Skitzocow Connor Murphy - Body Building Youtube Superstar turned Drugged Out Peepee Guru who Drinks Cum for the Health Benefits

[DigitalSoryu]

Is he out already?

 

[qu_rahn]

I honestly feel bad for this guy. He's just trying to fix his brain. Some schizos love doing LSD and shrooms and it's not just because it makes them see interesting things. There is some positive mental benefit (however shortlived) that they get from taking this shit.

Maybe in the future scientists will successfully treat mental disorders with DMT and this cum guzzling lolcow will be the progenitor.

 

[MirnaMinkoff]

Is he out already?

Probably. Three days or so is usually the maximum they can hold you against your will. He couldn’t take DMT in the hospital so I’m sure his lucidity improved enough to pass any base level tests to get out. He probably could get out after 48 hours but his parents would have been encouraging him to stay or found a facility to treat him and that might have prolonged his SM absence a few more days.

Jane mentioned she posted her video “for the next ppl that encounter Conner” which leads me to believe his parents told her getting hospitalized and released is a cycle they expect to continue.

You have to be so fucking foaming at the mouth crazy AND dangerous to be involuntary committed, even Conner didn’t reach that bar believe it or not.

The other thing with Conner that means he will be extremely difficult to treat - Conner became very adept at putting on a very successful persona for his YT channel, much like an actor. This means he can “turn on” this act when needed, even when he’s bonkers. It’s like a mask he can put on occasionally to convince people he’s fine, problem is the mask slips off constantly and you see the batshit brain really running the show.

The only way Conner will remain in a hospital long term is if he agrees to be treated, signs himself in and agrees to remain. It’s a very frustrating reality for the families of severely mentally ill people, but the USA protects your right to be batshit crazy. As long as you don’t hurt yourself or others you’re free to roam. (This is why we have so many homeless schizophrenics roaming our cities.)

 

[DOGBOY]

Dude, you’re talking like Conner became a coke head. Like He was having sinister LA types waving heroin or meth in his face demanding he try it to be cool. This is not what happened.

What he’s done is so fucking bizarre, it’s why people are so gobsmacked. Dude becoming a pill head or coke addict would get very little attention it’s such a tired cliche and happens all the time. What Conner has done is rather unique and much worse.

The drug he’s taking is absolutely not addictive. Conner might be the only man on earth taking ayahuasca daily. Nobody wants to ingest that stuff constantly. Weirdos that want to trip constantly get something cleaner like LSD.

Conner took ayahuasca not to “be cool” but because he was confused and a lot of people promise you will find the spiritual answers you need by taking a trip on ayahuasca.

Addictive drugs offer quick endorphin high - chemical happiness or energy. ayahuasca does not do this, it makes you puke and unglues you from your normal reality. Plenty of people find it very unpleasant.

After Conner’s first ayahuasca trip he experienced psychosis, became suicidal, and got put in a mental hospital. For 99% of the population that would be the last time they ever touch ayahuasca after that result. But for some reason Conner decided after he was released from the hospital that more ayahuasca was the solution to his problem...and here we are today.

Conner didn’t get addicted to drugs, he unglued his mind from reality and induced psychosis via a drug. This is why playing with psychedelics is a bit of Russian roulette.

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(Personally I found psychedelics like LSD to be amazing fun, but even I would never ever touch ayahuasca.)

Pretty much everything that I outlined most likely still underlies this. I don't know the ins and outs of his daily life, but the general storyline is probably accurate. Obviously he is batshit crazy and went further off the deep end than most, I get that, but that doesn't mean the route there was necessarily different.

You're saying Connor took ayahuasca because he was confused, but this relates to the point that I was making:

genetic/environmental factors => stress => brain changes in decision-making areas of the brain

brain changes in decision-making areas of the brain + a combination of a load of genetic/environmental factors => ayahuasca

Ayahuasca => further fucking up your brain + a combination of a load of genetic environment factors => more ayahuasca/total lunacy.

