"The Internet Is Hell" - RFM / Radfem Hitler responds to Groyper/764-pedo disinfo manifesto naming her as motivation behind Wisconsin shooter


I don’t really know where to begin, so I’ll just first say that people are dead and none of this is funny. I can’t for the life of me wrap my mind around finding out that someone connected to you committed a mass shooting and your first instinct is to create a fake manifesto in order to pin it on some account that pisses you off. I want to believe that it’s an elaborate way to distract themselves from their own feelings of guilt as they’re obviously implicated, but in all likelihood these people just don’t care that there are parents in Wisconsin who didn’t get to pick their kids up from school yesterday.
There’s something particularly grotesque about the way school shootings are immediately politicized because mass shooters are almost never actually political, they’re outcast indiscriminate misanthropes who want to see the world burn before they kill themselves, and if they could see people’s reactions to their violence, they’d probably feel even more justified. Because while hundreds of families will never be quite the same again, millions of people can only think about what that means for themselves and their politics. And it doesn’t end there unfortunately. Not only are people’s reactions self absorbed and reveal a total lack of humanity, they’re incredibly stupid. All critical thought goes out the window as people latch on to whatever story best suits their narrative and refuse to let go no matter how much evidence there is to the contrary. I’m starting to remember why I was an edgy college student reading cringe neoreactionary blogs in my dorm room, maybe I do agree after all that mass literacy was a mistake. At least there was a sense of order to the lies when information was explicitly controlled by a central entity that everyone could name and point to.

The shooter is trans! The shooter is a radfem terf misandrist! It doesn’t matter these two stances are entirely opposed. It doesn’t matter that the shooter only followed accounts that were some flavor of neo-nazi. It doesn’t matter that her tumblr account only featured guns and fangirl edits of school shooters (all male) and her tiktok bio referenced the far right phrase “Total N***** Death.” It doesn’t matter that her actual manifesto mentions nothing about hating men and in fact praises seven male mass shooters referring to them as “saints” for committing similar acts of violence. It doesn’t even matter that the originators of the lie have been caught admitting to the lie. All that matters is that the lie serves a purpose for the people choosing to believe it. Truth is irrelevant. The value of information lies in how much it is believed, not how factual it is. This is the Age of Information and Information has become the ultimate weapon. Every news story is a battle now and the internet is the battlefield. Why wage a war with guns when belief and confusion will suffice?

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One of the most eye opening perspectives you can ever be witness to is seeing the way disinformation spreads in real time when you know the actual truth because the disinformation in question is about yourself. It’s equal parts fascinating, terrifying, maddening, and it will force you to become a highly skeptical person who knows exactly what questions to ask. It’s become instinct now to ignore almost every rumor I hear unless it comes with genuine receipts. Doubting The Official Narrative is child’s play. Once you see how decentralized information is and how it spreads with zero basis in reality, you’ll understand that almost all narrative is a weapon yielded against someone in service to another’s survival. Almost every counter narrative is equally bullshit and only muddies the waters to the point where the truth doesn’t necessarily become impossible to find, but impossible to determine. It will eventually meet it’s fate of wasting away in plain sight, lost amongst the chaos. We truly live in the age of The Tower of Babel. And if you’ve ever pissed off enough people online to the point where they start writing fanfiction about you, you understand this better than any civilian. Everyone is engaging in psyops whether they know it or not, and there is absolutely nothing you can do about it. The information is too vast, too fast, and too strong. Al Gore opened the gates of hell and we gladly welcomed it into our lives and let it take hold of our worst instincts. And now we’re just gonna have to live with that until we start a jihad against the machines and we outlaw computers.

Here are some examples of the fanfiction I’ve read about myself the past two days and why it’s so insane to read. Stories that aren’t even half truths, but are in fact the exact opposite of reality, can gain traction in an instant without a single piece of evidence. All it takes is someone saying the words and putting them out in the ether because that’s all posting is- casting spells.
  • That I’m an advocate of violence. This one is especially ironic because I’ve made it explicitly clear that I see no use for violence to achieve my goals. Bottom tier men will continue to voluntarily drop out and opt to watch porn, women will continue to close down their wombs as worthy men are few in number, and no blood will be shed, nature will just take its course and I think that’s really cool because it’s the first time we’ve gotten to do that in 12,000 years. It’s patriarchy that requires violence to maintain because of the very fact that it’s an artificial system. Letting women freely choose who they have children with free of any coercion is quite literally the absence of violence.
  • That I have an opiate addiction. This one really gave me a laugh. One time I MICRO dosed shrooms and I had to lie down in our bedroom in total darkness for hours while all of the guests we had over at our Gold Coast apartment got fucked up in our living room. I can’t even smoke weed without demanding that someone takes me to the hospital because I “can’t breathe.”

