Are you developmentally retarded and if so, how do you cope?

[Schnapsmeister 3000]

Context: Was regularly beaten black and blue by my dad up until I was 3 years old.

Now it's 27 years later and I still let flashbacks and subconscious crap prevent me from basically just doing about anything. I self-censor myself at every corner only to realise minutes afterwards that I'm an idiot and should've acted differently.

Guess I'm developmentally retarded.

Y'all got any tips?

I'm growing more and more tired of tip-toeing around anything that could involve either social interaction or physical conflict.

(And yes, I know it "might be PTSD", but I don't want sympathy, and unless it gives context to what helped you, I'm not really interested in long stories. I'm looking for advice to kickstart getting past the state of irrational fear and walking on imaginary eggshells).

 

[The Flawless Gazelles]

fuck off and talk to a professional

 

[JSGOTI]

Go shoot up a church. Its what all the cool kids are doing these days.

 

[Terminus Est]

I like women that are developed exceptionally

 

[Schnapsmeister 3000]

Go shoot up a church. Its what all the cool kids are doing these days.

NZ is too far away. Next.

Edit: church? mosque? what? difference?

 

[QU 734]

Just shoot yourself, then.

 

[Schnapsmeister 3000]

Good idea. brb.

 

[Okkervils]

Beat off your dad in revenge.

 

[Carcinogenesis]

Get psychological help, you clearly are psychologically damaged, probably with PTSD. Coming to a forum where a bunch of autists laugh at other autists on the Internet for advice won't help you. Specifically, talk to your general physician, they'll refer you to a psychiatrist.

 

[Yuusha-sama]

@Schnapsmeister 3000 wir sind nicht deine Therapeuten.
Lurk more or fuck off.
Why do people think it's a good idea to join this forum, and the first thing they should do is a thread?
I had been lurking for a year before joining the forum.

 

[SJ 485]

The only way to get over your problems and feel truly in control of your life is to carry out a bombing on a government building or journalistic outlet of your choice. Best of luck friend.

 

[Schnapsmeister 3000]

@Schnapsmeister 3000 wir sind nicht deine Therapeuten.
[...]
Why do people think it's a good idea to join this forum, and the first thing they should do is a thread?

...du nimmst den Thread nicht wirklich ernst, oder?

 

[Pope Negro Joe the XIIIth]

Why do people think it's a good idea to join this forum, and the first thing they should do is a thread?
I had been lurking for a year before joining the forum.

Hey now, it's much more fun when they jump in the pit right away.

 

[MichaelScott]

He is trolling. Who in the real fuck try to get therapy from a forum full of people who are going to make you their dinner.

 

[keyboredsm4shthe2nd]

you're on kiwifarms, that's redundant

 

[Yuusha-sama]

...du nimmst den Thread nicht wirklich ernst, oder?

...you don't take the thread really seriously, right?

DE
Ich nehme dich nicht ernst.
Häng dich.
EN
I don't take you seriously.
Hang yourself.

 

[Sissy]

You should probably put on a dress and start kissing boys, idiot