We can debate the specifics of the genetic/environmental factors all you want. I think they're probably the product of low self-esteem, social awkwardness, low on the social hierarchy, cut-throat social scene, LA drug scene. The genetic factors I can't speak to specifically because I haven't read that literature. We can just agree to disagree on the specifics.

 

[MirnaMinkoff]

Conner’s IG account has now posted too. He seems to have discovered the musical “Dear Evan Hansen”. The play has a character in it named Conner Murphy that commits suicide.

He’s posted an audio clip from the musical on his IG, specifically the “dear Conner Murphy I really miss our talks. Stop doing drugs..” lyric lol.

I can only imagine what magical connections he’s now making if he’s viewing that musical. The play is about socially anxious teen boys who have trouble making friends and connecting with others. Conner Murphy is a friendless kid that ends up killing himself early in the play. The character sharing his name is a eerie coincidence. The score could lend itself well to his insane trippy videos though.

 

[50 bit bitch]

I honestly feel bad for this guy. He's just trying to fix his brain. Some schizos love doing LSD and shrooms and it's not just because it makes them see interesting things. There is some positive mental benefit (however shortlived) that they get from taking this shit.

Maybe in the future scientists will successfully treat mental disorders with DMT and this cum guzzling lolcow will be the progenitor.

The meme of microdosing LSD or other psychedelics for "mental health benefits" is probably the most harmful shit to come out of the hippie movement since the Manson family.

If somebody is out of touch with reality, making them trip balls probably isn't going to fix shit.

 

[Vulva Gape]

He's premiering a video on his youtube called "RIP Connor Murphy" tomorrow. Most likely about the character from the play.

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I wonder if someone bothered to pick him up on the hospital. As soon as the 72 hours are up the doctors literally dump you on the street with the medical bills and you're on your own again. Imagining him taking the bus back to his filthy apartment, powers up his computer and starts doing drugs with no one to help him.

The only positive thing about this has been his youtube grift has been kept afloat by farmers and the like watching his demise. His physique is nothing special now, so he would have faded into obscurity if he had tried to retain his original audience. But as he starts losing more and more connection with reality he may be unable to keep up the income. Unless somebody who gives a shit about him intervenes he's on the track to becoming a homeless schizo who will die in his thirties.

Connor is a case study into the influencer culture and what happens when you put more effort into likes and subscribers than building healthy relationships. A warning to all gen z.

 

[MirnaMinkoff]

I actually wonder if DMT fucked Conner up so bad because it was the first drug he ever tried? Like if you’ve never, ever done drugs and take DMT I could see someone getting fixated upon it.

Conner seemed to be a buff fitness bro so I’m assuming the only drugs he took were steroids or performance enhancing drugs - not mind altering. Usually guys like that are very anti-recreational drug, at most they might drink alcohol.

Anyone know if he ever indulged in any non-steroid drug use before he decided to trip his balls off on DMT? If the guy never as much as smoked a joint but then took a big dose of DMT...that could explain a lot. It’s like making his broke brain go from 0 to 500 mph.

He's premiering a video on his youtube called "RIP Connor Murphy" tomorrow. Most likely about the character from the play.

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I wonder if someone bothered to pick him up on the hospital. As soon as the 72 hours are up the doctors literally dump you on the street with the medical bills and you're on your own again. Imagining him taking the bus back to his filthy apartment, powers up his computer and starts doing drugs with no one to help him.

The only positive thing about this has been his youtube grift has been kept afloat by farmers and the like watching his demise. His physique is nothing special now, so he would have faded into obscurity if he had tried to retain his original audience. But as he starts losing more and more connection with reality he may be unable to keep up the income. Unless somebody who gives a shit about him intervenes he's on the track to becoming a homeless schizo who will die in his thirties.

Connor is a case study into the influencer culture and what happens when you put more effort into likes and subscribers than building healthy relationships. A warning to all gen z.

I think it’s more about the death of “old Conner” but his discovery of that Broadway musical isn’t good. He’s going to fixate on it and decide it’s some mystical message about him.

