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Did OtakMori mess up again?






5 years ago I lost my dog Bennie, he was fine at first, he went into the yard like he always does to bark at anything that passed by. He was a kind dog, loved to be picked up and hugged, some may say it's kind of sad but he was my best friend.
He came back in with blood pouring from his ear, we didn't know at the time but he had a growth in his ear that popped, nothing deadly or anything but it was still bleeding profusely, so we decided to take him to the vet in an emergency, the vet did not help, not because they couldn't do anything, they just didn't try anything and instead just put a wrap around his head to try and stop the bleeding, not even checking to see the cause of the bleeding.
The wrap was too tight and Bennie was panicking causing him to breath in reverse which was suffocating him, the vet told us he would calm down eventually and stop, he did not. I had to watch as my best friend helplessly suffocated in the floor and I couldn't do a thing about it, my mom decided to go back to the vet because he still hadn't calmed down and was still suffocating.
That was the last time I saw Bennie, bleeding from the ear and flat out on the floor from lack of oxygen.
The last thing I remember was my mom walking back up to the house with the bloodied bandage and Bennie's favourite blanket.
Despite everything Shion was able to atleast do something, if her cat is looking down on her it would be happy to know it had such a caring owner that did everything she could.
I'm not going to ask her to not be sad because that's asking too much, but I'd like to suggest she be a bit less harsh on herself.
She fed it, kept it warm, nursed it when it was sick and gave it all the love she had up until the last moment, she gave it her all, she has nothing to blame herself for.
He came back in with blood pouring from his ear, we didn't know at the time but he had a growth in his ear that popped, nothing deadly or anything but it was still bleeding profusely, so we decided to take him to the vet in an emergency, the vet did not help, not because they couldn't do anything, they just didn't try anything and instead just put a wrap around his head to try and stop the bleeding, not even checking to see the cause of the bleeding.
The wrap was too tight and Bennie was panicking causing him to breath in reverse which was suffocating him, the vet told us he would calm down eventually and stop, he did not. I had to watch as my best friend helplessly suffocated in the floor and I couldn't do a thing about it, my mom decided to go back to the vet because he still hadn't calmed down and was still suffocating.
That was the last time I saw Bennie, bleeding from the ear and flat out on the floor from lack of oxygen.
The last thing I remember was my mom walking back up to the house with the bloodied bandage and Bennie's favourite blanket.
Despite everything Shion was able to atleast do something, if her cat is looking down on her it would be happy to know it had such a caring owner that did everything she could.
I'm not going to ask her to not be sad because that's asking too much, but I'd like to suggest she be a bit less harsh on herself.
She fed it, kept it warm, nursed it when it was sick and gave it all the love she had up until the last moment, she gave it her all, she has nothing to blame herself for.

