Careercow Narcissa Wright / Cosmo Wright - Former speedrunner tumbling down

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Suicide when?

  • When he runs out of money.

    Votes: 2,399 58.4%
  • Never.

    Votes: 825 20.1%
  • >2 years

    Votes: 883 21.5%

  • Total voters
    4,106
Because all a mage needs to be powerful is to be born with it, maybe read a book and occasionally drink a potion.

It's the only power fantasy they can see themselves in because it seemingly takes the least actual effort to achieve 'power', no need to pump iron, no need to do push ups or train martial arts for years, nah, mages are "born with it all" geniuses who just talk words and swing sticks.

Also mages are nerds of the nerd world, loners locked away in their room studying ancient texts and conduct experiments and they're usually utter egomaniacs and narcissists.

It just translates easier for people like Narcissa, he's a total nerd with a singular obsession, locked eternally in his room reading some dumb crap and doing 'arcane experiments' like his stupid video game shit. Totally a mage.

I know some people who always play as a "mage" in video games and they all fit my logic behind it.
Sounds about right. The archetype fits. IQ points are an inheritance and they are extremely lazy individuals, thus they can have a form of "power" that they're born with without having to actually achieve anything. Don't know where the estrogen fits in, but perhaps they consider weakness (femaleness) a form of power since they can get some desperate guys to do shit for them while they operate as a female entity of sorts. Femaleness is power over men and they are too weak to be men etc.
 
Sounds about right. The archetype fits. IQ points are an inheritance and they are extremely lazy individuals, thus they can have a form of "power" that they're born with without having to actually achieve anything. Don't know where the estrogen fits in, but perhaps they consider weakness (femaleness) a form of power since they can get some desperate guys to do shit for them while they operate as a female entity of sorts. Femaleness is power over men and they are too weak to be men etc.
Estrogen is their mana potion or something and yeah, I agree that there might be something to believing that women can just "seduce" everything and get their way easily, going back to their philosophy of taking the path of least resistance.

Also as much as I hate it, the people I know who play mages all the time are also the kind of people who always create a female character in games using the excuse "I don't want to stare at man ass" I'm sure they'll troon out some day, maybe they delude themselves to thinking estrogen is honest to god gender swap potion.

Some people are seriously unable to separate reality from virtuality for some reason, possibly because they spend more time in the virtual world where they've been RPing a female night elf since 2004 because "Staring at male orc ass is gay" and it really fucked with their sense of self.

Edit: I actually think I've seen some paper on the subject of playing games using avatar of opposite gender actually messing with people's sense of self but hell if I can find it, something about the way our monke brain processes it all that leads to detachment from physical self and slipping deeper and deeper into fantasies about your virtual self.
 
Estrogen is their mana potion or something and yeah, I agree that there might be something to believing that women can just "seduce" everything and get their way easily, going back to their philosophy of taking the path of least resistance.

Also as much as I hate it, the people I know who play mages all the time are also the kind of people who always create a female character in games using the excuse "I don't want to stare at man ass" I'm sure they'll troon out some day, maybe they delude themselves to thinking estrogen is honest to god gender swap potion.

Some people are seriously unable to separate reality from virtuality for some reason, possibly because they spend more time in the virtual world where they've been RPing a female night elf since 2004 because "Staring at male orc ass is gay" and it really fucked with their sense of self.

Edit: I actually think I've seen some paper on the subject of playing games using avatar of opposite gender actually messing with people's sense of self but hell if I can find it, something about the way our monke brain processes it all that leads to detachment from physical self and slipping deeper and deeper into fantasies about your virtual self.
Interesting. The concept that they believe women can just "seduce" everything is a bit of a trope, like the siren in mythology. Basically, troons are these: https://larryniven.fandom.com/wiki/Pierson's_Puppeteer they actually have a special "power" of being able to do a female voice to confuse human men. Tranny voice training in a nutshell.
 
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Interesting. The concept that they believe women can just "seduce" everything is a bit of a trope, like the siren in mythology. Basically, troons are these: https://larryniven.fandom.com/wiki/Pierson's_Puppeteer they actually have a special "power" of being able to do a female voice to confuse human men. Tranny voice training in a nutshell.
It's a trope that's overdone to hell and back in video games that allow a female avatar though, hell, I remember back in the earlier days of MMOs everyone glued to anything that had a female name and avatar and gave such people gold and items just so maaaaybe they can have a virtual gf, considering Cosmo spent most of his life in video games no wonder his view of reality is so warped and messed up.
 
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Interesting. The concept that they believe women can just "seduce" everything is a bit of a trope, like the siren in mythology. Basically, troons are these: https://larryniven.fandom.com/wiki/Pierson's_Puppeteer they actually have a special "power" of being able to do a female voice to confuse human men. Tranny voice training in a nutshell.

One time Narcissa noticed trolls in chat and said something like “why do people have to be mean, why can’t they just call me beautiful instead?”. Made me laugh because he is ugly as sin, but it also shows he probably believed he could become some kind of seductress.
 
Edit: I actually think I've seen some paper on the subject of playing games using avatar of opposite gender actually messing with people's sense of self but hell if I can find it, something about the way our monke brain processes it all that leads to detachment from physical self and slipping deeper and deeper into fantasies about your virtual self.
Yes. Violent games promote school shootings too.
 
