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SkitzocowKindness / Alyssa Jo Frauens / @KindKinkster / AJ Frauens / Stella Lawrence / Zion Stellar and Paul Mendoza / Bonnie Nelson / @BonnieMakes - LF BPD munchie furry dogsitter to pee in bathtub and eat all my food, inquire inside, hourly rates
I find it hilarious that as much as they’re yelling about trans women being women, and how anyone who only wants to have sex with non-troons is tRaNsPhObIc, the minute they all caught whiff of a real vagina, even one attached to a hideous creature like Alyssa, it disrupted their entire dynamic. I guess they’re not satisfied with eachothers’ girldicks and crusty amholes, either.
The key point in DID is the fact that you're dissociating. You aren't able to know what that "part of you" feels because you immediately lose memory and time while they're doing their thing. You aren't able to talk to them in your head. You aren't able to give them names. You don't know how they act unless someone tells you what happened.
That's "real" DID, and even the existence of that is controversial. "Multiples" is just purely made up tumblr bullshit for morons to claim they're special. It doesn't exist. Surprisingly enough, it's also highly correlated with troonery, another form of made up bullshit.
That's "real" DID, and even the existence of that is controversial. "Multiples" is just purely made up tumblr bullshit for morons to claim they're special. It doesn't exist. Surprisingly enough, it's also highly correlated with troonery, another form of made up bullshit.
Real DID was first purposed under Project Artichoke as a way to create the perfect agent that would do what ever the "driver" told them too including committing suicide or killing their own families. It exists but to induce it in someone you need to start young and abuse the fuck out of them. I'm not talking about Epstein's loli island, I'm talking about North Fox Island levels of fucked up. The best example of an adult who under went this process was Sirhan Sirhan who was programmed to kill RFK. The girl in the polka-dot dress was one of his "drivers". The victim has no idea they have split personas and sure as fuck doesn't name them. Alyssa is full of shit and was never a part of the child fucking blackmail ring. The worst she ever experienced was daddy getting tipsy and getting a little too handsy with her.
I was trying to walk it off too—all fine, go back to the scheduled partying— every time I only slightly put any pressure on it though, my entire body would crumble. I'd just straight up fall over.
By comparison, I sprained an ankle and walked on it for five miles. After about five minutes I thought I was over it and it wasn't until later in the night after a couple hours sitting that it swelled up like a grapefruit. Even at that point I could still walk albeit a bit tenderly, and even a couple days in, it would actually get somewhat better just by walking on it.
This is just more lies from a malingering whore. She's describing a sprain at most. Or just bitching and complaining about absolutely nothing.
Thanks for the shoutout once again. I have a question. How can someone who doesn’t understand anything about the human subconscious—for example the fact that we are multi-faceted creatures and not robots who are programmed to feel one way and one way only—claim to be better at providing psychiatric care than a professional who has actually studied the human psyche for 10+ years? Honestly. Explain to me how that makes sense in your mind. Do you think you’re some kind of psychiatric genius or something?
Do you think it’s possible that you’ve actually not achieved any kind of progress in treating Alyssa’s mental illness, but that her codependency and attachment to you would have her believing you’re god himself and thus she is cured entirely by the power of your healing hands?
For people who claim to be into extremely deviant sexual practices, Paul and Kindness really don't understand that Kiwis become uncontrollably amorous whenever lolcows talk about them.
That's "real" DID, and even the existence of that is controversial. "Multiples" is just purely made up tumblr bullshit for morons to claim they're special. It doesn't exist. Surprisingly enough, it's also highly correlated with troonery, another form of made up bullshit.
Yeah that's what I'm saying. "Being plural" is just having facets to your personality. This is a normal thing. A normal person doesn't act the same way around everyone and in different environments because we're complex creatures. Our forum chatting is equivalent of this situation. Most of us have lives and such off of the forums but here we take on the personas of kiwis because humans are like that.
Adding a name to something that is simply daily life for a majority of the population is quite silly. It would be the equivalent of having a condition that gave you ten fingers when you were born.
Also I'd like to step in before Bonnie tweets out something that says "Aha! I got them! They agree with me that many people are plural!" or some nonsense like that. No bro, having multiple facets of yourself is normal. It's not special. It's more abnormal if someone doesn't change their personality around people. That means they are socially inept in a way where they can't conform to general standards to continue a conversation or some kind of general relationship with another person. Normal people don't tell jokes around certain people. Normal people change their behavior around certain people. Normal people change their behavior when it suits them.
