Does anyone else wake up with a great deal of rage in the morning?

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I am just totally, thoroughly unsatisfied with my life, and everyday i wake up fucking angry at the world for my own missteps. At times I often wonder what the fuck is the point but I have family I gotta help out so I cant kill myself. does anyone else wake up in a rage some days? I got put in a self defense situation about 4 months ago (a guy just jumped into my car and he was all high) and i really beat him badly but the problem is it felt GOOD to beat the snot out of him. like he was all fucked up on H and i hit him with my bat and kicked his face when he was down. some days i just dont know wtf to do with myself. im getting off drugs and as the days go by sober i realize one thing, i have a horrible temper tht i was medicating with weed and opiates!
 
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John W. Smoke Jr. said:
Work out every day until you're so tired you can't be angry anymore.
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100%. I had some rage issues in the early stages of sobriety and exhausting yourself nips that shit in the bud. There was a point where even my dog was sick of how much exercise we were getting, and she now runs a 5k most mornings.
 
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It can get so much worse, you don't even know.

Some day, you will look back on today and think, "Wow, that year was fantastic!"
 
Its just one of those days where you don't want to wake up, everything is fucked, everybody sucks, you don't really know why but you want to justify rippin' someone's head off. No human contact, and if you interact your life is on contract. Your best bet is to stay away motherfucker

It's just one of those days
 
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BlaireWhitesBottom2 said:
I do do that, and it does help. But its like the rage is gone but the contempt and hate i have for this society still festers ya know? Seems like 2012 was like the last year of a dying world and this new world fucking sucks
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Don't worry about it then. Just try to secure your future and sequester it away. If this generation is screwed then focus on making the next generation work instead.
 
BlaireWhitesBottom2 said:
I do do that, and it does help. But its like the rage is gone but the contempt and hate i have for this society still festers ya know? Seems like 2012 was like the last year of a dying world and this new world fucking sucks
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Then continue out of spite and prepare for the the inevitable collapse. This society is not long for this world anyway, Weimar Germany is gonna look like fucking Kindergarten compared to the shit were in for in during the next couple of decades.
 
BlaireWhitesBottom2 said:
I do do that, and it does help. But its like the rage is gone but the contempt and hate i have for this society still festers ya know? Seems like 2012 was like the last year of a dying world and this new world fucking sucks
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Putting effort into a time consuming task in the form of exercise is such a healthy way to circumvent any fury you are experiencing.
 
Glad you're getting off recreational drugs, especially the opiates. I know people who have been addicted to them and it's honestly one of the worst situations to be in so good for you on trying to get clean because it truly takes a will of steel.

I'm not going to say dumb shit like work out or change your diet, it's common adivice everyone gives and it gets repetitive. All I can say is just take one day at a time because that anger and frustration you feel isn't going to suddenly go away. Just do what you can, because that's all anyone can do. Journaling is also actually a pretty good hobby to have, it sounds gay but even being able to write down what you're feeling in the moment helps a lot. It also costs nothing.

If you have anyone else in your life who also uses, distance yourself from them if you can. Living and hanging out with other addicts while trying to get better will never help you. I wish you luck and hope you have a good day.
 
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John W. Smoke Jr. said:
Then continue out of spite and prepare for the the inevitable collapse. This society is not long for this world anyway, Weimar Germany is gonna look like fucking Kindergarten compared to the shit were in for in during the next couple of decades.
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so does that mean we will get a competent dictator this time instead of a guy who makes admittedly awesome speeches?
 
LinkinParkxNaruto[AMV] said:
Its just one of those days where you don't want to wake up, everything is fucked, everybody sucks, you don't really know why but you want to justify rippin' someone's head off. No human contact, and if you interact your life is on contract. Your best bet is to stay away motherfucker

It's just one of those days
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real talk i had to tell my father not to come by the one day not cause of anything he or my mom did, just because i was in a downright disgusted mood and i didnt want to bring them down cause they dont deserve that shit
 
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Brah you really need to work out and eat right. Get walks in, that helps reset your brain. Maybe learn awareness and mindfulness. I'd also seriously suggest a boxing club. The good kind, where they can see angry young men and get them on a better path.

I'm angry too, I just finished a long form effort post about the American child torture industry. You can't let it consume you though. Realize you're mad at things, but do not 'be' mad.
 
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