Careercow Narcissa Wright / Cosmo Wright - Former speedrunner tumbling down

[I am a nigger]

I think he's lurking. "Some animals are watching us."

 

[CrunkLord420]

Hold up, why is a Minecraft YouTuber in this discord?
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Yeah, I think he called in one time when Narcissa was taking calls on YouTube.

 

[yeahweknow]

I think he's lurking. "Some animals are watching us."

animals? watching narcissa is like watching a sad russian circus where the animals are all sick and losing their hair

 

[Francis Dollarhyde]

I had assumed she was on HRT as claimed, but come to think of it I have seen no sign of breast development on her at all in body shots. I don't know whether it's her abysmal diet or being unable to afford treatment so lying as comes natural to her.

Actually a third option is just as likely - she wants an out and because she's trans for fetish reasons realises it might be a phase, so doesn't want to go too deep into the hormones.

Narcissa may or may not be still on Estradiol pills. It might just be not eating enough and being skinny.

Imagine if this is just a phase. There are not too many people out there with a bigger archive of mortifying material out there for everyone to see.

 

[Rokko]

I just cannot understand how anyone with his mental problems can take shrooms... I guess we are all different.
Anyone with anxiety or whatever Narci has ever been on shrooms?

 

[Zeva_Adom]

I just cannot understand how anyone with his mental problems can take shrooms... I guess we are all different.
Anyone with anxiety or whatever Narci has ever been on shrooms?

Someone I know had depressions and schizophrenic paranoia, before he got help.

From what I remember he ate shrooms twice, and acid only once. Didn't like hallucinogens though, but he was doing it with friends and they had someone there who was sober and had a shitload of benzos in case somebody had a fucking horrortrip.
But eventhough he laughed a lot and had fun, he still said it's too dangerous and he's never taken anything like this again.

Still, even if Narci can find somebody to sell her shrooms/acid, she would have to be all alone while being high. I can't imagine that it would have any positive effects.
Also, how would Narcosmo afford drugs? He can't even pay fucking 7$ for his pills.

 

[break these cuffs]

He can't even pay fucking 7$ for his pills.

He had lost his debit card, doesn't know what a check is, and was too dumb to get cash from the bank from what I can recall when he tried to get his free pills. He had the money, but was too much of an autist to figure out how to get to it without his card. Don't a lot of places even accept like phone apps like Apple Pay at this point?

 

[Wurstbrot]

Narci calls himself a speedrunner and is still not on the credits-screen of his own life? Wurst disappointed.

 

[GhostButt]

Filename related

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[Strundy]

He's doing shrooms on stream and his microphone is picking up every single noise.

Edit: About 1 minute before this, he literally said "I have fucked a dick" in the middle of some kind of drug-fueled babble

Edit 2: "I've learned something about anal sex" "I want no thrusting, just to sit on it"

"I want no thrusting just to sit on it"

Just another example of being selfish and lazy. You're not gonna get a chad chaser bf by running from that dick, boy.

 

[felicity]

Smash really is Narci's version of the CWCville merge, isn't it?

 

[Zilortha]

Smash really is Narci's version of the CWCville merge, isn't it?

He's an autist. He has to have something to obsess over while pretending it'll fix everything. It's a cliche at this point. But it'll be just like Breath of the Wild. He'll play it for a bit, nothing will change and he'll start spiraling again.

Recently I was listening to him talk about how (and I'm paraphrasing here) Smash will basically fix everything and give his life purpose. He was talking about how it'll allow him to get his viewers back, and he'll become a high-tier player, etc. It's the exact same kind of shit he said when it came to BotW. And I think he realized that.

While he was talking I started to get the feeling that he wasn't trying to convince his stream that Smash was the answer to all of his problems. Imo, it started to feel like he was trying to convince himself that if he could just play this video game hard enough, his life would sort itself out. And maybe it was just me, maybe I was seeing something that wasn't actually there, but it felt like a really fucking dark moment overshadowed by desperation and realization.

And then he said something retarded and I went back to laughing. I need to see if I can find that clip and see if that really happened like I remember or if it was just sleep deprivation catching up with me...

 

[Twinkie]

micronutrients? i thought balding was hereditary

 

[I am a nigger]

micronutrients? i thought balding was hereditary

> Not understanding nature v nurture
It's a combination of both. Environment can mitigate or enhance genotypes.

 

[thejackal]

I just cannot understand how anyone with his mental problems can take shrooms... I guess we are all different.
Anyone with anxiety or whatever Narci has ever been on shrooms?

Mushrooms in a good setting help alleviate a lot of anxiety by convincing you how trite things are and how unimportant your ego really is in the grand scheme of things. They can also make you realize the inherent problems with communication between consciousnesses and that not all misunderstandings have a fault in either side.

If you're with an experienced tripper they will usually do a good job making sure that your basic needs are met and allow you to just explore the trip.

That said, I can't imagine many worse trips than locked in a dark, dirty, studio apartment STREAMING. Nothing about shrooms really makes me want to sit in front of a computer. Get into the world. Why he'd take shrooms and just sit there is beyond me.

 

[Zilortha]

I call it, "The Transformation of Darth Dilation"

Seriously though, it's weird how relatively normal Cosmo looks in that middle image. He literally just looks like any other kinda wimpy long-haired guy. He looks... normal. It's throwing me off.

EDIT:
Stop lurking so much Cosmo.
I posted this and right after he stared at his screen for a while and the blurted out ""Uh, I'll be right back. I'm gonna go put make-up on." And he did.

 

[Treesapsoda]

micronutrients? i thought balding was hereditary

If you disrupt the action of DHT, a male hormone, you can stop it.

I have heard a couple things regarding this. One is that some troons avoid suppressing DHT so they can get their cock hard. Naco could be in this category.

Another is that phytoestrogens from soy occupy the same receptor sites as real estrogens. HRT drugs aren't designed for someone who lives solely on soy nutrient sludge.

 

[Zilortha]

Christ. Now he's "dancing" (I think) to a song with a chorus talking about "sexuality" rofl. This is next level...
I'll edit this with a .gif if I can.
EDIT:

 

[AnOminous]

That said, I can't imagine many worse trips than locked in a dark, dirty, studio apartment STREAMING. Nothing about shrooms really makes me want to sit in front of a computer. Get into the world. Why he'd take shrooms and just sit there is beyond me.

It's like he wants a bad time. Also there are no worse times for psychedelics than when you are already nearly suicidal and on the verge of a psychotic break at any minute, like this freaked out weirdo is. The last thing he should be doing is drugs of any kind that aren't prescribed.

 

[A Detachable Penis]

It takes a strong person to turn their life around. Stronger than Narci is. Stronger than most are. That's why most people never change (and thus are milk for us all).

Turning it around wouldn't be hard. Stop the drugs. All of them. Put effort into being a professional, quality stream. Treat it like a job. So no more stupid non-game streams and drama rants and weird sex shit. Do this for awhile (6 months at least) Scrub old content as much as possibke. Try and return to twitch claiming mental breakdown for behaviour. Start over.

But thatd be hard so she wont do it (and be a tranny or whatever, but get your life together).