I don’t think he was released from the psychiatric hold and kicked to the curb. Jane said his parents flew into town so I’d bet they had spent the last week arranging a inpatient stay for him somewhere, begging him to stay in treatment and he refused to go along with it. Id bet he might have waited until his parents left town and then signed himself out.

 

[Adolf Hitler]

Connor is a case study into the influencer culture

I can assure you nobody else has ever endeveavored to dose dmt every two hours for any stretch of time ever before. Connor Murphy is a case study in how fucking insane Connor Murphy is.

 

[Vulva Gape]

I don’t think he was released from the psychiatric hold and kicked to the curb. Jane said his parents flew into town so I’d bet they had spent the last week arranging a inpatient stay for him somewhere, begging him to stay in treatment and he refused to go along with it. Id bet he might have waited until his parents left town and then signed himself out.

The only chance his parents have is getting the court involved. Fly in or not he's not going to listen to anything they say. Then if he's noncompliant with whatever treatment the doctors come up with, the police can come and forcibly take him to rehab. He no longer has the right to refuse treatment.

Courts can order antipsychotic injections that last for months, so he can't get off his meds.

Any prior criminal history, or schizophrenic behavior that poses danger to others, is their best bet for convincing the judge.

Usually the court-ordered treatments are much longer (6 months+) and are far more "jail" like than your average drug/mental health rehab. The easiest way out would be to voluntarily go to a dual-diagnosis program which are usually much more cushy (they let you leave, visit family, etc) and are 3-6 months. I wonder what his insurance is like? I can see a young healthy guy like him failing to have the foresight to buy his own insurance since YT doesn't provide anything.

 

[Burd Turglar]

I can assure you nobody else has ever endeveavored to dose dmt every two hours for any stretch of time ever before. Connor Murphy is a case study in how fucking insane Connor Murphy is.

You're 100% wrong but you don't know any better. There's some seriously retarded hippies out there, of which I know plenty. I've partied with plenty of wooks that just rip deemsters every couple minutes for days on end during festival season and it's not like they're not doing it at home too.

 

[HiramTheGrift]

Is he out already?

Looking forward to this video. Knowing Connor, the most sensationalized titles have videos less than a minute in length. Hopefully we get a good explanation from his side, or a long diatribe about the evils of Western Medicine.

Speaking of which, I found a lore-heavy video. In his other Youtube channel Connor Talks, he has a video where he discusses his lifelong struggle with MRSA on his lower body. For those of you who don't know, MRSA is a bacterial infection that causes awful and painful sores on the affected area of the flesh. It is also extremely resistant to treatment.
If this is a true testimony, then there are some crucial takeaways.
For example, he acknowledges his hair loss, and that everyone critiques it as his source of insecurity. He confesses, however, that MRSA is his greatest insecurity and it's why he hasn't been filmed in shorts. He admits he's struggled with intimacy since his first girlfriend because of these sores, and it wasn't until recently that he could become more secure in himself. Also, he didn't start getting medical treatment for it until he was in college. Prior to that he self-treated it with antibacterial soap. Apparently it began to disappear after he cut carbs out of his diet, becoming the impetus for his first fast.

This testimony came out 11 months ago, a month or so after his first breakdown. For that reason I can't be positive everything he's saying is true. He seems very coherent and genuine, however, and it would be a strange thing to lie about. He even admits he was awkward as a kid for this reason, which lines up with some personal childhood testimonies I've seen in this thread. Curious to see what you all think

I Had a Deadly Infection for 14 Years then Cured it Naturally (MRSA) | Connor Murphy​

(Youtube link)

One last thought I had from this video was his statement, "You all think my hair loss is my biggest insecurity but..." He rarely addresses statements like these from the community. He acts like he doesn't read the comments sometimes, but he slips up sometimes and reveals his knowledge of public opinion. He knows everyone thinks he's insane. I'm sure he checked 4Chan constantly because he was a darling there. If he's heard of this thread I'm willing to bet he's reading it

Edit: He just privated his "in trouble for child pr0n" video or whatever it's called. Pretty sure it's already archived but let's try not to lose any gems

 

[MirnaMinkoff]

The only chance his parents have is getting the court involved. Fly in or not he's not going to listen to anything they say. Then if he's noncompliant with whatever treatment the doctors come up with, the police can come and forcibly take him to rehab. He no longer has the right to refuse treatment.