By comparison, I sprained an ankle and walked on it for five miles. After about five minutes I thought I was over it and it wasn't until later in the night after a couple hours sitting that it swelled up like a grapefruit. Even at that point I could still walk albeit a bit tenderly, and even a couple days in, it would actually get somewhat better just by walking on it.
This is just more lies from a malingering whore. She's describing a sprain at most. Or just bitching and complaining about absolutely nothing.
My ankles dislocate easily, if i twist my ankle or step on it wrong (or breathe on it too hard). What she’s describing sounds a bit like what happens when my ankle goes out of joint (doesn’t really feel like a break, but definitely feels like something’s wrong with the bone). I’ve always managed to walk on it (albeit with lots of swearing) without crutches, though. She probably just needs to stretch and massage the muscles a little, worst case get a chiropractor to yank it back into place. Even just resting it for a few days will probably make it move back on its own.
This is kinda random and I hate to post so frequently but why doesn't Alyssa just get a transcription job at Rev.com or something? If she says she's a writer, she should at least have good English skills and she types all the time on twitter so her typing speed is probably good. Is she just so lazy that she has never looked up any work from home jobs or is she too dumb to think of that job herself? Or is it that she'd rather just sit and grift and hope that the rent money comes to her?
She has said she wanted a job but I'm quite sure her "sex work" won't go anywhere so there's no point in that so I thought I might just throw that out there. Perhaps I am pozloading my neghole by suggesting this but I'm not particularly sure if I have stepped over the line.
Think of her like Chris: we can suggest all the good and constructive things in her life to her, but she would only take the route of least resistance or more importantly, the same habits to get what she wants. Everyone told Chris positive suggestions over the years usually got lip serviced or ignored, people who told him to fuck his mom instantly got his penis jammed into Barb without a second thought.
I garuntee most online communist LARPers would immediately kill her due to how much of an annoying useless faggot she is screaming about "plurals" and rape at the top of her lungs while being railed by the gunt incarnate bonnie
What do you mean - 90% of the community IS annoyingly useless fags with mental illness and fake systems, the one thing that separates her from them is that she is consistently having sex with a partner instead of crying about loneliness or having a huge polycule (which she would like but you know).
Not even naturally; every one of her delusions & excuses has been lifted from somewhere else. She's like an automatic blank slate.
If this girl had come up in a religious environment (with the right influences), Alyssa would absolutely be a True Believer in the evangelical world/circuit, along with being a lot more successful. The best proselytizers do what she does, only with scripture & prophets.
She'd be a perfect woman for the quiverful movement, a horrifying sentence to type and realize. She'd be pumping out kids, pumping out scripture, and dominating and hoarding her children like a good wife. The only thing that might break the deal would be female promiscuity but I'm sure she could hide an affair or twelve.
Powerlevel: I was bummed out for the longest time over some personal stuff, but this shit right here makes me reconsider it all- because if this is what true love looks like, then I don’t want it.
Reminder: if you become plural, please report to the nearest mod for your bouns halal thread - you earned it!
I'm glad the internet isn't my therapist. I feel much nicer with the one I got, I hope he recognizes and respects that as someone who's also mentally ill and doesn't tell me he needs me to see him as he's better than people with degrees.
Oh dude you definitely got autism, take a look at your surroundings and how exactly the past month of your life has brought you there. Autism would make a very bad excuse, but it would be an explanation of some kind nonetheless. [A]
He does have a bit of the tism face, but not quite.
For those curious: Alyssa identifies as an ANTICapitalist, meaning anything hating capitalism and providing an alternative to worker exploitation is good for her.
Here's some of my favorite Alyssa tweets on capitalism:
@kindkinkster, please do:
It would be something to do while in bed. I'm always keen on learning more magic!
This is kinda random and I hate to post so frequently but why doesn't Alyssa just get a transcription job at Rev.com or something? If she says she's a writer, she should at least have good English skills and she types all the time on twitter so her typing speed is probably good. Is she just so lazy that she has never looked up any work from home jobs or is she too dumb to think of that job herself? Or is it that she'd rather just sit and grift and hope that the rent money comes to her?
She has said she wanted a job but I'm quite sure her "sex work" won't go anywhere so there's no point in that so I thought I might just throw that out there. Perhaps I am pozloading my neghole by suggesting this but I'm not particularly sure if I have stepped over the line.
