The Transableism Movement

[Petronella]

Her need to lose her sight increased as she got older, and by 2006, she claims she found a psychologist who was willing to help her.

Shuping says the psychologist put numbing eye drops into her eyes, and then a couple of drops of drain cleaner.

Why the fuck has this psychologist not been fired

 

[DrJonesHat]

If this is true, that psychologist should be up on criminal charges.

 

[The Lizard Queen]

Why the fuck has this psychologist not been fired

I doubt it was an actual psychologist/psychiatrist. Nobody who went through that much schooling would be dumb enough to risk losing their practice and everything they've spent their life on over something like this.

It was probably some quack who took psych101 in college and decided he knew enough, or even more likely, this lady blinded herself and made everything else up.

 

[Strelok]

I doubt it was an actual psychologist/psychiatrist. Nobody who went through that much schooling would be dumb enough to risk losing their practice and everything they've spent their life on over something like this.

It was probably some quack who took psych101 in college and decided he knew enough, or even more likely, this lady blinded herself and made everything else up.

It could also be a case of some back alley wackjob, the same ones who people who want cheapo plastic surgery go to only to find out they person put caulking silocone in their ass. The kind who will do literally anything if the "patient" pays them enough. Obviously those people haven't spent a day in med school.

 

[Silver]

Weird, I was just reading through this topic yesterday on a whim despite it not having been updated in forever.

Anyway even if psychology/biology did determine that getting rid of her eyesight was truly the solution I don't think "drain cleaner" would have been at all the best way to do this, holy shit

 

[Strelok]

Weird, I was just reading through this topic yesterday on a whim despite it not having been updated in forever.

Anyway even if psychology/biology did determine that getting rid of her eyesight was truly the solution I don't think "drain cleaner" would have been at all the best way to do this, holy shit

Too expensive tbh, I could probably accomplish the same with some table salt and holy shit my own face hurts just thinking about this joke aborted, joke aborted.

 

[DoshesToDoshes]

Too expensive tbh, I could probably accomplish the same with some table salt and holy shit my own face hurts just thinking about this joke aborted, joke aborted.

 

[ELFairy]

What educated professional in their right mind would agree to pour Drain-o in somebody's eyes? That is definitely against the code of ethical conduct for psychologists/therapists. I know there are some hippy-dippy mental health professionals out there who buy into and enable their patients' delusions and aberrant behavior, but this truly disturbing.

 

[Strelok]

What educated professional in their right mind would agree to pour Drain-o in somebody's eyes? That is definitely against the code of ethical conduct for psychologists/therapists. I know there are some hippy-dippy mental health professionals out there who buy into and enable their patients' delusions and aberrant behavior, but this truly disturbing.

In all honesty there are three ways I see this going down.

A) The psychiatrist never existed and is a lie. Betting odds are on this one.

B) The psychiatrist is the equivalent of those people who do garage plastic surgery, unlicensed, untrained, and willing to do or say whatever keeps the money coming and the cops away.

C) The psychiatrist said actual things to her that she then twisted into "Nah it's cool, you totally should pour some fucking Drano into your eyes and be the beautiful blind butterfly you were meant to be" when they really said the exact opposite of that.

 

[glass_houses]

@dorkin44 I have a question to ask you. What's the difference in you wishing you were blind and temporarily rendering yourself as such in times of high stress, and someone with a severe sensory processing disorder doing the same thing?

 

[Ho Mo for Women]

@dorkin44 I have a question to ask you. What's the difference in you wishing you were blind and temporarily rendering yourself as such in times of high stress, and someone with a severe sensory processing disorder doing the same thing?

I think our trollshielding pal @dorkin44 is gone, unfortunately. He hasn't been here in months.

 

[glass_houses]

I think our trollshielding pal @dorkin44 is gone, unfortunately. He hasn't been here in months.

Damn. Ah well. It's an interesting read all the same. Batshit insane, but still interesting.

 

[💗Freddie Freaker💗]

These guys have a small forum. http://96528.activeboard.com/
There's also this website: http://www.biid.org/

 

[Sun Shihong]

They're "transitioning" AKA LARPing, but I wonder how it would be for them if they'd ever have to live with a life-long disability, rendering their lives harder.

As always in the magical land of Tumblr, it looks cool once people start giving praise for how much "awareness" they raise. But they're so sheltered inside their thick walls of circlejerking, lulz can become rage in no time.

Things like that are common among beggars in Brazil because the homeless use fake disabilities to scam people and make themselves more emotionally appealing.

 

[Picaninnyfreeze]

So the only difference between this and trannies is pure loss fetishized vs feminization.

 

[Mrs Paul]

So the only difference between this and trannies is pure loss fetishized vs feminization.

I don't know, I don't believe anyone's addressed that here yet.