    I have immense anxiety around drugs, the extent of what I can handle is Alcohol, which I neurotically count to make sure I don’t end up getting sick or black out, and my Vyvanse prescription. Anything that would make me feel that out of control is out of the question. If I were to ever develop a drug problem, it would be to stimulants, but even then I just see myself forgetting about the habit after about three months, I get bored easily. I only post a lot because the easiest way for me to get dopamine is to argue with people, it doesn’t stress me out, but rather calms me.
  • That I’m trafficking children on the West Coast. I have no clue how anyone comes up with this stuff, but of course, if there’s someone willing to make it up, there are a hundred more willing to believe it no matter how crazy it sounds. People take their petty grievances so seriously that they’re willing to believe some woman who hurt their feelings on the internet is secretly a part of a Qanon-esque plot to traffic kids, and to top it all off- in a part of the country I don’t even reside in.
  • That I threatened my child with a knife and got put under involuntary psychiatric hold then went to jail and lost custody . I almost don’t want to address this because it’s truly a depraved thing to make up about someone and shouldn’t even be acknowledged. I also think it’s wild how the very people describing me as “hateful”use their platforms to spread defamation as nasty as this.
Anyways, I actually know who originated this particular piece of fanfiction because they’re not exactly going out of their way to hide what they’re doing. It’s namely two accounts- SlumZog and Tappy Guzman. They’re in a group chat together where they comb over my tweets and have a fit every time I visit NYC or learn that I have friends. It’s bizarre, but from what I’ve gleaned from their reactions, they’re living lives of quiet desperation and feel stuck in the middle of Kentucky (perhaps she went with opiate addiction because she’s actually struggled with it herself, write what you know and all) and some sad part of California that’s not even near the beach (I once lived in Del Mar, its beautiful, but he undoubtedly lives somewhere in the interior of the state which is cheaper but depressing. He has the classic angst of life in interior California- all the same taxes, none of the coastal beauty or opportunity, it’s a trailer park vibe with more sunshine).

The funniest part about this defamation is that it would be the most easily provable if true (which also means that if I wanted to, they would be the easiest targets to sue for libel because I could easily prove that it’s a lie in court). There would be a criminal record, family court documents, a news story about attacking an infant, a clear paper trail would exist for something this egregious. The obvious problem here for them is I’ve never been to family court and I don’t have a criminal record (funnily enough, I also happen to have a terrible fear of knives). Or maybe I technically do have a criminal record? But I was a juvenile, meaning that it’s sealed. Many years ago I had to go to court with my friends for TPing houses when I was sixteen, that’s just a rite of passage in the suburbs though. The judge yelled at us because he “expected better of students who attended a private school” which I thought was really stupid, we were still just dumb teens at the end of the day regardless of what school we attended.

I would hope no one is ridiculous enough to act like that’s a real crime, but now that I’ve shared this information, someone will undoubtedly tell the world I’m a terrorist for throwing toilet paper at houses when I was in high school. But that’s life in hell for ya, o well.
 
Here's the court docket for that gun restraining order -- enjoy prison, Alexander Charles Paffendorf.
Here's the copy shown on ABC of the restraining order, best we'll get unless someone physically orders a copy of the record from the court. He is due in court at 9:00 AM on January 3rd at the Central Division of the San Diego Superior Court.

It would be interesting to find out what his online accounts were (was he a com kid?), maybe they were mutuals on Twitter or something.