Courts can order antipsychotic injections that last for months, so he can't get off his meds.

Any prior criminal history, or schizophrenic behavior that poses danger to others, is their best bet for convincing the judge.

Usually the court-ordered treatments are much longer (6 months+) and are far more "jail" like than your average drug/mental health rehab. The easiest way out would be to voluntarily go to a dual-diagnosis program which are usually much more cushy (they let you leave, visit family, etc) and are 3-6 months. I wonder what his insurance is like? I can see a young healthy guy like him failing to have the foresight to buy his own insurance since YT doesn't provide anything.

Oh, I just figured he might have patronized his worried parents and went along with shit until they returned home. His reappearance occurred on a Sunday morning. I could see his parents needing to get back to their regular lives by Monday morning for work after a week dealing with this nightmare, so leaving this weekend and Conner immediately ditching any place he was in once they departed.

Or they just gave up, realized he was going to do whatever he wanted and left defeated.

There’s no way Conner would be have court mandated injections of anti-psychotic drugs. Measures that extreme are exceedingly rare. He would have to be violent and repeatedly be committing crimes and violent acts/threats for something like that to even be on the table. Unless Conner starts taking to regularly stabbing and attacking rando on the streets of Austin, in between bouts of public masturbation and cum drinking, he’s not going to held against his will for psychiatric treatment or drugged.

Your prediction about this ending in homelessness is probably accurate. Short stints in jail are likely as well.

I’d be surprised if Conner had insurance but even if he does pay for some coverage on the marketplace - he’s already burned through what little mental health coverage would be offered with his previous inpatient stay. Nothing more expensive in America that going crazy and needing long term psychiatric care. Cancer is cheaper because at least you get better coverage for the necessary treatments.

Most people with chronic mental illness need to go broke and qualify for Medicaid and SSI in order to get the treatment they need. Only a 1% could pay for years of long term inpatient psychiatric care and treatment without going broke.

 

[Lovecraft's Cat]

Looking forward to this video. Knowing Connor, the most sensationalized titles have videos less than a minute in length. Hopefully we get a good explanation from his side, or a long diatribe about the evils of Western Medicine.

Speaking of which, I found a lore-heavy video. In his other Youtube channel Connor Talks, he has a video where he discusses his lifelong struggle with MRSA on his lower body. For those of you who don't know, MRSA is a bacterial infection that causes awful and painful sores on the affected area of the flesh. It is also extremely resistant to treatment.
If this is a true testimony, then there are some crucial takeaways.
For example, he acknowledges his hair loss, and that everyone critiques it as his source of insecurity. He confesses, however, that MRSA is his greatest insecurity and it's why he hasn't been filmed in shorts. He admits he's struggled with intimacy since his first girlfriend because of these sores, and it wasn't until recently that he could become more secure in himself. Also, he didn't start getting medical treatment for it until he was in college. Prior to that he self-treated it with antibacterial soap. Apparently it began to disappear after he cut carbs out of his diet, becoming the impetus for his first fast.

This testimony came out 11 months ago, a month or so after his first breakdown. For that reason I can't be positive everything he's saying is true. He seems very coherent and genuine, however, and it would be a strange thing to lie about. He even admits he was awkward as a kid for this reason, which lines up with some personal childhood testimonies I've seen in this thread. Curious to see what you all think

I Had a Deadly Infection for 14 Years then Cured it Naturally (MRSA) | Connor Murphy​

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(Youtube link)

One last thought I had from this video was his statement, "You all think my hair loss is my biggest insecurity but..." He rarely addresses statements like these from the community. He acts like he doesn't read the comments sometimes, but he slips up sometimes and reveals his knowledge of public opinion. He knows everyone thinks he's insane. I'm sure he checked 4Chan constantly because he was a darling there. If he's heard of this thread I'm willing to bet he's reading it

Edit: He just privated his "in trouble for child pr0n" video or whatever it's called. Pretty sure it's already archived but let's try not to lose any gems

It's evident in this video that he has always had some sense of self-importance. That's prolly where his god complex came from.

