- Joined
- May 27, 2015
Look, I understand that making a post like this is incredibly powerlevel-ly (can that be a word?), but I feel that giving you guys an explanation for my leave would be better than just leaving without saying a word. You know the phrase, "Better to leave with a bang than a poof".
Prepare for a powerlevel, people.
I would now like to take this time to apologize to the people in the forum sprites thread, because I won't be able to complete the art I promised.
I remember something that makes me laugh to this day, and it was in the "Why was ___ banned?" thread.
When I came back from my ban, I found out that it was because I had powerleveled and admitted that I was under-aged. I also found out that they had changed that rule a while ago, so I was confused as to how I ended up with a ban. A staff member told me that bans like this happen when someone who is underaged acts like a sperg, so I asked what I had done to deserve the ban. I actually ended up with a response from another user, and I find it sweetly ironic at this point in time. "You joined the kiwifarms.net" was all they said.
Well, goodbye folks. It was a nice run.
From your true and honest pal,
BrokenEntity "Johnny"
Prepare for a powerlevel, people.
I think starting from when I began to use the farms would be in order. In my life, I have an amazing family, a stable home, and I'm ungodly thankful for the luck I've had. That isn't to say I don't have issues, but that's a different story. I joined the farms after I began to learn more and more about the whole "lolcow" community, and I thought that things would be interesting. Beforehand, I had lurked heavily on the farms, which is why I didn't become a massive sperglord when I joined. Anyhow, my experience on the kiwifarms.net wasn't what you could call the best thing ever. By repeatedly exposing myself to negativity, both from the forumers and the cows, I began to become more hollow and sick each passing day. Let's move past the joining phase, and into the point where I had a short ban. For those who don't know, I got banned for admitting that I was actually a young teen rather than an adult. The reason I'm back is because it turned out that the under-age rule had been changed over time. So, one would ask what happened during that week of being banned, correct? Well, it turned out that I became massively poductive in that time, and I began to pick up both pixel art and game development again, which was pretty great. I als noticed that my mind was at peace, which both shocked and perplexed me to no end. At the time, I didn't realise that the farms had been making me feel ill, so when I was informed on my email that I was getting notifications, I came back knowing that my ban had been lifted. I talked some more, posted some more, drew some more, and so one and so forth. However, it didn't occur to me that my mood was dropping slowly over time until today. I came to this conclusion after I woke up from a nightmare that made me feel utterly terrible. At 7:00 AM, I got out of bed, drank some coffee, and did some programming, feeling my sanity dropping bit after bit. My mind began to flash content I had seen from here, which while that may sound retarded, it began to occur to me that I couldn't get my mind off of the things I had learned/seen. I spent today drinking vegetable juice and bathing like some sort of autistic monk. After all of that, I decided that I'd deacitvate my account and try to focus on my life, rather than the lives of these negative cows. Of course, there's no deactivate button, so after this post is put up, I'm going to ask @Null for a perma-ban from the farms. I'm not going to come back.
I would now like to take this time to apologize to the people in the forum sprites thread, because I won't be able to complete the art I promised.
I remember something that makes me laugh to this day, and it was in the "Why was ___ banned?" thread.
When I came back from my ban, I found out that it was because I had powerleveled and admitted that I was under-aged. I also found out that they had changed that rule a while ago, so I was confused as to how I ended up with a ban. A staff member told me that bans like this happen when someone who is underaged acts like a sperg, so I asked what I had done to deserve the ban. I actually ended up with a response from another user, and I find it sweetly ironic at this point in time. "You joined the kiwifarms.net" was all they said.
Well, goodbye folks. It was a nice run.
From your true and honest pal,
BrokenEntity "Johnny"
would be more appropriate instead?