The same reasons why most cows don't do things like this. Entitlement, laziness, actually sucking at everything, being a mental basket case, having exceptionally exceptional commie delusions, romaticizing the living shit out of their not entirely realistic version of prostitution, et cetera. Even her sex work seems to be the current year e-girl type shit where they aren't turning tricks out in the streets, they're posting their photos on OnlyFans and similar sites.
I'm bored again so I'm going to try to figure how often she mentions her seizures and if there is a correlation between them being mentioned and attention seeking. This will go from the present time to the past in reverse chronological order.
10/21/2021-10/20/2021: Multiple seizures
10/19/2021-10/17/2021: Before the drive to the tranch, she mentions that she didn't want to have a seizure while driving. If you all remember, she has a seizure at the ranch.
10/4/2021 : Bonnie is with her and she says she has multiple seizures.
10/2/2021: Multiple seizures
9/27/2021: Seizure mentioning after saying she quit her nanny job.
9/26/2021-9/22/2021: Her friends are trying to figure out what causes her seizures. (I doubt they'll find it because there's not really a trigger. This is also the point in time where someone at the tranch was saying she was faking her seizures. During this period she says she had multiple seizures during her stay during the stay at the tranch including while driving. Apparently she also has limited eyesight and mobility.
9/16/2021: Mentions that she hasn't had a seizure since her nanny job because apparently she wasn't eating and it was stressful
9/13/2021: Seizure during nanny job.
9/9/2021: More wondering if seizures are being caused by nanny job.
9/7/2021: Seizure again during nanny job. Angry that she can't smoke pot with the kiddies around. A very interesting tweet of hers from that day:
Wow, I didn't realize you could totally just be sitting around and not realize you were having a seizure. Maybe I'm just not well versed in such things.
9/2/2021: Mentions that she's been having flare ups with seizures and wants to get a doctor for them. She says she faints a lot and has seizures on job. Also had seizures during this day.
9/1/2021: She manages to tweet during a seizure.
8/31/2021: Mentions that she's having seizures and that she doesn't like the amount of hours she's putting in at her nanny job. She also senses a seizure as well.
8/29/2021-8/28/2021: Multiple seizures during this time period
8/24/2021: Multiple seizures.
8/22/2021-8/21/2021: Mention on 8/24 that she had multiple seizures over the weekend but also she makes this interesting tweet that says she only thinks they were seizures.
Maybe I'm just not getting it but I feel like it's all or nothing when it comes to knowing if it's a seizure or not. Isn't it like pregnancy where it's also all or nothing? Alyssa, are you seizing or are you not?
8/7/2021: Mentions that she feels as though a seizure is coming because she is getting better at picking up the aura.
8/5/2021: Interesting talk about her symptoms.
She also manages to tweet during one of her seizures this day as well again.
7/31/2021: Multiple seizures
7/4/2021: Talking about how her mobility is hindered by her seizures. Doctors won't take her seriously because the symptoms don't line up. Wow I wonder why.
7/2/2021: Seizures while driving. The people who employed her to be a nanny have told her to go to a doctor but she complains that they don't give her enough money or time to go to the doctor.
6/28/2021: Talks about going to a doctor due to her experiences and she thinks they're seizures
6/26/2021: Says that her mobility stuff may be caused by her seizures. CBD helps. She unfortunately records herself struggling to get up but it doesn't really make any sense. She's using just one hand to get herself up because she's holding the phone in the other.
I literally don't understand why she keeps moving the camera to show her body other than that she's batshit insane. Link
6/1/2021: Interesting tweet. I still don't understand how you don't know it's a seizure.
1/23/2021: First tweet about seizures
I'm not a medical professional and I would love for someone to tell me wtf is going on here but the stuff she writes about is very suspicious. For example, how do not know if you're having a seizure? Don't they have characteristics that are easy to know? How the flying fuck do you tweet during a seizure? I thought that since your brain was melting, you would be unable to do such a thing.
I know she's prone to munching but I just want to know how big of a munchie is she.
Edit: Forgot to note where I'm getting my information from. I am using the advanced search on twitter and simply looked up any tweet from her that contained the word "seizure" or "seizures".
Edit 2: Also added tweets that contained "siezure" or "siezures"
Edit 3: I was looking through the previous posts in this thread and saw this post and realized that her "seizures" may literally just be from her using adderall too much.
Nausea, chills, pain, weakness, and vomiting are all side effects of adderall use. She's literally just a pill junkie. A few weeks before she started talking about seizures, she was saying that she convinced her psychiatrist to increase her dosage in Adderall.