 

[Toohottotrot]

Ok so ive been kicking around the biid community since b4 it was a koolaid flavor

It is a bigpharm dreammaker (thinking about it i cant workout why the behaviorist havent jumped on it) as most have other disorders

 

[trannyfucker]

Clive Jennings-White (Facebook (Archive)), born 1955, is a biologist who did research on sex steroids. He also did some weird stuff with pheromones, including developing a perfume based on human pheromones (Realm, still on sale).

Up until at least 2003, he was still known as Clive. GenderTrender has some good detail revealing he was married, two kids, and STILL (in 201 climbs mountains, as a fake paraplegic.

He was profiled in 2013 in this article which mysteriously failed to mention that he has lived most of his life as a man. It seems that Chloe may have got horny from various accidents, including riding off a stage on a bike aged nine, and pursuing dangerous sports such as downhill skiing in order to get the thrill of possible permanent paralysis.

Despite claiming in 2010 to have found a surgeon willing to paralyse him if someone would only pony up the $20k, this has sadly not yet happened.

There's a documentary on him here:

Chloe may have deliberately crashed his car at 75mph. “I could not say for sure, at that time, that I had not done it deliberately,” she says.

Chloe had a blog at transabled.org

Spoiler: He's a total psycho, here's a sample, note that Alicia here is his second, tranny, 'wife', not his original female one

http://web.archive.org/web/20130716...-thoughts/chloes-thoughts/lessons-of-love.htm]

The irony, just as I start to write this, is that my wife comes into the room and says "I’ve been feeling suicidal today". Last week she said "Suicide still makes a lot of sense to me". It has been a year since her pseudocide, and things are pretty different now. But I am married to someone who has bipolar disorder, and who has had some pretty shitty life experiences. What else would I expect?

Yes, it is different for both of us. Well, better actually. I would say this has been the best year of my life. It is odd how impactful experiences engender changes which can not be forseen. It is the strangest life I have ever known. A year later I believe I can reasonably say that some changes are permanent. I am writing to clarify the what, the how and the why.

I think I have already described the chain of events that started with a phone call from Alicia last June (2012) to tell me she was about to kill herself. I won’t rehash that. I’ll just focus on my own emotional experience, and how the changes wrought eventually affected my BIID.

Firstly, I fully believed I was about to become a widow. The grief of this was intense. I had previously talked Alicia down from countless episodes of suicidality, including one actual attempt. She has a long history of this, starting at age 13. Why would I take the latest threat so seriously? Well, I take seriously any talk of suicide from anybody. People die. Her voice was different this time; I knew that she fully believed she was about to die. And when I got home I saw all the preparation; no impulse control issue here, all carefully planned.

This time I knew there was no way to talk her down. There was nothing to say that had not already been said. We did talk about why. Ten years of childhood sexual abuse, from age six, is a terrible burden to carry. It can not be erased.

The irony of my wife’s suicidal feelings today is that her father died a few days ago. The torture outlives the death of the perpetrator. The psychology is complicated. We have been talking about it extensively.

So, a year ago I found a place of love within me that I would not have expected to exist. It is the love that needs nothing back in return. Dead people have nothing more to give except a memory (and food for wild animals in Alicia’s case). I said goodbye to my wife and went to bed. The emptiness beside me was still there in the morning.

I had promised that I would not kill myself immediately following her suicide. In my mind I had planned the mourning for a year, most likely followed by my own suicide. I would not be having sexual relations with anybody at all, despite my polyamory.

Yes, I have been entirely asexual for a year. But what can I do with my intensely polyamorous nature and feelings? Well, I love my friends asexually with gay abandon (haha!). Am I going to stay asexual? I don’t know. I explained at the last intersex meeting how much I am loving asexuality!

After the pseudocide was finished, Alicia told me that the unconditional unselfish love I had shown by giving her my acceptance of her suicide was what had saved her life. Way to go in talking someone down from suicide, Chloe! That was either complete idiocy or sheer genius!

I was changed by this in that I learnt about my capacity for unconditional love without requirement for anything in return. The synchronicity of this with asexuality and the influx of people with disabilities desiring my friendship is amazing.

The irony of having huge dollops of love to give without needing any back is that you get a LOT back! Apparently this happens by magic.

Recently I was knocked seriously off kilter by the DSM-5 (no BIID therein!). I was not expecting to bounce back any time soon; but I have. The greatest help has been from my friends with disabilities. It was not necessary to say that I needed help. I don’t think I even mentioned to anyone that I was in need of help. I didn’t know that I could be helped. That all happened by magic too.

At this point in the post I stopped writing and went to bed. The next day I picked out some books to recommend to a friend who is having relationship issues. I randomly opened one of them, "Love Is Letting Go of Fear" by Gerald Jampolsky, at a random page. My eyes fell to a random paragraph:

"When we are feeling unloved and depressed and empty inside, finding someone to give us Love is not really the solution. What is helpful is to Love someone else totally and with no expectations. That Love, then, is simultaneously given to ourselves. The other person doesn’t have to change or give us anything."

