Lost what? By almost every possible metric (except health-wise, and even then I don't think Ralph's body is in much better condition than Metokur's) Ralph has "lost" when compared to Jim. The guy goes away for a year, barely announces he will stream and gets over ten thousand viewers and thousands of dollars in superchats. He's still married to the same wife while Ralph has gone through multiple wives/girlfriends that have all left him and hate him. The guy is almost 40, living out of an AirBnB because he can't rent anything else, has zero stability in his life, is in debt and basically lives on whatever he makes that day streaming, how can anyone see that as winning?
I know it's just Ralph coping about his life but this win/lose way of seeing everything is so fucking childish and dumb.
I wonder if he had some delusion that Metokur would be his internet friend again because he turned on Fuentes? Knowing how out of touch with reality he is, yeah, probably.