AME LOCKDOWN HAS BEGUN
lately my brain hasn't been feeling too well and i feel like my streams have been missing that extra ame spice
which irks the fffffck out of me. I'm sorry if I've let you down somehow by moving some streams around or being quieter than usual
when i started streaming last year, my personal goal was to stream as much as I could for our first year together, and did that go by FAST. Now that we're all the way over here, there's more hololive projects I'm focused on and I'd also like to take more time to read or collect more skills(dl brain dlc). It's confusing for me because I have been so focused on streaming, watching streams, reading about the stream and s t r e a m b r a i n thinking about streams most of my awake time when I'm not streaming, and am I SHIT at multitasking
Maybe I am burned out or something, i keep trying to bruteforce myself back into the same groove and its not WORKING
which is pissing me off, so now an emergency international ame lockdown is in place
I know I don't have to write this whole ass essay for you, and a lot of you are happy and satisfied with my current output, which I am eternally thankful for. But I also want be open with you guys! That feels really important to me, even if sometimes that might come back to bite me in the ass...There's obviously things I could be doing better, no matter what there is always room for improvement. Just know I really am trying in my own ame way (๑・̑◡・̑๑) Anywho, minus the rest of what is scheduled for the next 6 days or so, things will probably be slowing down for a little bit. Streaming and I are INTERLINKED though, so don't be melodramatic over it okay
you could always take that five bucks and get urself somethin nice
i mean it
tldr
ame pace will be slowing down a bit
thank u for putting up with me so far
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bonus reading update:
currently reading Permutation City
I want to read a good simulation fiction!