When I first read this, some years ago, it seemed like a lofty but unattainable aspiration. I was too needy. I guess I learnt the hard way; but the truth of it is wondrous and beautiful.

I thank my wife and so many dear friends who accept my unconditional love.

In 2008 his shrink , Dr. Michael First, told him that just as being a tranny is totally real and authentic, so too is his transabled fetish, and he should use a wheelchair to be his true, stunning, brave, crippled self. Chloe's wheelchair usage only extends as far as it is convenient, and he gets up at walks where ever necessary.

Dr Michael ties transabled directly to regular trannyism, and notes that pioneering trans doctor, paedo Dr. John Money did it first.

There are a bunch more links made to mentally ill doctors & tranny 'medicine' there.

n 2000, Dr. Gregg Furth, a New York child psychologist and one of Dr. Money's co-authors on his 1977 paper, published a book about the disorder, calling it amputee identity disorder. In addition to his professional interest in the subject, Dr. Furth had a personal one: from early childhood, he had wanted to have his right leg amputated above the knee.

Dr. Furth wrote the book with Dr. Robert Smith, whom he met while searching for a surgeon who would perform the elective amputation. When Dr. Furth found him in Scotland, Dr. Smith had already done two such operations, and he agreed, after consulting with two psychiatrists, to operate on Dr. Furth. But in 2000 Dr. Smith's hospital, the Falkirk Royal Infirmary in Glasgow, prohibited any further procedures of this type. Dr. Furth never received his amputation.

To Dr. First, the closest analogy was to gender identity disorder.

"When the first sex reassignment was done in the 1950's, it generated the same kind of horror" that voluntary amputation does now, Dr. First said. "Surgeons asked themselves, 'How can I do this thing to someone that's normal?' The dilemma of the surgeon being asked to amputate a healthy limb is similar."

Anything short of that specific site can be insufficient. One man from Dr. First's sample had a lifelong fixation on being a double leg amputee. After a shotgun accident, he lost his left arm. Amazingly, this did nothing to diminish the intensity of the man's desire to have his legs amputated.

In May 1998, the urge drove one man to a California surgeon who had lost his license more than 20 years earlier for several botched attempts at sex reassignment surgery. At a clinic in Tijuana, the surgeon, John Ronald Brown, 77, cut off the left leg of Philip Bondy, 79, of New York, who had paid him $10,000. Then Mr. Brown sent Mr. Bondy to a motel in a run-down section of San Diego to recover on his own.

Two days later, Mr. Bondy was dead of gangrene, and Mr. Brown was charged with second-degree murder. During the trial, newspaper reports said that Mr. Bondy had sought the operation to satisfy a "sexual craving." Mr. Brown was found guilty in October 1999 and sentenced to 15 years to life in prison.

John Ronald Brown had previously been profiled in the 1980s as 'the worst doctor in America'.

In 1977, following the death of one patient and a lawsuit from another, Brown's medical license was revoked by the California Board of Medical Quality Assurance for "gross negligence, incompetence and practising unprofessional medicine in a manner which involved moral turpitude".[1] He was also charged with allowing patients to work as unqualified, medical assistants (allegedly as barter for their own subsequent surgery), failing to hospitalize a patient who had developed a life-threatening infection and making false claims on medical insurance forms. Brown continued to practice medicine outside of California, but was successively barred from practicing in Hawaii, Alaska and the island of Saint Lucia.[5]

During the 1980s Brown began soliciting and advertising surgical services in the USA.[8] whilst performing the surgical procedures in Mexico. In 1986, an article in the magazine Forum reported on his procedure for surgically increasing penis length. The Forum article and an Inside Edition television documentary made several years later ("The Worst Doctor in America") both portrayed Brown as an incompetent and inept surgeon. While some of his patients were satisfied with their surgical results and praised Brown,[2] he gained an overall poor reputation and the nickname "Butcher Brown" amongst the transsexual community.[3] Despite this, desperate individuals continued to seek him out.

In 1990, Brown spent 19 months in prison for practicing medicine without a license. The charge came after Brown operated on a thirty-year-old male-to-female transsexual from Orange County, California .[9]After leaving prison, Brown worked as a taxi driver for a year before re-establishing himself in medical practice.[1]

The morning after the surgery, Bondy was found dead in a National City, California hotel room, by Dr. Gregg M. Furth, a New York child psychologist and fellow BIID sufferer who had traveled with Bondy to Mexico after being denied apotmennophilic surgery in the UK. Though they both wanted their legs amputated, Furth had backed out of having surgery with Brown at the last moment, after seeing an assistant carrying a large knife[10].[1] An autopsy showed Bondy had died of gas gangrene. A police search of Brown's home – a ground floor unit in a San Ysidro apartment building – revealed blood-soaked towels, sheets and mattresses, as well as anaesthetizing drugs,[9] surgical instruments and hundreds of tubes of super glue.[11] Police also discovered video tapes of Brown's operations.[12]