So, you are Blinski? Your videos on Nyk are interesting I suppose, but what you are posting here about your personal problems is powerlevelling and off-topic, you understand? If you continue posting your personal drama to Youtube and then crossposting it here, you risk getting your own thread on this forum. I won't start it, but others here might notice your videos and decide you are a big dramacow yourself.
Another thing you should know: Nyk is not actually an autist like you insist he is.
Nyk listed his diagnoses in his Psychiatry video, which you should've watched before making your own videos. Autism was not one of his diagnoses. And he will never detransition like you did. If you were making millions being a troon on Youtube, would you give up such a profitable gig? Don't be silly, Nyk is past the point of no return. There is no incentive for him to detransition at this point. He himself said at the time that his transition is a suicide mission and that he expects to die after he has finally achieved "perfect" womanhood.
How is he desperate? He's making his millions on Patreon, he's doing just fine on his own. He doesn't need Netflix. In fact, I heard that Google is pushing channels like Nyk because they want to use these channels to compete with Netflix and get the 25+/35+ segment - that transitioned out of Youtube once they grew up and got bored/too busy for vlogging - to get active on Youtube again. Apparently the 25-35 year olds prefer to watch Netflix over Youtube, so Nyk is pushed as a product that Google can use to compete with Netflix. Plus I don't think Nyk could work for anyone other than himself and his Google overlords.