'm A Dragon dude, again? All I know is that he got offed but it was a long time ago and I didn't have time to keep up with furry drama at the time (college was a bitch).
- Joined
- Dec 3, 2018
It's mostly an endurance thing at this point with Gabe's shenanigans. There's only so much concentrated autism my ass can handle at once before I burn out.
I don't know much more about the FYIAD dude either, sadly. There's probably some retro blog out there somewhere that can shed some light. That or you can wait a year and see if Justin Whang or WavyWebSurf make a video on him. Surprised they haven't already. Maybe someone can reach out to them on Twitter and ask lmao
Sneed's Feed And Seed
Well you're certainly doing your job today Mr. Sun
True & Honest Fan
kiwifarms.net
- Joined
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You mean Starblade?
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- Apr 25, 2020
Yep, that's the one. I didn't know he had gotten himself Varg'd. Charming fellow.
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- Dec 3, 2018
Just going to point this out there in case anyone missed it in the long dump: He tried to house a 17yo in his slum when he was 25. Minor already had substance abuse problems (unclear as to what kind)
ThrowawayFurry
kiwifarms.net
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Damn, beat me to it. Apparently a couple years ago it almost got cancelled again cause some furries were doing some dumb shit in front. Correct me if I'm wrong on that. Good chicken though.
Sneed's Feed And Seed
Well you're certainly doing your job today Mr. Sun
True & Honest Fan
kiwifarms.net
- Joined
- Mar 4, 2019
Wicked Chicken lost their liquor license for a bit, so a good number of the furs that ran the event took a hiatus until its reinstatement. Can't have a tard parade without tard guards.
- Joined
- Apr 25, 2020
So you're telling me KY isn't the only lubrication furries need?
- Joined
- Dec 3, 2018
Unexpected source for a call-out but sure, why not. If it makes Gabe flip his shit in public again, I'm all for it.
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- Apr 25, 2020
I'll take it, I guess? Looks like those watchdog groups are starting to coordinate a little better?
Would this even reach Khord, though? The closest most furries ever got to a sex worker was making one of their characters a stripper.