Careercow Narcissa Wright / Cosmo Wright - Former speedrunner tumbling down

[hereh2read]

what happened on january 15th?

why can't he stream on youtube?

They can stream, on a tweet not too long ago they mentioned maybe streaming on Youtube. I don't know what the need for Twitch is, other than thinking they will get more audience there.

Btw folks: https://twitter.com/tC2jC9xfYO1ygXJ

 

[mdr4life]

what happened on january 15th?

why can't he stream on youtube?

I must have missed any references to January 15th but he absolutely can stream on Youtube. I engaged with him yesterday for a bit and he confirmed he still can. Using subtext I'd gather the reason he doesn't want to is because with Twitch and his 160k subscriber count, whenever he streams he is guaranteed to have a few hundred people watching him. This is in stark contrast to when he streams on Youtube and almost always has less than 20. If he wasn't a complete fuckwit what he'd do is stream on youtube and then broadcast the link to his 25k+ twitter followers. That way he would stand a good chance at upping the viewers during a stream, but at the end of the day he is retarded and lazy.

Remember: Cosmo is about the dopamine hit he gets from the QUANTITY factor from attention (viewers/followers/etc.) and not about the quality (he unbanned everyone from twitch because at this point he doesn't care if it's negative or positive attention, he just wants attention). My 2 cents.

 

[HerrKlicks]

Red alert, nukes inbound.
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Narcissa stays banned?
Chiraq eats a nuke?
Trannies in gulags?

Well...

 

[Clint's Burden]

I've never really seen this cow before, but I have a passing interest in cow psychology. So, what's the general consensus on Narcissa?

What brings someone to the point where they're lucid and competent at their craft....to suggesting that if they don't read Harry Potter to 100 people, WWIII will commence? How fucked up did this person's life get?

 

[Stygian Evil]

They can stream, on a tweet not too long ago they mentioned maybe streaming on Youtube...

I must have missed any references to January 15th but he absolutely can stream on Youtube...

Yeah, i thought so, but narci used to do this: create some drama and straight to stream cause he'll get more people after.

btw, when back to the january 15th post and frank hassle responded

one of these creatures who follows him (all anime little girl avatar) put "doll takeover " idk what that means

 

[Koji Kabuto]

I've never really seen this cow before, but I have a passing interest in cow psychology. So, what's the general consensus on Narcissa?

What brings someone to the point where they're lucid and competent at their craft....to suggesting that if they don't read Harry Potter to 100 people, WWIII will commence? How fucked up did this person's life get?

Copious amount of drugs. Lots and lots of drugs. I also don't know how true this is anymore because I haven't followed Narcissa in forever but she used to get her HRT online from less than reputable sources, so add a hormone inbalance on top of the ridiculous amount of drugs and there you go.

 

[Mr Sister]

I've never really seen this cow before, but I have a passing interest in cow psychology. So, what's the general consensus on Narcissa?

What brings someone to the point where they're lucid and competent at their craft....to suggesting that if they don't read Harry Potter to 100 people, WWIII will commence? How fucked up did this person's life get?

Short answer is autism, long answer is drugs

 

[hereh2read]

Narcissa's 2 hour first twitch stream.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=__XFeJWTD6o

 

[Rei is shit]

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"I've had trauma... was honestly traumatic."

Pretty good Yogi Berra style quote right there.

Worried about user data getting lost in WW3 is just

 

[Stygian Evil]

I've never really seen this cow before, but I have a passing interest in cow psychology. So, what's the general consensus on Narcissa?

What brings someone to the point where they're lucid and competent at their craft....to suggesting that if they don't read Harry Potter to 100 people, WWIII will commence? How fucked up did this person's life get?

i recently came back to narci cause i have some time to spare atm and i was re watching old videos and the things he said and did-- i forgot most of them and they are really something. i've been following him since around the "bad news" video on his channel (narcissa wright) cause the next saturday i was on samandtolki and he posted these pics and sold me:

 

[Inebriated Raccoon]

Jfc, I didn’t know much about Cosmo other than what was featured on home page. I looked at his history and I’ve never seen such a catastrophic fall from grace. From a popular, well-respected speedrunner to this depressed, narcissistic mess. Wtf?

I mean, I recognize that choking during that Nintendo tournament and his cheating ex probably did a number on his self-esteem. But how can he stand to live like this? Constantly crying on streams, reading hate comments, begging for money, and now threatening suicide and mass murder? Where is this man’s family members? He needs to be in phychiatric hold. I imagine the HRT, which fucks with his hormone levels, is not helping with his mental health.

