Careercow Narcissa Wright / Cosmo Wright - Former speedrunner tumbling down

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Suicide when?

  • When he runs out of money.

    Votes: 2,398 58.4%

  • Never.

    Votes: 825 20.1%

  • >2 years

    Votes: 883 21.5%
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Cosmo has been teetering on the edge for awhile and I think that tweet might actually have some merit too it. I thought for a short while that maybe the breakdowns were a bit exaggerated for show on stream but now I’m like 99% sure they are a psycho troon who’s probably begging to teach society a lesson the people at twitch HQ should be on alert.
 
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awoo said:
The title should be updated. He's been at a sad low existence for years. Only more rock bottom would be homeless or in jail.
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This idea that the John Numbers situation had anything to do with his downfall is persistent but not real.
For one he himself had denied it consistently, was friends with John Numbers afterwards and still came in second while a bunch of other speedrunners dropped out earlier and just as decisively.

On the other hand he himself has stated that having his 18:10 Ocarina of Time Speedrun record broken made him start doing (harder) drugs to cope with it and that made him start having visual hallucinations and boosted his already existing delusions of grandeur to the extreme.

I actually found an old textfile he posted somewhere once that really shows you the extent of his insanity.


some quotes:
Career path to becoming an Oracle:
Autism -> Videogames -> Videogames-Math -> Anime -> Quantum Entanglement -> Oracle

Myself, with a rare balance of 50% intuition and 50% intelligence, noticed this was happening. And now I am trying to explain it to you.
Essentially, my life's work is being a "mad genius"

Took me 25 years but I finally figured out that human intellect is simply quantum mechanical waves.
Effectively we are the current universe's most advanced quantum computers.
This is more obvious when you look at social networking--thousands of minds interacting.
You see patterns emerge that perfectly match Schrödinger's equation from 1926.
As time increases, so does intelligence. This is quantum gravity.
Google, Microsoft, Amazon already realized this and that is why they are dumping money into QuComputing.
I would like to join them and help advance the future of the human race.

On 7/20/2014, the night of my 18:10 Ocarina of Time speedrun I cried.
It was really my internalized understanding of how quantum mechanics relates to intelligence that made those tears come.

dear adrian if I die please post this text file on twitter.
 

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I think earlier in the thread people speculated that the suicide of his friend and declining relevance were his main problems over any John Numbers meme.

Anyway Narcissa, if you're reading this, sign up for an account and get all the attention you want here :drink:
 
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Gaynigger said:
This idea that the John Numbers situation had anything to do with his downfall is persistent but not real.
For one he himself had denied it consistently, was friends with John Numbers afterwards and still came in second while a bunch of other speedrunners dropped out earlier and just as decisively.

On the other hand he himself has stated that having his 18:10 Ocarina of Time Speedrun record broken made him start doing (harder) drugs to cope with it and that made him start having visual hallucinations and boosted his already existing delusions of grandeur to the extreme.

I actually found an old textfile he posted somewhere once that really shows you the extent of his insanity.


some quotes:
Career path to becoming an Oracle:
Autism -> Videogames -> Videogames-Math -> Anime -> Quantum Entanglement -> Oracle

Myself, with a rare balance of 50% intuition and 50% intelligence, noticed this was happening. And now I am trying to explain it to you.
Essentially, my life's work is being a "mad genius"

Took me 25 years but I finally figured out that human intellect is simply quantum mechanical waves.
Effectively we are the current universe's most advanced quantum computers.
This is more obvious when you look at social networking--thousands of minds interacting.
You see patterns emerge that perfectly match Schrödinger's equation from 1926.
As time increases, so does intelligence. This is quantum gravity.
Google, Microsoft, Amazon already realized this and that is why they are dumping money into QuComputing.
I would like to join them and help advance the future of the human race.

On 7/20/2014, the night of my 18:10 Ocarina of Time speedrun I cried.
It was really my internalized understanding of how quantum mechanics relates to intelligence that made those tears come.

dear adrian if I die please post this text file on twitter.
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Wasn't there also something about RSI in his wrists/fingers from speedrunning?
 
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Gaynigger said:
This idea that the John Numbers situation had anything to do with his downfall is persistent but not real.
For one he himself had denied it consistently, was friends with John Numbers afterwards and still came in second while a bunch of other speedrunners dropped out earlier and just as decisively.

On the other hand he himself has stated that having his 18:10 Ocarina of Time Speedrun record broken made him start doing (harder) drugs to cope with it and that made him start having visual hallucinations and boosted his already existing delusions of grandeur to the extreme.

I actually found an old textfile he posted somewhere once that really shows you the extent of his insanity.


some quotes:
Career path to becoming an Oracle:
Autism -> Videogames -> Videogames-Math -> Anime -> Quantum Entanglement -> Oracle

Myself, with a rare balance of 50% intuition and 50% intelligence, noticed this was happening. And now I am trying to explain it to you.
Essentially, my life's work is being a "mad genius"

Took me 25 years but I finally figured out that human intellect is simply quantum mechanical waves.
Effectively we are the current universe's most advanced quantum computers.
This is more obvious when you look at social networking--thousands of minds interacting.
You see patterns emerge that perfectly match Schrödinger's equation from 1926.
As time increases, so does intelligence. This is quantum gravity.
Google, Microsoft, Amazon already realized this and that is why they are dumping money into QuComputing.
I would like to join them and help advance the future of the human race.