 

[Bill Dauterive]

ITT: A bunch of straightedge little squares that have never even been around weed let alone ayahausca pretending they're addiction specialists.

 

[Gay Communist Gun Club]

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This looks like a Mr. Show outtake.

 

[440088]

Leaving the treatment facility I wonder how boring reality must seem when you been in outer space for weeks and weeks. In some ways I do have empathy for Conner. To be that mentally insane for weeks and weeks and then be forced to sober up. When he does get home he must feel so empty and bored. When your galaxy brain gets dried out - regular reality must have such a dull grey hue. I’ve no doubt he’s probably relapsed already. Little Conner boy can’t stay on earth with the rest of us. Godspeed on your way to the moon astronaut.

 

[AnOminous]

Tl;Dr: Connor is doing more ayahausca than I thought was possible - like hoarding pounds and pounds of it.

How can you even have a use for pounds of that shit? If you're consuming at that level you will be out of your goddamn mind, which I suppose is why he's in a loony bin. That is some stuff to be consumed in moderation if at all, and I am saying that as someone who has done a lot hallucinogens and dissociatives including ayahuasca (although not the extremely fucked up versions of the brew with datura and shit like that which nobody should do ever).

What exactly is "ayahausca", I have never heard of it before. Can this one thing really addle someone's brain so quickly and to this degree? Is it a legal substance? Regulated at all?

It's not quite brugmansia but it is full of poisonous shit and you lose your mind and puke your guts out. It is for the accomplished psychonaut, which is to say, a fucking retard. It's nearly impossible to imagine someone actually getting addicted to something this awful.

Just as an example, a typical user of this substance was William S. Burroughs.

This looks like a Mr. Show outtake.

Whenever I watch Mr. Show reruns I think I am watching a documentary.

This is a man too prideful to accept help, and will blame others for his own shortcomings, and yet too insecure to change his life situation. I'm not sure what his next story arc will bring, all I know is there's enough peepee, poopoo, and woowoo to go around. I will leave you with these two new videos which may give you a good glimpse into the future.

How do you go from being a ripped dude scoring mad pussy to whatever this guy is doing now? I mean maybe he's a manlet but he's a ripped manlet. Ayahuasca, man, stay away from that shit.

 

[Vulva Gape]

Measures that extreme are exceedingly rare. He would have to be violent and repeatedly be committing crimes and violent acts/threats for something like that to even be on the table. Unless Conner starts taking to regularly stabbing and attacking rando on the streets of Austin, in between bouts of public masturbation and cum drinking, he’s not going to held against his will for psychiatric treatment or drugged.

Oh I've seen it happen for less. If he gets hit with a possession charge then drug court can easily mandate him to get tested, and if he fails those, noncompliance can escalate it quick. I don't know about shots per se but antipsychs can def be prescribed and they'll check blood levels and go the whole nine yards. More info here.

It's hard to get into the system, and one look at our major cities is all it takes to know how many crazies are allowed to roam the streets, but once youre in it they can take away all your rights fast.

I expect him to be fully reckless with it and get hit with possession sooner or later. I mean man is documenting all of it online for everyone to see. Not exactly smart. Been around too many junkies to have much faith in their decision making capabilities.

If his parents are smart they'll order a wellness check on him.

@AnOminous Lol no wonder he went crazy. When you're a balding manlet drugs is the only option.

 

[Flabba Wabba Jabba]

Is he out already?

I'm guessing it's either a video from him about him being crazy still and doing weird shit, or it's a video from his parents saying he actually fucking died somehow.

It's probably just him being sporadic again.