do you have that pic?? when he said that about how gay people can't abstain from sex, it made me think that part of his lie to himself is that since he can abstain, he isn't gay, because gay = hypersexual degenerate. even if he has had sex before, I can see him convincing himself that he's not really gay if he isn't going to monkeypox festivals every weekend
in the KC ep where they go through Nick's whole gay super reel, there's a clip of some white trash girl (Alice?) saying she saw him holding hands with a guy. no idea who that was or if she's trustworthy at all but that stuck in my mind after the Jaden stuff happened. even if something like that did happen between them I agree they are done for good.