Skitzocow Kindness / Alyssa Jo Frauens / @KindKinkster / AJ Frauens / Stella Lawrence / Zion Stellar and Paul Mendoza / Bonnie Nelson / @BonnieMakes - LF BPD munchie furry dogsitter to pee in bathtub and eat all my food, inquire inside, hourly rates

[Questionable Ceviche]

Some people were in doubt whether she's (still) on T, but apart from the fact I recall seeing a picture with hair on her chest, there's this:

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That seems like a lot of leg hair, but Alyssa's hair is darker and she's very pale. I wouldn't automatically assume that she's on T just from that photo. People forget that women have body hair because almost all the pictures of women's bodies have that hair removed.

She's completely divorced from reality, too deep within her psychotic munching, and way too high down the kind of job that would have affordable benefits. It's hard to imagine her not only taking medication regularly but also going to doctor appointments and filling prescriptions like an adult. Mandy, Shmorky's ex, also had a similar gender crisis when she had a schizophrenic episode, with similar stories about rapes and sex trafficking out of the blue that don't make sense.

I don't doubt that she was on T at some point. Her body has deteriorated a lot. The thing that I doubt is that someone with as chaotic and unstable of a lifestyle as Alyssa can stick to a prescription medication schedule. This is also Bonnie's chance to stop taking estrogen in order to fuck that crazy BPD pussy.

I'm going to hazard a guess and say that her mom probably correctly recognizes that the trans stuff is yet another made-up bird roleplay.

 

[Assigned Host Body]

Some people were in doubt whether she's (still) on T, but apart from the fact I recall seeing a picture with hair on her chest, there's this:


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I've seen women who were not on T, whose legs were much hairier than her's.
I think the effects of T are visible in her skin, her breasts, her nose, and I think everybody with an internet connection has sadly seen the cursed coochie of Tranch doom.

In her defense (................................... I know), the soda may have been bought when she still had work.

Yeah, I get what you're saying, and you could be right. It's the whole BPD Pippy fuckin Longstockings, living in a cutsey house with animals, and a bottomless sack of gold pieces, while complaining and acting like she lives in a tuna can on Skid Row, eating pebbles she finds on the ground, and all the while fighting nazis and defending the poor from the evils of capitalism, that just sets me off.

 

[Kung Pow Cream]

The more she is naked, the more screwed up in the head I think she is. At this point I think she was raped at least once and that triggered something within her that kind of wants to be naked because it gives her control of her vulnerability, something that wasn't there when she was raped. Another sign of this is the fact that she'll actively go to others to have sex like how she did with her roommate during the robot baby scenario. Also, isn't it kinda weird and rape victimy that she has a underage identity that actively wants to have sex with grown adults? Doesn't that kinda underline the potential "control the vulnerability" mindset in her head? Combined with the BPD, I truly think she doesn't realize how strange it is for someone to be naked all the time. Nudists are strange but they do that in groups so it's fine. She is stranger because she'll do it just by herself while people are clothed.

She once said to Bonnie that she can't feel that much sensation during sex. How bad was she dissociating that she can't feel something on her skin? What the fuck happened to her that made her so out of touch with her body?

And why the fuck did someone give someone like this testosterone? No amount of hormones will make her feel more at home in her body. She needs therapy and prescription drugs, not hormones.

The people who are in her life truly don't want her to be happy. They're just using her for their own devices. Bonnie uses her as a cute side piece. The doctors use her to sell more drugs. No one actually wants her to be well. They're just letting her slowly devolve until she realizes how fucked up she has become and then kill herself.

 

[AMHOLIO]

doing a little digging by looking at weed shops in colorado, i know those jars typically hold 1g of wax but can hold up to 4g. seems the low end stuff starts at $20/g and the most expensive goes for $60/g. so yeah, decent chunk of change!

That's 800$-2,400$ alone!

 

[stupid frog]

Yeah, I get what you're saying, and you could be right. It's the whole BPD Pippy fuckin Longstockings, living in a cutsey house with animals, and a bottomless sack of gold pieces, while complaining and acting like she lives in a tuna can on Skid Row, eating pebbles she finds on the ground, and all the while fighting nazis and defending the poor from the evils of capitalism, that just sets me off.

haha, basically, I will excuse her purchases possibly made will working, but if I see that shit in like a month I'll be sus.
I wonder how much her rent is... she's very like Rioley in this regard.

 

[Humbert Humbert]

Oops, it’s that part of the day where I procrastinate from doing my coursework and instead document the Twitter feeds of mentally unstable troons!

So to start with, she may or may not have indoctrinated BonBon into witchcraft. I hope we get a Tenacious Unicorn Ranch witchcraft arc, complete with (non-lethal) alpaca rituals and the addition of Unicorn crystals and alpaca themed tarot cards to their shop. [A]

Spoiler: The rats love it, I’m sure

I’m not sure what hex she’s talking about, but nothing she says makes sense, so I’m just going with it.

When she arose from her slumber 9 hours later, she decided to enlighten us on numerous aspects of her mental illness in a rapid fire tweet session. I’m not kidding, she tweeted all of the following in the span of 10 minutes.

She slept on the couch because her dog alter fronted. NSFW because not surprisingly, she’s naked with her tits out. [A]

Spoiler: This is why you don’t do drugs

In the replies, she mused on how it’s a good relationship because… Bonnie let her sleep on her own couch, in her own house.

