Secret Gamer Girl / SecretGamerGrrl / Googleshng / "Violet Hargrave" / Jacob Lawrence (Jake) Alley / Violet Cassandra Ocean - Delusional Zoe Quinn Stalker, Libelous Tweeter, Thirsty Gnome, Faux-Tranny Neckbeard Incel, Micropenis, "Known Troubled Person", Creator of "Massive vs the Masses", Self-Described "Noise Making Thing"; Lives in Niantic, CT

  • 🔧 At about Midnight EST I am going to completely fuck up the site trying to fix something.
Is it just me or has he completely abandoned cry-typing when doing these stunts?
He never did it that often to begin with, it was only a couple times that he pretended to be on the edge right that very minute.
I think he gave it up because it just throws in his face that if he ever really were dying or having a psychotic meltdown, nobody would care in the slightest.
 
I don’t really feel like this applies when you threaten suicide at least once a month.

Besides, what “help” are people supposed to give? Kill Jesse Singal? Force publishers to give Jake a job? Get murderers that don’t exist arrested?

This argument would be a lot more convincing if troons--and Jake especially--didn't have a long, long history of suicide baiting to emotionally blackmail others into giving them attention. If they really cared about suicide prevention, they wouldn't abuse the baiting.
This is what's so manipulative and disgusting about the whole situation. Jake doesn't act suicidal. He acts like a spoiled brat threatening to hold his breath until he DIES, MOM!

I get that he doesn't have any friends or family or casual acquaintances in his real life to reach out to when he's feeling bad, so all he can do is turn to his "friends" on social media to wail at until he gets some attention. Normal people might have a hard time understanding this and I'm not excusing it, but that actually makes a little sense. It's pathetic, but I can see it.

But his suicidal desperation doesn't stem from him being depressed. Even he says this. He's not the one with the problem, guize. He doesn't need antidepressants or electroconvulsive therapy or whatever. He's just a perfectly normal woman. It's the Nazis and his lack of toys that are going to make him kill himself.

Even the Nazis thing might, deeps down, be fixable with some pills; he might be more delusional than we realize and need an antipsychotic to go along with his daily HRT. (Or, he might need to lay off the HRT if it's making him loony. Loonier.) The targeted harassment of a journalist who barely knows he exists and even then, is only vaguely aware of Jake as a Twitter account might be related to this, but it's just as likely that he really thinks he has the clout to end a career. Or at least, he thinks he deserves the clout to cancel Singal, and that the cancellation is imminent and he wants to be in the vanguard and get interviewed and be the face (or at least the Twitter handle) of the trans revolution where anyone even slightly critical or questioning is put up against the wall.

He wants that even more than the stuff of his Amazon wishlist. Which he'll get anyway, along with a huge boost to his Patreon, as soon as this latest witch hunt pans out and he starts his own CON, and he's suddenly as famous as Zoe and she'll return his calls again, and everyone who abandoned him for being a creep will beg forgiveness and he can cancel them in retaliation if he wants, and it'll be like the good old days where he's important and he has friends and makes a ton of money "researching" and "doing activism" from the comfort of his attic. Because really, what's the difference between him and Zoe anyway? They're both women in the gaming industry who get picked on because they're too beautiful. She got to speak at the UN. Why can't Jake?

If only he could build up enough pity for the world at large to say, "You know what? Violet's suffered enough. We should really form a mob and smite some people for her". That's what leadership is, right?
 
he might be more delusional than we realize and need an antipsychotic to go along with his daily HRT
I've been highly doubtful of this ever since we caught him going from full-on meltdown on Twitter to Jovial Jake on Twitch in the span of 20 minutes. Whatever's wrong with him mentally, he doesn't actually think the Nazis are coming for him.
 
If only he could build up enough pity for the world at large to say, "You know what? Violet's suffered enough. We should really form a mob and smite some people for her". That's what leadership is, right?
The problem there is that in order to get white knights, you have to be female and fuckable. The barrier for both is low - you can be a fairly plain woman or even a reasonably well-passing tranny and still get simps - but Jake can’t even hit those requirements. Depending on how gullible you are, he’s either a middle-aged obese neckbeard in a wig or a mystery woman whose appearance is unknown.
 
I've been highly doubtful of this ever since we caught him going from full-on meltdown on Twitter to Jovial Jake on Twitch in the span of 20 minutes. Whatever's wrong with him mentally, he doesn't actually think the Nazis are coming for him.
Agreed. I'm just allowing for the possibility because I may be a shitlord, but I'm a fair-minded shitlord.
The problem there is that in order to get white knights, you have to be female and fuckable. The barrier for both is low - you can be a fairly plain woman or even a reasonably well-passing tranny and still get simps - but Jake can’t even hit those requirements. Depending on how gullible you are, he’s either a middle-aged obese neckbeard in a wig or a mystery woman whose appearance is unknown.
My point exactly. Part of him really believes -- or more accurately, really wants both himself and other people to believe -- that he's Jessica Rabbit reborn. He's a hot woman the same way he works in the gaming industry -- wigs and what could pass for boobs, maybe, in bad lighting. But to drop the charade is more than he can handle, so he must be just like Zoe Quinn. So where's his white knights already?
 
