Careercow Narcissa Wright / Cosmo Wright - Former speedrunner tumbling down

[Jan Ciągwa]

 

[break these cuffs]

To be honest, this is not the face of excessive consumption of hard drugs, more the face of self loath, depression, genetics and NEET-ism. Weed and shrooms probably didn't help, but weed didn't make Narcissa look like this.

Damn I really thought he got his act together and the time with reduced internet presence would help him get a grip on life again. Likewise living with his parents, who I thought would have grounded him (not literally, he's doing that to himself already) in reality and helped him become an adult. But it seems like he fell even deeper into his depression.

Good material for BTG Part 2, however.

Why would you think Cosmo got his life together? The only change he made was crying online for attention less because he wasn't getting the kind of attention he wanted. Someone as fucked up as him requires multiple fundamental life changes including finding a therapist who won't tell him to cut his dick off. Cutting out the online attention whoring does nothing for his narcissistic self-entitlement, drug abuse, depression, or woman larp.

 

[mdr4life]

He did his hair up and is watching E3.

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[Kiislova]

He did his hair up and is watching E3.

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Looking exceedingly man/boy-ish with that angle. Remove the old lady gown as is your standard kid on YT

 

[hereh2read]

Them broad filled out shoulders. Tbh the weight gain makes them look a bit better in the face. (Didn't say feminine).

 

[mdr4life]

And damn did it get stretched out over the years. That neck is now twice its original size.

Do you guys remember when he was on stream.me super drugged out of his mind he would pull his shoulder out of his neckline in an attempt to be "sexy"? He started doing that quite a bit. I'm sure that is what stretched those shirts out.

If one of you guys that know how to do this quickly could archive this, he posted it to public but it likely won't last there very long.

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[Kiislova]

If one of you guys that know how to do this quickly could archive this, he posted it to public but it likely won't last there very long.

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Archiving~ Will upload a shitty reencode when i'm done

Edit: Video is absolutley MASSIVE. Will try a shittier reencode.

 

[DarkSoulsPhil]

Does Cosmo still have or remade their discord? I was in there years ago but left because bored.

Small comments here and there in dgirls, dunno why he is cybersquatting there

 

[Lift]

In yesterday's YouTube stream, I believe I heard Narcissa say that she was smoking weed, whereas I believe in the past she only consumed edibles. Was she smoking in the past? We also saw her using a vape on the stream. I believe these are new activities for her.

 

[mdr4life]

In yesterday's YouTube stream, I believe I heard Narcissa say that she was smoking weed, whereas I believe in the past she only consumed edibles. Was she smoking in the past? We also saw her using a vape on the stream. I believe these are new activities for her.

No I am almost 1000000% that Narco was pretty open about experimenting with all sorts of drugs, but the big difference now is that he has no issues doing it right on stream, which he never did before. Unknown if this is just with marijuana or if he will do this with shrooms as well. I am sure that living with a drug addicted/dependent mother probably helps him normalize his dependence on drugs.

 

[Kiislova]

Archiving~ Will upload a shitty reencode when i'm done

Edit: Video is absolutley MASSIVE. Will try a shittier reencode.

I have a ~300MB shit-tier reencode but I cannot seem to upload it regardless what I try.

 

[(not) y2k compliant]

I have a ~300MB shit-tier reencode but I cannot seem to upload it regardless what I try.

If you can't upload it on here toss it on Mega or something else like cyberdrop.me

 

[plattschwanz]

The E3 stream from yesterday, reduced to 480p and 30 frames/second:

798.03 MB file on MEGA

mega.nz

His second stream with chat only from the 10th of this month, again cropped to only show the chat window:

97.08 MB file on MEGA

mega.nz

 

[Paradoxical Orange]

In a deranged state of mind he streamed and started rambling about finding god, being a narcissist, wanting to "climb the socio-economic ladder" and the smash community. He did all this while rocking back and forth like a mental patient.
I think he's back to his old tranny self. Making a fool of himself, playing games, feeling entitled and whining. I've been looking forward to this.

Nice 5 head mate.

 

[Jan Ciągwa]

How much would you bet on Gandhi erupting a spontaneous outbreak of violence upon meeting this whiny fag?

 

[Paradoxical Orange]

Sifted through the stream for any gold. Rough timestamps below:

Beginning of the stream he gets compliments on his hair from chat and how "beautiful" he looks
He also says that he's not high on anything but I doubt that. He appears medicated at the very least, occasionally starts rocking back and forth throughout the stream.
Mentions that he's bored when he's not high too, so he's still addicted to weed.