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RESTRAINED PERSON: Alexander Charles Paffendorf
Address: 7468 Altiva Pl Carlsbad, CA 92009
6ft tall, 143lb, brown hair and eyes, 20 years old, dob 2/28/2004

On 12/19/2024, FBI agents stopped and detained Alexander Paffendorf after he was discovered plotting a mass shooting with the Madison, Wisconsin shooter, Nathalie "Samantha" Rupnow, during an FBI interview Paffendrf admitted to the FBI agents that he told Rupnow that he would arm himself with explosives and a gun and that he would also target a government building. FBI agents saw the messages from Paffendorf to Rupnow.

An article on the New York Post also interviewed a neighbour on how autistic he is.

An unidentified ex-neighbor from San Diego described Alexander Paffendorf, 20, as “very creepy,” describing how she “never heard him speak a word” despite living next to him and his parents for six years, TMZ reported.

“He looks like someone who would shoot up a place,” she said, adding that neighbors had theorized about him before he was accused of plotting a coordinated attack with Natalie “Samantha” Rupnow, who opened fire at Abundant Life Christian School in Madison on Monday, killing two people and injuring six.

Paffendorf “always had a hood on” and “doesn’t make eye contact,” according to the neighbor.

She mentioned he would follow her closely as she walked down the stairs and had once stood outside her window, despite not uttering a single word. When she confronted Paffendorf’s parents about him lurking outside her window, they blew her off.“ He was very disconnected in his own world,” she said.
 
It would be interesting to find out what his online accounts were (was he a com kid?), maybe they were mutuals on Twitter or something.
As of now he's the biggest unknown in this entire thing. It's possible he's the BF (the police said they were looking into the manifestos right before he was arrested), and his name is German in origin. I'm 50/50 on it, there just isn't enough info and some things conflict. The BF was doing homework in German, but we already know all of these people are liars/larpers so that could be fake too.
It's even possible that Paffendorf has no connections to Nitro/the others. This kind of shooter-heavy-edgy-larp-nazi-groomer culture is common enough online that she could know him from an entirely different circle. One claim that keeps coming up among people who claim to have known her is that Sam was cheating/dating multiple men. If this is true (I have some doubts about it, frankly, it seems like cointel) then her dating outside her usual groups to keep men she's with separate would be obvious.
 
It's even possible that Paffendorf has no connections to Nitro/the others. This kind of shooter-heavy-edgy-larp-nazi-groomer culture is common enough online that she could know him from an entirely different circle. One claim that keeps coming up among people who claim to have known her is that Sam was cheating/dating multiple men. If this is true (I have some doubts about it, frankly, it seems like cointel) then her dating outside her usual groups to keep men she's with separate would be obvious.

I find this pretty likely. There probably wasn't just one, but multiple semi-competing gayop "circles" that jumped at the chance to stir up the mud. Nitro was attention whoring, which made people look into him, which made his friends defend him, and rivals from whatever sphere he's involved in to attack instead. And I wouldn't be surprised if a bunch of the fags were just there to make a mess, playing all sides.

What really complicates this is just how easy and spontaneous random networks form online. You can follow anyone on twitter, and anyone will follow you. Most of these people barely know each other unless they talk privately, they just see a shitstorm on the timeline and decide to jump in to gunt guard their "chosen" side like it's a game of Fortnite.

If there's one thing about these grooming circles, it's that they don't go all "hahaha! got you! stupid fuck! we can't be stopped!" like these people did. Basically anyone involved with nitro and meyer or whomever the fuck should at best be considered attention whores and trolls because of this
 
I find this pretty likely. There probably wasn't just one, but multiple semi-competing gayop "circles" that jumped at the chance to stir up the mud. Nitro was attention whoring, which made people look into him, which made his friends defend him, and rivals from whatever sphere he's involved in to attack instead. And I wouldn't be surprised if a bunch of the fags were just there to make a mess, playing all sides.

What really complicates this is just how easy and spontaneous random networks form online. You can follow anyone on twitter, and anyone will follow you. Most of these people barely know each other unless they talk privately, they just see a shitstorm on the timeline and decide to jump in to gunt guard their "chosen" side like it's a game of Fortnite.

