(Schizo sperging warning) Can some big brain smart person help me with my recent mindfuck?

[Pruto]

So thing is after a very long time, last night I dreamt about about a fucking chair on one of Saturn's moons and now I can't sleep and feel like I can't mentally cope with it.

This is because when I was around 5-6 years old I used to have a very recurring fever dream about people (or maybe just humanoids?) sitting on an organic and mechanical contraption on Phoebe that had thousands of vein like cables strapped to the ground and through a very painful and agonizing process it was able to send information &/or mass throughout the galaxy in a way that blatantly violated the laws of physics. And all this things I mentioned, Phoebe itself included were not conceptually understood by my 6 year old brain at all but in an imposible to explain way they were perfectly grasped on the dream and that why it left me terrorized everytime I had it, keep in mind I wasn't even allowed to watch movies or knew anything related to this concepts and I'm also just a dumb double digits IQ nigger.

And it happened again last night, as vivid and exactly as I remembered it, I don't think I'm psychotic or anything but its really bothering me, does any mental health guy here knows what the fuck this all means?

 

[The Tall Man]

What do you mean violates the laws of physics?
The torture powered transmission chair isn't some kind of magic device. It uses the field created by the torture to transmit information instantaneously to the whole field. The bigger the agony the larger the field.

Hope this cleared some things up for you.

 

[Pruto]

What do you mean violates the laws of physics?

It felt it violated the laws of physics in the same way you would by casually walking upside down on your roof, I think the anomaly itself was the most aggresive part of the fever dream.

 

[Breadbassket]

I can't say much on symbolism or what anything means but from observation when you dream your brain seems to attempt to fill in spaces somehow for why or how something works even if you have little understanding for it in reality. It as if within the realm of the sleeping mind there are little to no boundaries or natural law and when it wants something to happen it will happen even if it makes no sense. All things for better and for worse to an extent, are possible. The fun part is when you wake up saying to yourself that what you saw is total absurdity and would never work in real life.

 

[Named User]

Is there anything else related to toddler Pruto that came about recently? If you were having this dream as a child, maybe you're currently regressing to or need to analyze an event that occurred during your childhood.

 

[draggs]

Fuck did that all mean, nothing, it's a dream. Your brain operates very differently when you're asleep and it can come up with some pretty weird shit. If coming up with rationalizations for what it means makes you feel better go ahead. It probably has no meaning at all though other than your brain is doing sleep brain stuff that your awake brain is like wtf was that. The interaction between the brain and mind can be weird as fuck, including stuff like recurring dreams. Your sleep brain has made a groove that sometimes it returns to because who knows why? Because it does

 

[Confetti Meringue]

And it happened again last night, as vivid and exactly as I remembered it, I don't think I'm psychotic or anything but its really bothering me

Having a reoccurring dream could be from anything. Stress, thinking about something vaguely related to the dream before bed, etc. The best thing may be to take the sting out of this dream so that your brain is less likely to fixate on it.

Think about how stupid it is. Really clown on it. A chair on Saturn's moon? Who's going to use it, dipshit? No one. Saturn is a gas planet. There's not going to be a spooky alien civilization or evil colony hiding there. Violating physics isn't scary, either. It means that your dream runs on dumb 6 year old logic and can be discarded.

Keep going like that. Bonus points if you make yourself smile or laugh.

 

[Billy Bob Dick]

Dreams are important. Dreams are your brain's way of processing information when you're asleep, in a different way than when you're awake.

The dreaming brain will sift through an entire spectrum of sensory information, from random nonsense gibberish at one end to fully formed lucid narratives that you can interact with, control, and remember when you wake up at the other. Some dreams are so real they feel like memories.

Dreams mean whatever you assign to them. I keep dream logs of my really vivid and coherent ones. Some of them are like full-fledged short stories or movie scripts. I had a dream recently about the end of the universe; everything around me being sucked into an infinite swirling vortex, like the eye of a hurricane. When I thought about it later, it was about being confronted with the fear of death.

Every dream has a meaning if you need it to. What does your dream mean to you? What are you afraid of?

 

[AgendaPoster]

I dreamt about about a fucking chair on one of Saturn's moons and now I can't sleep and feel like I can't mentally cope with it

How do you know it was on a Saturn moon and which moon was it, in which of its geographical areas

 

[Pruto]

How do you know it was on a Saturn moon and which moon was it, in which of its geographical areas

That's the upsetting thing, I shouldn't had been able to even grasp or understand any of this, but I did somehow, the things witnessed were not outwardly disturbing, if anything, it had the vibe of watching the recordings of a work office's security cam.

Having a reoccurring dream could be from anything. Stress, thinking about something vaguely related to the dream before bed, etc. The best thing may be to take the sting out of this dream so that your brain is less likely to fixate on it.

