Careercow Narcissa Wright / Cosmo Wright - Former speedrunner tumbling down

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Suicide when?

  • When he runs out of money.

    Votes: 2,398 58.4%

  • Never.

    Votes: 825 20.1%

  • >2 years

    Votes: 883 21.5%
  • Total voters
    4,105
Garo Man said:
With a quick search of his twitter, it doesn't seem like Numbers has ever said anything about Cosmo/Narcissa, and given that he still plays Smash competitively, he'll probably never acknowledge it publicly so as to not be labelled a "transphobe" and banned from Smash tournaments.
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I checked his Discord server, I managed to get like a total of two mentions, both from years ago:
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Berserk Fury said:
Makes sense. They don't value their bodies and fail to realize that the brain is another organ. Combine it with perpetual avoidance of reality and discomfort, shit diet, drug abuse, easy to see how they become addicted to impossible ideas like that.
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i was in a cyberpunk facebook group about 10 years ago, lots of people talked about "digital immortality" and things
i countered with the fact that these people were (almost all of them) materialists and monists, if you don't believe in the soul, when your body dies, you die.
A copy of you is not you, just like a child is not you

these people didn't seem to understand the concept, at all...
 
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Spoonomancer said:
:politisperg: Armchair Psychologist Ahead :politisperg: should be noted that Cosmo is getting towards the age where mental illnesses such as Schizophrenia can develop.
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He's already made it through the peak years actually. He's 32 years old. Your risk for developing schizophrenia (if you are predisposed to having it) peaks in your late teens to mid 20s then has a steep decline. It's not out of the question but it's highly uncommon for it to happen this late. Your young adult years are when the overwhemingly amount of cases of it present themselves. His heavy drug use surely would have triggered it by now too.
 
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dirtydeanna96 said:
i was in a cyberpunk facebook group about 10 years ago, lots of people talked about "digital immortality" and things
i countered with the fact that these people were (almost all of them) materialists and monists, if you don't believe in the soul, when your body dies, you die.
A copy of you is not you, just like a child is not you

these people didn't seem to understand the concept, at all...
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If a soul exists. => Digital immortality is impossible, because magic.
If a soul doesn't exist. => Digital immortality is possible in theory and the question of whether an identical copy is *~*~*really*~*~* yourself is a semantic question.
If you believe digital immortality is an imminent technology or even go as far as to have your brain frozen, you are as naive as the Pharaohs were when they thought mummification would do anything to preserve their soul.
 
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John Connor said:
back to streaming with cam
still using the same shirt from the first twitch stream that was like 5 days ago
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I guess he lives with his parents now. Good to see that it looks like he has put on some weight and not looking like a corpse anymore.
But, like the apartment you could see in older videos, something that strikes me is why does he not have any furniture, why are all the walls completely bare. No paintings, no posters, no bookshelves, no nothing. It is like he has a bed and he has a small desk that he streams from and that is it.
It is such a sad existence. Why is it so hard to get him locked up in a mental institution until they can figure out what is wrong with him and what meds he needs to live a "normal" life?
 
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Cuckoman said:
I guess he lives with his parents now. Good to see that it looks like he has put on some weight and not looking like a corpse anymore.
But like the apartment you could see in older videos, something that strikes me is why does he not have any furniture, why are all the walls completely bare. No paintings, no posters, no bookshelves, no nothing. It is like he has a bed and he has a small desk that he streams from.
It is such a sad existence. Why is it so hard to get him locked up in a mental institution until they can figure out what is wrong with him and what meds he needs to live a "normal" life?
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he is alone in some department

also moved to oddysee streaming
back to youtube again because odysee sucks, he wasted 30 dollars in that shit for nothing
 
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Quick notes from the stream: he is still waiting for his appeal from Twitch, really wants that account back. Thinks Twitch should give him a share of the company for helping to build it. Refers to his threat the other day as "self harm." Says his new apartment feels like prison. Again says he is somewhere on the west coast so he is not living with his parents, he is alone. Whining about wanting to read Harry Potter. (Side note: is this his way of admitting that's where he got his name from?)

Edit: says he spent $7k moving. he is really hellbent on people believing this narrative that he is well off moneywise but it's so obvious he lives in a shithole. Says he does not have a bank account and that's why Youtube isn't the place for him, says the money goes nowhere.
 
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Cuckoman said:
I guess he lives with his parents now. Good to see that it looks like he has put on some weight and not looking like a corpse anymore.
But, like the apartment you could see in older videos, something that strikes me is why does he not have any furniture, why are all the walls completely bare. No paintings, no posters, no bookshelves, no nothing. It is like he has a bed and he has a small desk that he streams from and that is it.
It is such a sad existence. Why is it so hard to get him locked up in a mental institution until they can figure out what is wrong with him and what meds he needs to live a "normal" life?
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In order for people to change, they first need to accept themselves, then they can change, and over time with patience and kindness, positive change can occur for the better. Like with most cows on the farms, the opposite happens and they get worse; which is why they are cows in the first place.
He does not value real life or physical tangible reality (neither automatically nor manually) and neither do the people in his echo-chamber (all of these people are people that never accepted themselves, but ran away from themselves, hence being terminally online).
In 10 years we can come back to his existence and he will most likely be living the same way, unless he overdoses - all because he refuses to acknowledge the way he lives is self-destructive and can't change for the better.
 
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