• 41:00 He talks about parasocial relationships between himself and the viewers. Ends with him talking about how he's leeching the, "life energy" from the viewers. (The fuck am I reading?)
• 55:00 Chat tells him to get a job, "Nah"
• 56:00 He says he, "Enjoys life" and later states that he's addicted to life. Likely story.
• 1:07:30 He says he craves human touch. His description is pretty chilling.
• 1:25:45 He gave up on driving, if he ever did, I predict he sold his car to stay afloat.
• 1:29:50 Notices how much chat wants to intervene on his life and "help him"
• 1:32:00 Talks about being a preacher and it being "cringe" - He mentions being a preacher later, one of the many themes of this stream.
• 1:37:50 He says that the stream is "all he's got". Yikes. He talks about this for a while, admits he's a narcissist.
• 1:49:30 "I want socio-economic ascension please, thank you, I deserve it" - Lost my sides
• 1:53:45 He starts rambling about his bizarre mental illness. "I'm kind of dumb in many ways"
• 2:06:30 "Resigned myself to being some lil minion of god"
• 2:13:25 "I think Twitch wants to pivot to sex work" - From here the discussion goes on to Simps, surprisingly based. Hypocritical considering he preys on people to give him money though.
• 2:28:00 Talks about "leaving" the internet and how he "disappeared" for a few years. He seems to be willing to stick around and do more streams.
• 2:45:00 Talks about "creative learning algorithms" to be creatively lazy, he talks about this for a while.
• 2:59:00 "Do I have Autism? I dunno" Yes.
• 3:03:00 Talks about his fucked up teeth and how he can shoot a stream of water out of his buckteeth. Lost my sides again
• 3:12:10 Talks about browsing 4chan and says /v/ and /vg/ are pathetic and horny. Hot takes.
• 3:15:15 Starts twitching in his chair
• 3:18:00 Starts typing for some reason despite the webcam/mic
• 3:25:00 In chat: "beyond animalism to me is like" "ascend to anime realm lol"
• From here the chat descends into full lunacy, talking about virtual existence and other existential ramblings
• 3:35:30 Starts using his mic again to talk about his views on the human condition, this goes on for a while.
• 3:45:30 Someone in chat says "american culture became NEET pilled af", he riffs off this and says his thoughts are valuable. He goes on to talk further about being a NEET.
• 3:52:30 Talks about hypothetical "AI learning gardens" that are fed livestreams, watching his and taking on a part of his "digital soul", then proceeds to go into full conspiracy mode about the "Alphabet Corporation Shadow Government"
• 4:02:00 Talks about how he will delete an entire stream if there's something slightly wrong with it. Says he wants to "look good" - Sorry Cosmo, that's near impossible...
• 4:31:30 "I don't think of myself as a control freak" Proceeds to list several aspects of his life where he likes to be in control
• 4:34:30 "I crave a really pure love"
• 4:46:00 Talks about how putting on make up and putting effort into his appearance makes him feel better. Wow what a revelation...
• Ends the stream just before the 5 hour mark.

The stream is still on YouTube for now, its a huge file size (just shy of 2gb) so its difficult to share here. If anyone can recommend a good host I'll add it in.

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[hot hot leg]

• 1:07:30 He says he craves human touch. His description is pretty chilling.

 

[Paradoxical Orange]

2 mostly dull streams last night first was just smash with a Podcast over it... fun. Barely watched it, he just seemed to be silent/typing in chat and playing smash.
Second was mildly more interesting:
Kicked it off high on something, likely weed and vaping for the rest of the stream
Played the same short looping sonic music for an hour and 40 minutes
For the first 2 hours and 40 mins he just worked on his shitty self insert game
More philosophical shit for a while
More drug addict behaviour, treating coffee like crack, talked about taking mushrooms several times
Smash...
Then more text stream despite being on camera with a mic
No particularly interesting things said, mostly just relating to his shitty game, smash or E3

 

[mdr4life]

Quick update that will surprise absolutely no one on the Break the Game documentary/scam. It seems that the director Jane Wagner is using the movie to get into yet ANOTHER one of these "programs". This one is called the "Logan Nonfiction Program" and appears to be a virtual online fellowship that begins this fall. So yah, yet anothey delay due to a "prestigious" resume builder for Ms. Jane Wagner. How can everyone else not see through her cherade? Pathetic.

Logan Nonfiction Program

Empowering journalists and filmmakers to tell the true stories that change our world

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[Ron Jeremy]

Or... she took part in the spring program this year, is now simply an Alumni and retweets the org's announcement of the fall class, encouraging others to join.

I am sceptical of the kickstarter myself, but so far I see not even an indication that she is joining the fall class. Can you even join if you already took part previously?