Think about how stupid it is. Really clown on it. A chair on Saturn's moon? Who's going to use it, dipshit? No one. Saturn is a gas planet. There's not going to be a spooky alien civilization or evil colony hiding there. Violating physics isn't scary, either. It means that your dream runs on dumb 6 year old logic and can be discarded.

Keep going like that. Bonus points if you make yourself smile or laugh.

I had many nonesensical dreams in which imposible stuff happens and I don't care, 6 year old me didn't even knew or care there were laws in the universe, what fucks me up abut this in a schzo way is how this dream puts me through a perspective that doesn't belong to me, the reasoning and mental processing of it was too clear, made too much sense it even introduced me into concepts I had no clue about and something about repeating the process after a decade feels off.

 

[SpergioLeonne]

Produce the device or you’re just an impotent schizo

 

[SpergioLeonne]

I can't say much on symbolism or what anything means but from observation when you dream your brain seems to attempt to fill in spaces somehow for why or how something works even if you have little understanding for it in reality. It as if within the realm of the sleeping mind there are little to no boundaries or natural law and when it wants something to happen it will happen even if it makes no sense. All things for better and for worse to an extent, are possible. The fun part is when you wake up saying to yourself that what you saw is total absurdity and would never work in real life.

Refer to Jung’s collective subconscious.

 

[qOktrollaccount001]

KYS

 

[Napoleon III]

Saturn's

This is because when I was around 5-6 years old I used to have a very recurring fever dream about people (or maybe just humanoids?) sitting on an organic and mechanical contraption on Phoebe that had thousands of vein like cables strapped to the ground and through a very painful and agonizing process it was able to send information &/or mass throughout the galaxy in a way that blatantly violated the laws of physics

Alright this might be some Schizo rambling but it seems like I understand. I don't know if you believe in them but it sounds like a demonic sort of dream. I used to get these really awful dreams with bad stuff happening in them and they were different from other nightmares, and what you are describing sounds really familiar. I don't usually Christ Post because I don't think a drama website is really the place for it but I would pray to Christ from protection and I haven't had a dream like that in years.

As far as a specific symbolic understanding of the dream it seems to make a lot of sense from stuff i've heard. It sounds like the subject of your dream is about Astral Projection. There is an association with Astral Projection and Saturn with Saturn functioning sort of like a gate. I think that is also why its Phoebe which is something associated with the Argonauts. I'm not really familiar with Astral Projection but I've heard rumors in the usual way occult knowledge is shared.

I do believe that things like Astral Projection and weird magik rituals and etc do actually exist but it is all demons hurting you in strange and unusual ways like letting you Astral Project but the information you gain is wrong or knowing hurts you. I mostly just ignore that kind of thing because it's all bad stuff that even the knowledge of is bad.

My response to occult shit being kind of real is to just shrug mostly and I suggest you do the same. If you are freaking out about this thing you saw/experienced I wouldn't worry about it too much honestly. It might seem really important but probably it something stupid not worthy of your attention that has no real impact on your life.

 

[Billy Bob Dick]

I shouldn't had been able to even grasp or understand any of this, but I did somehow, the things witnessed were not outwardly disturbing, if anything, it had the vibe of watching the recordings of a work office's security cam.

I've known perfectly normal people who had the occasional dream that seemed to be a legitimate remote viewing experience. I've had one or two myself. Document it in detail. Write it down. Maybe it happened for a reason, or maybe it's your brain picking up a stray transmission that was meant for another receiver, like radio interference.

In the meantime, think about your usual uneventful sleep habits. How can you return to those? Has something changed recently? What conditions produce the most restful, dreamless sleep habits for you? Focus on that.

 

[Pruto]

Alright this might be some Schizo rambling but it seems like I understand. I don't know if you believe in them but it sounds like a demonic sort of dream. I used to get these really awful dreams with bad stuff happening in them and they were different from other nightmares, and what you are describing sounds really familiar. I don't usually Christ Post because I don't think a drama website is really the place for it but I would pray to Christ from protection and I haven't had a dream like that in years.

As far as a specific symbolic understanding of the dream it seems to make a lot of sense from stuff i've heard. It sounds like the subject of your dream is about Astral Projection. There is an association with Astral Projection and Saturn with Saturn functioning sort of like a gate. I think that is also why its Phoebe which is something associated with the Argonauts. I'm not really familiar with Astral Projection but I've heard rumors in the usual way occult knowledge is shared.

I do believe that things like Astral Projection and weird magik rituals and etc do actually exist but it is all demons hurting you in strange and unusual ways like letting you Astral Project but the information you gain is wrong or knowing hurts you. I mostly just ignore that kind of thing because it's all bad stuff that even the knowledge of is bad.

