Is it too late for me?

IAmNotAlpharius

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Ever since I was young, about age 5, I’ve been infatuated with Sonic + Acorn fan fiction. Then once puberty hit I started masterbating to Sonic banging Sally Acorn and for the past 10 years I’ve only masterbated to mainly Sally Acorn porn. I could probably count on one hand the times I’ve deviated from that and watched “standard” porn.

I’m a terrible looking neckbeard and I like who I am as a manchild but anytime I start to get aroused my desire for Sally Acorn hits me like a truck. After I finish I’m appalled and ashamed and want nothing to do with Sonic video games. Yet it never fails to creep back into my mind.

I know that I have Autism and it is something that I will have to deal with but I want to be able to consistently be confident as a manchild and have a loving gal pal and a family. Can I overcome this? Or have I done too much damage as is?

I’ve been struggling with this for years and any insight would be greatly appreciated.
 
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