I don’t really feel like this applies when you threaten suicide at least once a month.

Besides, what “help” are people supposed to give? Kill Jesse Singal? Force publishers to give Jake a job? Get murderers that don’t exist arrested?
In Jake's diseased mind? Yes.

Also, be a dear and have Zoe Quinn bathed and sent to his tent. Do it or else you're a Nazi transphobe.
 
Even the Nazis thing might, deeps down, be fixable with some pills;
My speculation from previous posts is that he just woke up from a nightmare: he overslept the last 20 years of his life and wants to go back.

Realizing that this is true, that he did nothing with his life, is what causes him anxiety. He desperately wants to be younger and re-live a different life, like how hormones would make him younger and make him not bald, plus the career of being a superstar RPG maker. But he is set in his lifestyle/sloth and "Nazis" will be anything reminding him of everything that he is not and will never be. He's 40 and not a twee girl(18 and over but not under) like the rpg characters he creates for himself.
 
Even the Nazis thing might, deeps down, be fixable with some pills; he might be more delusional than we realize and need an antipsychotic to go along with his daily HRT. (Or, he might need to lay off the HRT if it's making him loony. Loonier.)
Real Nazis, faced with an autistic wailing gnome who absolutely refuses to do any work and constantly threatens suicide, would help him along by giving him a gift. That is, Giftgas.
 
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He is trying to seed the idea that he is a beautiful woman by inventing these quotes and dropping them into his tweets.

It's all for attention, money, and gifts. That is what he means when he says he needs "help." He has at times--presumably out of frustration--explicitly asked for these things.

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I think the suicidality is entirely fake as is the claim that he feels besieged and scared for his life. Jake wants stuff for free. He has a two-pronged approach. He is trying to establish that he is a sexually desirable woman and he pretends to be suicidal. That's how he plans to get what he wants.

Jake has compensatory power fantasies. The high watermark for feeling powerful was his time with CON. From the leaks, we learn that he really wanted to destroy people and he thought he had the power to do so. Some of his posts dripped with pure malice. IIRC he said he wanted to destroy some woman's career and made a euphemistic reference to having her forced to resort to prostitution. Thankfully he is an impotent and incompetent dick head. None of his malicious plans transpired because he had nothing more than a feeling of power. Jake hasn't in retrospect realized that he had no clout. He imagines that he still has the power to destroy reputations. That seems to drive his defamatory tweets.
 
Jake basically thinks the whole world operates on the principle "white woman says she's scared of something and a lynch mob forms to protect her delicate femininity."

The expressions of fear and terror are just a passive-aggressive way for him to make demands. "I'm scared of him, which means if you don't knock him on his ass, you're not really treating me like a fragile flower of femininity, so maybe you'd like to go hunt him down now?"
 
I liked the bit where he implied it's not a big deal if straight women get raped, only lesbians. Or is it that only lesbians get raped? I can't tell, but assault is obviously worse for Violet than anyone else.

She's so tiny, how could she ever defend herself?

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"woman who isn't into men"
Transbian confirmed.
 
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look at all the hashtags and slogans of this pathetic little bigot scumbag loser who has six times the followers of Jake!
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and definitely do look at all the hashtags and slogans of this heroic progressive winner involved in the conversation:
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OP plus the rest of the Googleshng:
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I like how Jake's exhaustive list of "noteworthy" 19th Century authors is Baum, Wilde, Shelly and Dickens. (Only one of whom was American and was the only one in place temporally to be a "progressive" during which he, instead of being "a big diversity advocate", advocated genocide of Native Americans.)

Also like how he QT'd the post to avoid the original thread so the pathetic little bigot loser couldn't respond.
 
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look at all the hashtags and slogans of this pathetic little bigot scumbag loser who has six times the followers of Jake!
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I like how Jake's exhaustive list of "noteworthy" 19th Century authors is Baum, Wilde, Shelly and Dickens. (Only one of whom was American and was the only one in place temporally to be a "progressive" during which he, instead of being "a big diversity advocate", advocated genocide of Native Americans.)

Also like how he QT'd the post to avoid the original thread so the pathetic little bigot loser couldn't respond.
Mary Shelley was a feminist and Charles Dickens advocated against poverty, but they certainly weren’t the liberal icons Jake thinks they were. There are aspects of both that were pretty problematic, and the suffragette movement wasn’t really a thing when they were active. Wilde was arrested for being gay, but he was in no way an LGBT rights campaigner and as far as I’m aware, said nothing about race or feminism.

I can think of plenty of 19th century authors who weren’t “diversity advocates.” Pretty much all of them, in fact. Find me anything pro-LGBT in Wells, Hugo, any of the Brontes, Austen, Hardy, Conan Doyle, Stevenson, Poe, not to mention the hundreds that don’t make it on to the school syllabus.
Shelley is a funny choice seeing as her most famous work is about how just because science can stitch together an abomination doesn't mean you should.
It’s a work with many interpretations, but one is that Frankenstein fucks up because men just can’t do birth and by implication, are shit at being women. I doubt Shelley would have been very impressed with this gigantic gnome mansplaining her work.
 
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