Horrorcow Mike Holland / Lord Farquaad / Goddess Dez / Dezirae Clarke - Julie Terryberry's tranny boyfriend

[Petronella]

Mike Holland was the boyfriend of the late Julie Terryberry. He has also gone by the names Dante Daxyvin, Goddess Dez, and Dezirae.

Mike got involved with Julie when she was 18 and he was nearly 30. He claimed to truly care about her, but his actions told a different story. Mike had a tendency to chimp out on Julie and smack her around, which they both excused as being part of a BDSM Master/slave relationship. He also allegedly looked into becoming a prostitute while with Julie, and even fathered a child with another woman while they were together. (Meanwhile Julie had to write an essay apologizing for talking to other guys.)

Another disturbing thing to note is that, very early on in their relationship, Mike raped Julie. The fact that even Julie, messed up as she was, recognized this as an act of rape is very telling. Although the couple seemed to try to brush this under the rug, screenshots posted in this thread of messages between Julie and the mother of Mike's child reveal that Julie was planning to report this rape to the police.

Mike himself even stated in a post on this very forum that he enjoyed "using Julie in a BDSM type lifestyle." As part of a eulogy.
https://kiwifarms.net/threads/julie-terryberry.18477/page-199#post-1563907

Mike is transitioning from male to female and has taken the (legal) female name Dezirae. He claims that he takes estrogen and other hormones.

Soon after Julie's passing, Mike claimed on his Fetlife page that he was not interested in a relationship as he was still mourning, but turns out he was actively commenting flirtatiously on other girls' pictures. He also got involved in a Mistress/slave relationship with a user called Shines, a relationship with some strange and eerie parallels to Mike's own treatment of Julie.

Also, Kiwi Farms user @Coka lairi is a former roommate of Mike and has shed some light on some of Mike's antics. He seems to have had a revolving door of prostitute girlfriends, and also badly neglected and abused his pets. He and Julie also stole from their roommates, even stealing a blanket that had been a gift from the person's late grandma, and bragged about it.

Links:
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/dantedaxyvin (archive)

FetLife: https://fetlife.com/users/423645 (Note: You can't view this page unless you have a FL account)

Spoiler: Screenshots

Kiwi Farms account: https://kiwifarms.net/members/pissedoffuser.9552/

 

[PostRegretStressDisorder]

What a faggot.

Love how he caused Julie's death but he could care less now that he's troonin' it out.

OP post pictures of his face.

 

[Jaded Optimist]

I'm so stoked for this thread. I love that after saying julie died he has the super serious sad face. Fuck this guy.

 

[smallmilk]

His profile pic is upside down. Not sure if hes trying to seem creative or is just stupid.

Kinda reminds me of onision tho

 

[chimpburgers]

Yup this guy is a piece of work and a piece of shit. Live on, Terryberry saga.

 

[PostRegretStressDisorder]

Here, OP:

Lol, nice Tripp trenchcoat, fgt.

 

[Jaded Optimist]

Screenshots of Mikes abuse of a mentally ill, much younger, julie terryberry

.

 

[Ghostcuckers]

Jesus Christ that mat of hair on his chest...shock of the century, another low effort troon with a closetful of perversions.

 

[Kugelsak Kastengrus 6th]

It'll be interesting to see Mikey boy on the receiving end of abuse. Wonder if he'll handle it as well as the shed princess did.

 

[Jaded Optimist]

More posts from the now deceased julie portraying Mikes shittiness.

this was one of his other chicks while he was with julie

 

[Rabbit Bones]

You guys really shouldn't be making fun of Goddess Dez. She's still sad her punching bag did a flip

 

[captn_kettle]

Inb4 Mike blames everything on KF purely because he has his own thread now.

From what i understand there's been a lot of radio silence after Julies death, but i bet he goes on the whole "KF did it, i dindu nuffin" and tries to pan the blame onto someone else.

 

[KiwisAreCute]

I think everyone has been waiting for this day...
I remember we had a lot of information on his past from a user who knew Mike, like his animal abuse. Shouldn't that be included in the OP?

 

[Feline Darkmage]

holy shit why isn't his horrorcow like Julie's.

i'm frightened and disgusted by this person.

ETA: much better, thank you op

 

[repentance]

Inb4 Mike blames everything on KF purely because he has his own thread now.

From what i understand there's been a lot of radio silence after Julies death, but i bet he goes on the whole "KF did it, i dindu nuffin" and tries to pan the blame onto someone else.

To the extent that I've seen it referenced by her inner circle, the party line seems to be "depression killed Julie". I don't think any of them want the surface being scratched.

 

[WorldsSmartestManRonOTool]

Neat, looks like horrific, extreme ringworm rather than bitemarks.

Guy is a douche, kind of a mentally challenged/aspergers version of Ted Bundy or something.