Yes. Violent games promote school shootings too.
Well, when you take someone with severe mental issues or autism and let them play vidya so much it rots their brain it's possible. Like I said, most people can easily separate real from virtual it's the people who have an issue with it that end up possibly affected and have their understanding of the way the world works warped and don't tell me Cosmo doesn't have an issue with that considering he thinks he's a real woman.

Though I'd agree most if not all of those papers are complete bs.
 
Tranny sperg rant:

These people are mentally ill at their core. Something is wrong its not just conditioning, too much porn, or playing girls in games. IDK what it is but I don't think its gender dysphoria. I think its a convenient excuse for what's going on in their brain which is most likely way more severe and deeper than simply changing gender. Its why their suicide rate is almost 50% - Clearly we have not identified the root cause and lack the knowledge to cure their mental illness with a massively high rate like that.

Lets not forget the actual ones with mental issues (not the ones changing out of laziness or convenience/sporting advantage) are like 1% or less of the population. They are WAY over represented online and in media. The internet corrals these fringe groups together and sort of exposes just how batshit crazy some of humanity is. I think the modern internet and these ideas / games /porn certainly encourage more of this, but even if it wasn't present these guys would still be around, being crazy in other ways alone by themselves, or in the past the village crazy/fool or whatever.

We as a society are so afraid to admit there are defects, issues, or lack of abilities certain peoples, races, or genders lack. Cold hard reality is life is not equitable, not fair, and there are things we are not capable of fixing in people yet. There are things certain peoples will never be able to do as well as others. Living in delusion only hurts everyone involved. You cannot solve a problem if you cannot (or refuse to) accurately identify the problem first.
 
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These people are mentally ill at their core. Something is wrong its not just conditioning, too much porn, or playing girls in games. IDK what it is but I don't think its gender dysphoria. I think its a convenient excuse for what's going on in their brain which is most likely way more severe and deeper than simply changing gender. Its why their suicide rate is almost 50% - Clearly we have not identified the root cause and lack the knowledge to cure their mental illness with a massively high rate like that.
I think it all revolves around the fact that humanity has deviated so far from our original evolutionary instincts that its only natural a significant portion are unable to cope. Men are meant to be out gathering nuts/berries and women are meant to nurse children all day in the hut. We’re so far gone from that socially and technologically, but virtually unchanged evolutionarily.
 
For those who care for such information: Narci said they have no fapped since the start of the year and have no interest in human porn. Just likes viewing hentai.

I think it's because Cosmo is literally a pedophile trying his best not to act on it. The closest he can get is that "shotocon" shit that's literally labelled as "juvenile pornography."

And now I'd like to take this opportunity to once again remind everyone that Cosmo shares a lot with Adam Lanza, the sperg that shot up Sandy Hook elementary. Video games, NEET lifestyle, pedophelia, socially inept, etc.
 
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I think it all revolves around the fact that humanity has deviated so far from our original evolutionary instincts that its only natural a significant portion are unable to cope. Men are meant to be out gathering nuts/berries and women are meant to nurse children all day in the hut. We’re so far gone from that socially and technologically, but virtually unchanged evolutionarily.
I get what you mean, but even more basic than that, it has always been a struggle to survive on this Earth as a human. Its only within the last few hundred years that we have made things a lot easier and transformed the way we live through advances in vaccines, agriculture, communication, and technology. We have it very easy in terms of practical survival compared to our ancestors.

I don't think I agree with people being unable to cope with modern life when its so much easier and less stressful than the challenges humans have faced in the past. Its definitely different, but history shows us humans are adaptable and can survive if there is a will to. Imagine living in Roman times or a cave or a hovel during the great depression, scrounging for scraps and begging for work to barely get paid? 5 day work week and modern conveniences in developed countries have people living better than kings of the past.

I think what you said does have an impact but not a lot. Humans are adaptable and will survive. This trans thing is just pure mental illness. Idk if its physical defects in the brain, exposure to some chemical not yet identified, plastics in our cells, or whatever it is. I got a feeling it could be some of those. These things usually come out a few decades after if its something crazy like that. I guess we will see.
 
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tldr; twitch arc is over
 
This wall of text is very boring. He rambles on about all the ways he is a victim in this situation. It’s amusing how the same guy who thinks he’s shaping the course of history is so eager to portray himself as a passive and pathetic victim of circumstance when things don’t go his way.

It’s a fair ban but I am disappointed not to have new Narcissa twitch moments to enjoy.
 
This wall of text is very boring. He rambles on about all the ways he is a victim in this situation. It’s amusing how the same guy who thinks he’s shaping the course of history is so eager to portray himself as a passive and pathetic victim of circumstance when things don’t go his way.

It’s a fair ban but I am disappointed not to have new Narcissa twitch moments to enjoy.

The delusional spin he puts on everything is also crazy. Says he moved away from his other place in Portland in order to be closer to the ones he loved (his parents and then Yume Tea) but we obviously know it's because he ran out of money. Isaac confirmed that. Cosmo is full of absolute shit just like always. And now I'm starting to think maybe Yume Tea has some money and actually gave some to Cosmo to help him move in. Or, at the very lease, has the lease under his name.
 
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