In an effort to try and find more information about this person today, I’m deep diving into a DIDTuber formerly known as “Solar’s System” and later “Solar N’ Co.” For the sake of simplicity I’m going to refer to them as Solar and use they/them pronouns. They did not have a DID diagnosis and did not claim to have a DID system, but rather an
OSDD-1b system. Therefore, their YT focused on their experiences as an OSDD-1b system.
They were also (at the height of their YT career) in a relationship with popular tumblr artist/“mental health advocate” DID system
catsglade (who as far as I know never had a YT presence or made any sort of appearances in DIDTube) and who I will be referring to as CG and using they/them.
This is the only
surviving video of their presence as a system on YouTube and of course it’s a video collaboration with DissociaDID and other big names in the community at the time. Solar’s bit begins around 18:37 (video archived
here)

I touched on Solar’s history in the “DID/OSSD Community” a bit in
this post in the Chloe/Nan thread, but wanted to expand upon the impact they and CG had on the “traumagenic plural” community at the time. Because of the events that took place between
The Entropy System and
The Stronghold System (now marketing themselves under the moniker “Power to the Plurals” or “PttP”), the “
endogenic” vs. “traumagenic” systems discourse really took off. It’s a lot to explain if you’re not already in the know, but tl;dr Entropy declared an annual System Pride day
on October 10th (which also happened to be Entropy’s birthday) which Chloe
fully endorsed.
Stronghold, an alleged survivor of satanic ritual abuse (SRA), claimed
in a video that Entropy didn’t consult with all the big name Systems (including Stronghold) and the date 10/10 specifically holds significance for survivors of SRA.
Entropy apologized and
changed the date and through all this mess, many in the community felt Stronghold were being unnecessarily aggressive and in an ultimate credibility-ending move,
she later outed herself as pro-endogenic which cancelled Stronghold completely from the traumagenic system community.
Following this, an “expose/cancel/doxx”
blog appeared that revealed personal details about Entropy including full birth name, home address, etc and accused her of faking her DID (
archive). At the time, Solar and CG along along with other traumagenic DID and OSDD systems were in a Discord server (Ecosystems, I believe) offering Entropy support.
Turns out Solar and CG were behind the doxx tumblr all along.
Here’s CG’s
attempt at an apology where they shift the blame entirely onto Solar and also
post about a suicide attempt to garner sympathy.
Here’s
Solar’s attempt to take accountability. They later deleted their tumblr, Twitter, and YouTube and more or less fell off the face of the internet as a system / mental health advocate.
Until very recently.
For those of you that follow the Chloe/Nan thread you may have seen the two suspected Instagram accounts @ninamon_roll (Chloe) and @wizardly.jaybird (Nan) get exposed but what really caught my attention was this account which appeared in @wizardly.jaybird’s followers/following @lions.can.draw

Solar’s art style is incredibly recognizable (mainly because of how fucking ugly it is) and I instantly knew it had to be them. Upon further inspection of the account, I could only find one photo of the actual artist.

“Wren” was helpful enough to provide a linktree which took me to their twitter where I was able to confirm that it is indeed the same Solar of the callout blog.


Unfortunately for us farmers, once I had made my post in the Chloe/Nan thread all links to these accounts disappeared within minutes of me posting.


So now I’m in a pickle because I was ready for some serious farming but it seems that Solar/Wren has completely fallen off the face of the internet yet AGAIN. Though I will say upon googling their username today I came across this link

which led me to a dead end.

Tried finding their twitter....

but nada
tl;dr I couldn’t allow this thread to exist without including the absolute shit show of a clusterfuck fall from grace of Solar and CG during the height of the online traumagenic DID/OSDD community.