Null called me a faggot in my dream. What do you think it means? - I had my first Kiwifarms-based anxiety dream. Is this a shadow of things to come?

[get_ur_gamon]

Context for the dream: I normally check kiwi farms in the morning, as it is nice to wake up to 5-10 notifications calling me autistic. I also had a cheese pizza that night, with cheese often granting more lucid dreams.

I keep a dream diary and so I know this is the first dream I have had about kiwifarms.
The Dream:

I woke up, checked kiwi farms and I had 60 notifications (exactly 60). When I checked them, it turns out they were mocking a post I had made where for some reason, a meme gif I posted was a screen recording of my whole screen. As well as a meme, it also included my real face, which had been from a zoom call I was doing at the same time on an open tab I didn't notice. I panicked to go and change the image but for some reason I can't edit or delete the post. I realise it is pinned on the front page in order to make as much fun of me as possible.

I am british, so if people reported the retarded shit I post here, there is a decent chance I get a PC knocking on my door for my "crimes" against trannies. Kiwis are laughing about using facial recognition software to dox me, as well as posting early results and possible identities.

I try and write a message to Null, asking him to delete my account. But (for some reason we are face to face now) he tells me "[my real first name], you fucking faggot, you deserve this. I'd start changing my passwords if I were you".

I'm getting alerts that people are trying to change the passwords on my social media. Kiwis are on my real instagram and facebook account commenting "nigger" on all my photos. Friends, family and old school and university aquaintances appear around me, asking me what is going on. I'm trying to explain that I'm being hacked, telling them to go away so I can input my passwords in peace.

The stress makes we wake up at 4:30 AM, ruining my deep sleep. I'm literally sweating.

I feel like tumblr would be better at dream analysis but I don't think I can go to them about this.

What do you think this means?

Our greatest fear is becoming a lolcow ourselves? We fear being treated like Kiwis treat cows?

I'd greatly appreciate any insight.

 

[Chad Holdenford]

It means you're gay.

 

[Wowcoolusername]

nigger

 

[Canoodler]

It means you're a faggot.

 

[Knight of the Rope]

I also had a cheese pizza that night, with cheese often granting more lucid dreams.

 

[Just A Butt]

I’ve said it to others, if you start having dreams about this place, it is time to take a break.

 

[Blamo]

Why are you dreaming about Null? Did he appear as the Wikihow dog? Did everybody clap after he called you a faggot?

 

[BigFatSweatyMan]

Jewsh is going to buck break you

 

[get_ur_gamon]

Why are you dreaming about Null? Did he appear as the Wikihow dog? Did everybody clap after he called you a faggot?

1) Probably because I checked the farms right before I went to bed.
2) Null appeared as he did in the photo used by the Daily Mail in their article about him after the NZ shooting.
3) No it was just us talking alone. There was no one else to clap.

 

[Twatette]

People have dreams about KF?

 

[Just A Butt]

People have dreams about KF?

 

[Haunted Gambler]

It means Null owns your soul.

 

[I'm Not Racist Anymore]

I had a dream that I went to Null's house armed with my tranny gf, and he closed the door on my face. I look at the reflection in the door's window and I had Greta Gustava's face!

 

[Thumb Butler]

If you visit the Chantal thread often enough you start dreaming about her wet farts. True story.

 

[Puck]

It means you should stop smoking so much cock

 

[Lemmingwise]

It means Null is gay.

 

[draggs]

Animu avatar gets called a faggot by Null

Like that is even worth a thread

 

[:gold:]

You need to confront Null for raping you in your dream.

 

[Lame Entropy]

The answer has been right in front of you this entire time

Null called me a FAGGOT in my dream. What do you think it means? - I had my first Kiwifarms-based anxiety dream. Is this a shadow of things to come?

 

[Crunchy Oats]

Once I had a dream where I was suddenly back in college, and I was browsing KF in front of everyone as if it was just normal to do. All of the stupid images that come up all the time were just hugely on my screen. I woke up feeling uneasy, but then I was fine.