If there's one thing about these grooming circles, it's that they don't go all "hahaha! got you! stupid fuck! we can't be stopped!" like these people did. Basically anyone involved with nitro and meyer or whomever the fuck should at best be considered attention whores and trolls because of this
This is sort of why I'm still hesitant to outright say all of this is 764. We know for a fact Nitro is 764 connected/has cp/etc, but that's not really how these ideas/subcultures spread. There are many people that adopt atomwaffen/764 aesthetics and culture as essentially poseurs/because they saw it somewhere and thought it was edgy or cool. The very fact that it's such a decentralized culture/memetic hazard is the point.
It's sort of like how when proana became a thing you had the massive grooming rings pushing it, but you also had random fags pushing it independently as cultural run-off.
As of now, Paffendorf is a schrodingers-cat; he is simultaneously connected and unconnected until anything is proved. He is the same kind of shit, but maybe from a different ass.
 
one thing that caught my eye was this news article about how the shooter used to go to public school in the area

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Rupnow lived in Madison's Sherman Village section, which is roughly 8 miles from Abundant Life Christian School, where she allegedly opened fire Monday, killing two and injuring six.
Divorce records from 2020 that were reviewed by ABC News said that Rupnow would continue attending school "in the Gompers/Black Hawk school district."
Gompers Elementary School has a 3/10 on GreatSchools and Black Hawk Middle School has a 2/10. the demographics, attached below, are bad for the elementary school and horrid for the middle school -- Black Hawk Middle School has 72% low income students and 34% black students, the majority at the school

speaking of 2020, reminder that because she's 15 she would have been 11 when covid hit the world and blue shithole cities like madison locked public services down and forced children to isolate in the pod. MMSD teachers even staged a protest (A) when they were expected to do their fucking jobs and teach children in person

it's also been reported that her dad had primary custody of her and she would regularly visit her mother in a town about an hour away. the fact that her father had primary custody is a terrible, terrible sign -- because the courts are so stacked in women's favor, that situation only happens when the mom is seriously fucked up

more than a grooming conspiracy, this is what happens when you lock children with shitty home lives (which is a lot of them) in insolation due to a flu and then stuff them into schools filled with niggers. the types of children that were raised in the last few years are so emotionally broken they're predisposed to being groomed into violence by peculiar looking clouds

if the manifesto floating around turns out to be true, she rages at niggers because she was forced to be in a school full of them before her father was able to get her to a private school
 

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Black Hawk Middle School has 72% low income students and 34% black students, the majority at the school
>black hawk middle school
Say it out loud, verbally, oh my god. You can't make this shit up. God has a sense of humor doesn't he?
it's also been reported that her dad had primary custody of her and she would regularly visit her mother in a town about an hour away. the fact that her father had primary custody is a terrible, terrible sign -- because the courts are so stacked in women's favor, that situation only happens when the mom is seriously fucked up
According to the second manifesto her dad was a drunk but her mom was a bad druggy. Her dad was, presumably by the facebook profiles and other stuff, a "functional alcoholic" able to work and vaguely try for a good life. He did genuinely care about her but still a horrid situation.
more than a grooming conspiracy,
I mean it's just objective that people connected to Nitro/this group were fucking her that's just proven. She was also in a literal 764 telegram channel. People like this grow to hate nigs/become extreme on their own, but others around them push them to despair.
Regardless, this is good research. Good work.
 
The BF was doing homework in German, but we already know all of these people are liars/larpers so that could be fake too.
Pardon my sperging, but I have never seen this much Wehraboo/Slavaboo faggotry with any other mass shooter (even the most racist ones), it reminds me of ISIS larpers to some degree. Rupnow was learning Russian and German on Duolingo, was e-dating a Kraut and was apparently plotting the shooting with another Kraut, had a bunch of Russian internet friends with one of them (Nitro if I recall correctly?) introducing her on Twitter as being "of German ancestry", and idolized some other Russian school shooter.

I wouldn't be surprised if these people were taking advantage of her teen Amerimutt identity crisis through reassurement that they're all "true Aryan ubermensch". I also wonder why the fuck she even bothered with writing a manifesto, clearly neither she or her Discord friends had any consistant ideology (e.g. idolizing both Russia and Nazi Germany) nor did she have any message even worth spreading beyond the usual "wahh my white trash parents are divorced". If the second manifesto's real, why idolize that Turkish femboy chaser guy who stabbed a bunch of uncles and managed to kill nobody? The schizo side of me thinks there's some link there, what a waste.
 