My response to occult shit being kind of real is to just shrug mostly and I suggest you do the same. If you are freaking out about this thing you saw/experienced I wouldn't worry about it too much honestly. It might seem really important but probably it something stupid not worthy of your attention that has no real impact on your life.

Thank you but this sounds like a rabbit hole I shouldn't partake in, I know in the bottom of my heart is just random nonesense that somehow I imagined and maybe re imagined later in life.

I've known perfectly normal people who had the occasional dream that seemed to be a legitimate remote viewing experience. I've had one or two myself. Document it in detail. Write it down. Maybe it happened for a reason, or maybe it's your brain picking up a stray transmission that was meant for another receiver, like radio interference.

In the meantime, think about your usual uneventful sleep habits. How can you return to those? Has something changed recently? What conditions produce the most restful, dreamless sleep habits for you? Focus on that.

I'd love to draw the contraption myself but my art skills completly suck and the details this thing has are overwhelming and don't resemble anything I can think of, so does the things related to it. Also what "happens" is basically nothing as in things moving or doing anything recognizable but instead is what I "know" its happening that makes it fucked up but its impossible to describe.
Just imagine a tall (around 3 meters), slightly inclined very square like thing with veins and tubes protuding of it from random places connecting to the naked ground while thousands more form a very large single giant cable in the "tail" of the thing going slightly but not completely underground, and extending for literal miles until its lost in the horizon and around the thing there's artificial multicolored, high tech looking platforms that cover more of the obserable space whilst the surrounded enviorment is completely illuminated by an orangish artificial light tha its just there, and its potent enough to illuminate the otherwise black sky into the same yellow orangish tone.
Also you can hear multiple different languages that don't exist at the same time but are not spoken by anyone and in the dream I feel more concious and intelligent by far than I am in real life and I feel I can process hundreds of different ideas thoughts and information simultaneusly without effort.

Oh also, it IS on Phoebe, it just its there 100% and can't possible be anywhere else, and it feels like one of those familiar places you could point your finger and have a mental map about, but not sure why.

 

[Billy Bob Dick]

I'd love to draw the contraption myself but my art skills completly suck

try anyway. Take your time and draw what you dreamed to the absolute best of your ability, even if it sucks. Your description is pretty vivid already.

Also what "happens" is basically nothing as in things moving or doing anything recognizable but instead is what I "know" its happening that makes it fucked up but its impossible to describe.

What is its purpose? What is happening with this contraption? Is it mind-control? Surveillance? Are we in a matrix? Is it collecting and processing people's mind-streams? Explain.

 

[Pruto]

What is its purpose? What is happening with this contraption? Is it mind-control? Surveillance? Are we in a matrix? Is it collecting and processing people's mind-streams? Explain.

No, its purpose is only sendings, when someone sits on it, they connect their heads with the machine and information or mass can be instantly sent to almost anywhere on the galaxy, not sure how sending raw information even works this process desintegrates the physical body of the person in few seconds leaving nothing behind so the next one can sit afterwards, its just to send stuff very far away but there's something really fucking wrong about it, not talking abut the desintegration process but its the complex, unexplicable way the machine works to fulfill this prupose what feels unacceptable.

 

[Billy Bob Dick]

No, its purpose is only sendings, when someone sits on it, they connect their heads with the machine and information or mass can be instantly sent to almost anywhere on the galaxy, not sure how sending raw information even works this process desintegrates the physical body of the person in few seconds leaving nothing behind so the next one can sit afterwards, its just to send stuff very far away but there's something really fucking wrong about it, not talking abut the desintegration process but its the complex, unexplicable way the machine works to fulfill this prupose what feels unacceptable.

OK, so you're remote-viewing an advanced alien technology that feels vaguely sinister or evil in some way.

This is not that unusual of an experience. Sometimes, like I mentioned above, our minds receive transmissions in dream-state that weren't meant for us, like radio interference. Document this experience as best you can, and then set it aside.

Examine your sleep state and see about ways to prevent receptions like this from occurring in the future. When you've had good, restful, dreamless sleep in the past, was your situation different in some way? Can you create sleep circumstances going forward that maximize good sleep and minimize the possibility of this sort of dream experience?

 

[SofondaCox]

No, its purpose is only sendings, when someone sits on it, they connect their heads with the machine and information or mass can be instantly sent to almost anywhere on the galaxy, not sure how sending raw information even works this process desintegrates the physical body of the person in few seconds leaving nothing behind so the next one can sit afterwards, its just to send stuff very far away but there's something really fucking wrong about it, not talking abut the desintegration process but its the complex, unexplicable way the machine works to fulfill this prupose what feels unacceptable.

How is your sleep, how is your sleep schedule? Have there been any changes? Are you frequently awake after midnight?