 

[captn_kettle]

To the extent that I've seen it referenced by her inner circle, the party line seems to be "depression killed Julie". I don't think any of them want the surface being scratched.

And Mike will be the one to fuck that up. His actions towards a thread being made is going to piss off the family.

Its the same as every lolcow. They pretend they are the good guys until they reveal their shitty behavior. Then they will throw anyone under the bus in order to clear their name, because its always about them.

Out of everyone, i feel sorry for what nana terryberry will have to deal with. She dealt with a lot of Julies shit before her death, and now shes going to get roped into a discussion just so Mike can get off scott free.

 

[VJ 120]

@Coka lairi your time has come, lad.

For those not in the know, Mike Holland allowed Julie to steal a blanket belonging to Coka's girlfriend. The particular blanket was given to his girlfriend by her grandma and was extremely sentimental to her. Instead of giving back the blanket immediately, Julie and Mike shitted on the two of them for having the AUDACITY to want something belonging to them back. It was eventually returned and hopefully bleached a thousand times because Julie and Mike definitely fucked on it.

Coka is Mike's former roommate and witnessed animal abuse and Mike sleeping with prostitutes.

Get fucked Mike.

 

[Cheeseburger Picnic]

Decided to compile all the information we've gotten about Mike from people with IRL connections to Julay and Mike who joined up with the farms to post.

First up - Jay, Julay's occasional fuckbuddy and purported confidante . I'll do the ex-roommate next, there's a lot more of those to sift through.

A) Where Mike factors into her death - See, the reason those two broke up, was because Mike had been committing prostitution on the side (And no, not paying hookers- no, he was apparently getting pumped full of spooge for cash). Aaaand Julie there found out what he was doing ...and got -angry- at him for it. Not broke up with him, not shivved him (So much sadness). She got mad, and hurt.

And Mike, esteemed and loving partner as he'd like to portray himself, he broke up with her because he said she had no right to be angry at him for being a cum-dump for cash. He just was like "I cannot do this any more- your hysterics over my ] have no place in my totally well put together life. Come back when you have no say over anything I do. Or If I feel like running another train on you."

B) Oh. Right. On the loving partner note. So early on, he sorta raped her, twice. And once was a gang rape thing with a pal of his. That's y'know totally water under the bridge.

Also, thanks for Tacoman for the reminder :: If you want another reason to hate Mike. He already got another woman pregnant prior to his relationship with Julie, and he would occasionally bully her with the on and off 'consideration/threat' that he was going to leave her, so he could play father with that woman. (...Not that any woman in their right mind should ever let him play father. ...Or mother. Whatever.)

It always struck me as a cowardly tactic meant to keep her trying to fight for his attention, as well as a means of trying to erode away at her decision to not have a child. Especially since he'd repeatedly stated he wanted one with her, and she'd be more attractive if she was pregnant.

And I mean, on the subject of mother, or father, or whatever. Hey, Mike. If you claim to be a trans woman, you shouldn't use the excuse that obviously you'd sleep with someone else, because 'You're a Typical Guy'. Cheers, M8.

Really, the biggest shame in this situation, if anyone's going to consider Julie's death a shame- is that she died instead of you. The world could have been cleaner still~

Towards Boe - I was basically Julie's confidant up until 2 days before her death. And, honestly, a lot of our talks and hang outs were just..her venting. So I got to hear a -lot- of fucked up shit. Apparently, her fetlife thing had mentioned a rape fantasy in her kinks- so.....in her first meeting with Mike, he basically just raped her with a friend. << And considering she outright described it as not fun, her not being wet, and it being painful to her ... 'But at least she was of some use to someone'. ...Yeah. She outright said it was rape and fucked up, and not what she had wanted. <<.
And there was a second incident. I got less details on that, just that it happened.

@entropyseekswork :: She cheated before she was aware of him prostituting himself. That particular discovery was at the tail-end of their relationship. And her being angry at him for what he was doing without telling her, is what kicked off him breaking up with her.

Transparency of her activities and fidelity were required of Julie, but the opposite was clearly not true.

That said, in regard to her cheating - he had already started playing mind games with her, by that point. Her honest motivations simply seemed to boil down to wanting sex, but there also seemed to be a 'seeking companionship' component. Her life did not exactly provide her a stable partnership, considering they lived relatively seperately, and he just sort of dropped in on her, and then would resume doing his things, dealing with his issues, bouncing off the stuff relating to his ex, and his desire to be involved with the raising of said kid.

 

[repentance]

Out of everyone, i feel sorry for what nana terryberry will have to deal with. She dealt with a lot of Julies shit before her death, and now shes going to get roped into a discussion just so Mike can get off scott free.

The whole family have locked down their friends lists and removed stuff which was there before, but one thing I discovered before that happened is that the "Nicki" who lived with Grandma and Julie is most likely Nicole Pariseau, the sister of Julie's biological father Adrian.