I mean it's just objective that people connected to Nitro/this group were fucking her that's just proven. She was also in a literal 764 telegram channel.
i'm not saying those groups aren't involved and aren't what pushed her over the edge, i'm saying this new batch of young teens are so broken they're going to be groomed by the first group that they get connected to on discord, or maybe even subliminal messages they see in cereal boxes. the grooming groups are almost incidental compared to how much destruction is starting to spill out of younger people at the drop of a hat
 
i'm not saying those groups aren't involved and aren't what pushed her over the edge, i'm saying this new batch of young teens are so broken they're going to be groomed by the first group that they get connected to on discord, or maybe even subliminal messages they see in cereal boxes. the grooming groups are almost incidental compared to how much destruction is starting to spill out of younger people at the drop of a hat
Whilst I agree with you here, a lot, I do think it's still important to call these things as they are. If a lot of dudes are in one place, with one underage girl, you have to call a spade a spade. They are terrified of those labels because it's true.
 
I also wonder why the fuck she even bothered with writing a manifesto, clearly neither she or her Discord friends had any consistant ideology (e.g. idolizing both Russia and Nazi Germany) nor did she have any message even worth spreading beyond the usual "wahh my white trash parents are divorced". If the second manifesto's real, why idolize that Turkish femboy chaser guy who stabbed a bunch of uncles and managed to kill nobody? The schizo side of me thinks there's some link there, what a waste.
Because everyone under the age of 30 is genuinely completely fucking retarded as a feature (not a bug) of their brains not having fully developed on a biological level. Not that being 30+ automatically makes one a genius or even less of a window-licker in many cases, but still, it's as simple as that.
 
I don't know if I believe her being a racist Hitler youth. Both victims were white, yeah?

Edit: Not saying she wasn't an edgy little shit, just that I'm not sure race was really a motive
 
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According to the second manifesto her dad was a drunk but her mom was a bad druggy. Her dad was, presumably by the facebook profiles and other stuff, a "functional alcoholic" able to work and vaguely try for a good life. He did genuinely care about her but still a horrid situation.
She has a lot in common with Colt Gray, in fact she’s like a female version. They both had druggie white trash parents that fought constantly, a gun loving dad, poor socio-economic background, age at shooting, etc… When Colt was first visited by police is was about threats on Discord, where his username was some Russian language spelling of the Sandy Hook shooters name .

A generation ago, and for a hundred previous, when kids had shit parents, and no other decent family, it was pretty common for other parents to informally adopt them for a time. By that I mean other adults could tell shit was bad at a kids home so suddenly little Johnny or Annie was magically allowed to stay overnight all the time, visit constantly, etc…they became like a member of another household. As a kid I didn’t realize how important this was to a child’s well-being and future - to experience a “normal life,” to know other people cared, to know they had a safe place, to understand the druggie white trash misery, chaos and strife wasn’t all life had to offer.

Colt or Samantha weren’t lucky enough to have a safety net like that. Their own shitty parents, via neglect, ensured the worst the internet has to offer had easy and regular access to them. Instead of being taken under the wing of some decent people, they found a “community” edgy discord predators that just reinforced and stoked the misery, chaos and nihilism while offering token carrots of faux “love” (aka sexual grooming) or social interaction/community.

In Samantha’s case I think it will be found she committed the shooting to impress her “boyfriend” and demonstrate she was as miserable and violent as the psychos they idolized. I’ll be curious what might turn up about Colt’s online activities at trial. His first threats about shooting up a school a year before the murders was on a discord that seems to have similarities to the ones Samantha frequented.
 
Just going to say outright every kid growing up in the 2000s looked at horrific gore sites and shock images. It was usually a "we're tough adults!" thing to do with other guys your age. Happy Tree Friends was really popular for a reason.
Was this a good thing? No, but it's a really common cultural memory. The net has always been a way dumb kids saw awful shit. Kids should not be online.
And then we get rotten.com widows who will tell you how big and strong they are for seeing those images as a kid and how everyone is a "pussy" nowadays for not being too fond of going on gore forums on a daily basis.
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I’ve been off the farms for a couple days, any major updates regarding Rupnow, the case in general and the surrounding internet fags?
 
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