It's not about you. Most handlers don't even talk about their horses.
We're not pissed off. We're just watching. And watch we shall.
Just pretend like we're not there, ignore the color of the cars, the hand gestures, the looks, the suspicious man sitting on a bench, the operator disguised as a kid etc...
We mean no harm, just relax. Go to that bar you like, it's been a few weeks, it will do you some good.