Her pleasant mood carried on to the next tweet, in which she shares her hope for her future after some inner turmoil yesterday. [A]

She has some reservations, however [A].
Bitch, what career? You can’t be worried about long-term plans in terms of your career when you don’t even HAVE one to begin with. Small steps, Alyssa, start with one job and then look for one that will last. Sitting in the bathtub and nudeposting is not helping whatsoever.

I guess that thinking about employment traumatized her to the point of remembering to pull out her alters and apply the hopeful outlook to that whole thing too [A].
She then switches over to discussing sex [A].

Remembering to drag her alters into this, she divulges details of sexual relations between two of her headmates [A].

Oh, and ChadBetaBonnie is crazy about that mental illness [A].

 

[Kingfisher9000]

Sorry for being retarded but where are these bird videos everyone’s talking about? I went back several pages and only found the video where she’s pretending to be a talking rat or whatever.

 

[rattus norvegicus]

the fucking go-gurts lmaooo... i would argue she just went shopping with her griftbux cause this is still pretty bare bones food stuff. I'm seeing stuff for sandwiches, hot dogs, milk, butter, a rotisserie chicken, and various drinks/nutritional shakes (for when she's too overcome by her glass bones and paper skin to make a sandwich or heat up a hot dog in the microwave lol)

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trying to figure out what this shit is, i'm thinking the blue bottle is her weed?

It's a veterinary prescription bottle, I recognize the top. Not sure why the prescribers label is torn off though.

 

[WhineMeDineMe69Me]

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Oh my lord, that deflated titty, and horrifying grin is the stuff of nightmares. Plus the way this photo is framed it looks like she shaved her hair into a straight up skullet. Maybe magic is real…someone clearly cursed her with some type of rapid aging spell…

 

[BoobWhiskers]

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So given that Alyssa was born in 1992 as per the OP, she's 29 at the moment. Claims to not only have been diagnosed with DID (lol), but to have been diagnosed with it a decade and a half ago , when she would have been ~15 years old. Pretty sure that, like many other mental illnesses, nobody's gonna be diagnosing that shit at an age where you're an attention-obsessed teenage girl who's busy thinking that Edward Cullen is your irl husbando and doodling hearts with 'Mrs. Alyssa Kindness [classmate's name here]' in your notebook five hundred times.
I mean, Alyssa STILL acts like a hysterical 15y/o girl, but that's beside the point.

I do agree with other posters that I could buy that she got molested by daddy as a kid or something, she's hypersexual and sexually inappropriate and seems like she probably has been from a young age, which is pretty normal for badtouch.jpg. Turning something like that into schizoposting about how everyone and their auntie repeatedly kidnapped, gangraped, and sex trafficked her probably didn't help her case if that was actually what happened though.
Kind of reminds me of... god, whatshername, the one crazy chick we have here on the farms who thinks that Harvey Weinstein is gangstalking her or whatever. Same energy.

 

[Chapstick4Lyfe]

Sorry for being retarded but where are these bird videos everyone’s talking about? I went back several pages and only found the video where she’s pretending to be a talking rat or whatever.

Here's a link, it's truly terrible.

 

[AprilRains]

Kind of reminds me of... god, whatshername, the one crazy chick we have here on the farms who thinks that Harvey Weinstein is gangstalking her or whatever. Same energy.

You're thinking of Pamela Swain. It's an apt comparison.

 

[KiwiFuzz]

NGL I want the DMV to administer behind the wheel and written tests to every single one of the headmates, including the dog and the bird.

I'm talking 12 straight hours at the DMV filling out bubbles.

And if one fucking headmate doesn't know the speed limit for a school zone or some shit, lol, no loicense for you.

 

[Drums Into Space]

trying to figure out what this shit is, i'm thinking the blue bottle is her weed?

PL but in my experience blue colored bottles were for opiates and/or pills that can’t be exposed to light. The label ripped off reminds me of the bottles you get from plugs when you buy pills. Usually they get the prescription filled then rip the label off and resell it.

 

[T0oCoolFool]

Here's a link, it's truly terrible.

I choked on my coffee watching this. Fucking

I was expecting tweeting or whistling.... not whatever the hell this is.

How is Bonnie able to keep a straight face when she starts talking like that?

 

[Chapstick4Lyfe]

I choked on my coffee watching this. Fucking

I was expecting tweeting or whistling.... not whatever the hell this is.

How is Bonnie able to keep a straight face when she starts talking like that?

She sounds exactly like the bird lady from Kids in the Hall.

I don't understand how Bonnie is putting up with this shit. She seems exhausting to be around in person. I mean, everyone is a little weird, but she goes above and beyond. But, I guess it's this and getting to rail a BPD or shoveling alpaca shit and being with your non-binary husband who doesn't respect your quest for weirdo pussy.

 

[Medicinal Molduga]

Here's a link, it's truly terrible.

Just in case.

 

[Bob_]

So Ezra is a dog now? I was sure Ezra was a guy or something.

And she needs to get a short back and sides to really commit to the FtM lifestyle.

I swear her nose is getting more bulbous.

 

[Chapstick4Lyfe]

I swear her nose is getting more bulbous.

Does HRT affect FtM noses? Because they all seem to have the same gross nose. Or is it just that HRT makes them look gross all around?

 

[Shucky Ducky]

I swear her nose is getting more bulbous.

It's like she's transitioning to look like Charles Bukowski.