Even if he does this for attention, this is just a shitshow.

 

[The Foxtrot]

nah that's the best that's how they get gunned down. it also counts as a deadly weapon if you commit any random crime and have one with you (eg. selling drugs with one in the car you're more fucked)

Well, I mean, if they're dumb enough to try such a stunt, they deserve the Darwin Award that comes with it.

 

[Watcher]

I mean, I recognize that choking during that Nintendo tournament and his cheating ex probably did a number on his self-esteem. But how can he stand to live like this?
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Even if he does this for attention, this is just a shitshow.

His cheating ex is what caused it. All of this is an attempt to get attention. He is unable to move past his cheating ex so he prefers to wallow in self misery as a fictional character instead of actually move on from his trauma.

Trannies are autists and the mentally deficient and are only able to understand themselves through character archetypes. Obviously that has to be the case, because the very idea of transgenderism wouldn't be able to exist without that kind of gross and nescient understanding of how people work.

Imo an important element to understanding why Cosmo acts like a fucking dimwit in the specific way he does is because the tranny archetype he wants to escape into (to hide from the fact he's an ugly weak timid irrelevant loser) is that of a tough but emotionally tempestuous goth dominatrix who always lets her emotions fly without a second thought and is honest regardless of whether or not it hurts other people's feelings.

This is a guy who's such a fucking pussy that his girlfriend sucked another dude's dick with him in the room and he didn't do a thing about it, so he's got some major hangups specifically about taking things lying down. There's elements of autogynephilia to the whole thing, but he definitely sits much more squarely to the side of having transitioned to escape his failures as a man.

I agree with this assessment. I think Cosmo created Narcissa to try and create an idealized version of himself. Which also corresponds to his ideal gf in his mind. Which is a teenage scene kid goth gf.

Cosmo is perpetually living in this adolescent fantasy despite the fact he is 32 years old now and is at an age where it's no longer cute or funny. He's at an age most people get married and have children but he doesn't have a job and everyone around him is utterly repulsed by him. This I feel is why he is so desperate for attention because the only people who surround him are orbiters who act fake around him to try and convince him to not kill himself, and trolls. He has no genuine people to talk to so he is desperate for any sort of human companionship even if it's severely negative.

This attention seeking behavior is why people are turned off from him so it's a self perpetuating cycle. And I don't see this cycle breaking unless he is institutionalized like Chris Chan or Jonathan Ross. Which isn't outside the realm of possibility since he might become homeless at some point in the future. Like most lolcows if Cosmo lived in the early 20th century nobody would've heard about him since he would've been forcibly institutionalized fairly quickly.

 

[Clint's Burden]

she used to get her HRT online from less than reputable sources

There's the culprit.

This would be comparable to self-diagnosing chronic depression, going online and buying knock-off escitalopram from Guatemala, not truly knowing the mg dosage and taking it for years. That is stupid and dangerous. Anyone who works in a clinical practice worth their salt would slap you in the fucking head for doing that.

 

[Hey Beter]

I'm outta my outta my mind
I'm outta my f*cking mind
I'm outta my outta my mind
Outta my f*cking mind

 

[Mayor Adam West]

How has he not gotten banned off Twitter at this point? Like bruh he's making threats and going crazy.

 

[Looney Troons]

He’s part of the protected sect and cannot be silenced. Imagine the backlash from his three legitimate followers if this stunning, majestic creature was told to put a sock in it

 

[Silencypedia Brown]

Yeah, i thought so, but narci used to do this: create some drama and straight to stream cause he'll get more people after.

btw, when back to the january 15th post and frank hassle responded
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one of these creatures who follows him (all anime little girl avatar) put "doll takeover " idk what that means

The fact she considers January 15th of this year "before the timeline collapsed" is fucking hilarious given that she truly lost her mind way before that. Not even "her/my" timeline, "the" timeline.

 

[mdr4life]

How has he not gotten banned off Twitter at this point? Like bruh he's making threats and going crazy.

They know about his tweet and don't care.

Regarding online drugs from less reputable sources, he is going that again. I asked him about it yesterday and he said it was easier for him to but in bulk at once but my assumption is that he didn't keep up with the paperwork for his medicaid or whatever free poor person insurance he was on.

 

[Mayor Adam West]

They know about his tweet and don't care.
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Regarding online drugs from less reputable sources, he is going that again. I asked him about it yesterday and he said it was easier for him to but in bulk at once but my assumption is that he didn't keep up with the paperwork for his medicaid or whatever free poor person insurance he was on.

Mfw he can get away with threatening a shooting but I can't call someone gay.