On 7/20/2014, the night of my 18:10 Ocarina of Time speedrun I cried.
It was really my internalized understanding of how quantum mechanics relates to intelligence that made those tears come.

dear adrian if I die please post this text file on twitter.
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More like 50% estrogen and 50% autism. Roger Penrose already theorized that the human brain is like a quantum computer ages ago. This delusional tranny nerd archetype exhibited by Cosmo and Byuu is really stunning to watch in action; so much USI, so little awareness. I'm taking notes.
 
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Kermit Jizz said:
Luckily someone capped it.

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I've seen this one before
Gaynigger said:
This idea that the John Numbers situation had anything to do with his downfall is persistent but not real.
For one he himself had denied it consistently, was friends with John Numbers afterwards and still came in second while a bunch of other speedrunners dropped out earlier and just as decisively.

On the other hand he himself has stated that having his 18:10 Ocarina of Time Speedrun record broken made him start doing (harder) drugs to cope with it and that made him start having visual hallucinations and boosted his already existing delusions of grandeur to the extreme.

I actually found an old textfile he posted somewhere once that really shows you the extent of his insanity.


some quotes:
Career path to becoming an Oracle:
Autism -> Videogames -> Videogames-Math -> Anime -> Quantum Entanglement -> Oracle

Myself, with a rare balance of 50% intuition and 50% intelligence, noticed this was happening. And now I am trying to explain it to you.
Essentially, my life's work is being a "mad genius"

Took me 25 years but I finally figured out that human intellect is simply quantum mechanical waves.
Effectively we are the current universe's most advanced quantum computers.
This is more obvious when you look at social networking--thousands of minds interacting.
You see patterns emerge that perfectly match Schrödinger's equation from 1926.
As time increases, so does intelligence. This is quantum gravity.
Google, Microsoft, Amazon already realized this and that is why they are dumping money into QuComputing.
I would like to join them and help advance the future of the human race.

On 7/20/2014, the night of my 18:10 Ocarina of Time speedrun I cried.
It was really my internalized understanding of how quantum mechanics relates to intelligence that made those tears come.

dear adrian if I die please post this text file on twitter.
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This is not oracular. Has she posted anything else about this? Profound insights like this, then skewed into some bizarre proportion are common among schizos. If she were an "Oracle," she would be accurately predicting specific events, not general trends. That is to ask, is Narcissa out there trying to predict people's futures?
 
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kakapoo said:
so what ever happend to break the game?
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The director, Jane Wagner (https://twitter.com/janemwagner) has basically used the project as a way to get accepted into fellowships and workshops and bolst her own resume, in addition to recently relocating from New York to LA. Unlike when she was begging for money for the proect, updates are very few and far between. The last update we have is from last November, which is very ambiguous and doesn't give any timelines whatsoever. In my opinion it will never come out, and the reasoning it won't is because she will say "that Cecil video brought so much more negative attention to Narcissa and I ust want her to be able to move on with her life so out of respect for her we are cancelling the project." (i'm just using the nonsense "her" pronouns because that's what Jane would do).

Any time you ask Cosmo about the documentary he says he is out of contact and has no idea but to the best of his knowledge it is still coming out.
 
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mdr4life said:
The director, Jane Wagner (https://twitter.com/janemwagner) has basically used the project as a way to get accepted into fellowships and workshops and bolst her own resume, in addition to recently relocating from New York to LA. Unlike when she was begging for money for the proect, updates are very few and far between. The last update we have is from last November, which is very ambiguous and doesn't give any timelines whatsoever. In my opinion it will never come out, and the reasoning it won't is because she will say "that Cecil video brought so much more negative attention to Narcissa and I ust want her to be able to move on with her life so out of respect for her we are cancelling the project." (i'm just using the nonsense "her" pronouns because that's what Jane would do).

Any time you ask Cosmo about the documentary he says he is out of contact and has no idea but to the best of his knowledge it is still coming out.
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I'm echoing past comments - at least she's moving somewhere in her career. Getting your foot in the door is hard
 
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hereh2read said:
Recently on stream, it has been said by Cosmo that their wrists are perfectly healed. And that it was likely an imagined pain from stress.
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While that's somewhat possible, I find it more likely that he's just in fucking denial and projecting his reality warping insanity onto the issue.
>psychosomatic (essentially imagined) pain is a thing
>I have the ability to change reality with my thoughts
>Oh wow the pain I have isn't there and was never real lalalalalala
 
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ddlloo said:
While that's somewhat possible, I find it more likely that he's just in fucking denial and projecting his reality warping insanity onto the issue.
>psychosomatic (essentially imagined) pain is a thing
>I have the ability to change reality with my thoughts
>Oh wow the pain I have isn't there and was never real lalalalalala
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They can't even use the bad wrists excuse as a reason not to speedrun now.
 
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