In the Tranch thread, I previously posted this chain of tweets from Kindness about how she is incontenent. She deleted these tweets today, for whatever reason. I imagine she's deleting lots of other tweets too.
So some psychfaggotry from me again. I DO believe Kindness was sexually abused at a young age at some point by someone. It's actually not uncommon for kids to have incontinence issues when molested. It works like a self defense, if you pee or poop yourself, that's a turn off for most people. It also is a semblance of control that you can have over these organs that otherwise you wouldn't be able to have.
Freud is rolling in his grave over this. The shaming I also believe too because it's very realistic and would likely compound them. It is very weird to see older kids and teens with those issues so it's worth looking into.
CSA Warning Sign Example:
Another example is I know an elementary teacher who had an issue with one 2nd grader who kept shitting himself. Daily. The teacher was very diligent and had an autistic bathroom schedule etc. for him and I eventually told her colleague who I am closer to that it might be sexual abuse and lo and behold. Now he's seeing a child psychologist and is no longer shitting himself. I'm saying this part not to PL but as a warning to any Kiwis who know of children/teens who have serious incontinence issues that are not explained otherwise by medical issues or age-appropriateness (autists and schizophrenics tend to have incontinence issues as well), if you're an Burgerlander you can report it anonymously to CPS and they will look into it and follow the case for 30 days mandatorily . I am not sure about other countries but please check your local laws to report it to the right authority. You can also tell mandated court reporters (people who by law have to report suspected abuse) like therapists, doctors, or teachers.
Yeah that's what I'm saying. "Being plural" is just having facets to your personality. This is a normal thing. A normal person doesn't act the same way around everyone and in different environments because we're complex creatures. Our forum chatting is equivalent of this situation. Most of us have lives and such off of the forums but here we take on the personas of kiwis because humans are like that.
Adding a name to something that is simply daily life for a majority of the population is quite silly. It would be the equivalent of having a condition that gave you ten fingers when you were born.
Also I'd like to step in before Bonnie tweets out something that says "Aha! I got them! They agree with me that many people are plural!" or some nonsense like that. No bro, having multiple facets of yourself is normal. It's not special. It's more abnormal if someone doesn't change their personality around people. That means they are socially inept in a way where they can't conform to general standards to continue a conversation or some kind of general relationship with another person. Normal people don't tell jokes around certain people. Normal people change their behavior around certain people. Normal people change their behavior when it suits them.
In essence: Most people act differently at a children’s birthday party than at a nightclub. That doesn’t make you Sally TooGood and Veronica Slutbitch cohabitating the same body. That makes you socially aware.
I’ve also read that people that remain calm in high stress situations talk to themself and narrate to themself in almost third person. This doesn’t mean some Demon warrior named after an anime seized control of their body and orders them around. It’s the same person using a calming technique.
And lastly, liking sunflower seeds and finding Pirate movies fun doesn’t make you a Parrot in the way liking watermelon and basketball doesnt make you black in the same way liking rice bowls and K-Pop doesn’t make you Korean in the same way being an actual retard autist fuck doesn’t make you an anime protagonist in the same way wearing a dress and listening to hypno porn doesn’t make you a True & Honest woman in the same way growing hair on your legs, naming yourself Gaydenn, and reading homo stories on literotica written by women makes you a man.
Are we living in the ultimate post modern hell hole reality possible that this is hate speech..?
I'm not a medical professional and I would love for someone to tell me wtf is going on here but the stuff she writes about is very suspicious. For example, how do not know if you're having a seizure? Don't they have characteristics that are easy to know? How the flying fuck do you tweet during a seizure? I thought that since your brain was melting, you would be unable to do such a thing.
AFAIK there are types of seizures that are preceded by halo symptoms and there are other types which the subject does not remember. There are also focal seizures, one type of which usually does not result in the loss of consciousness. She might be experiencing those. Is she just a munchie who knows she's bullshitting or an actual lunatic who chooses to tweet about the whole episode instead of visiting a doctor? No idea, but the milk shall flow either way.
I'm not a medical professional and I would love for someone to tell me wtf is going on here but the stuff she writes about is very suspicious. For example, how do not know if you're having a seizure? Don't they have characteristics that are easy to know? How the flying fuck do you tweet during a seizure? I thought that since your brain was melting, you would be unable to do such a thing.
I'm bored again so I'm going to try to figure how often she mentions her seizures and if there is a correlation between them being mentioned and attention seeking. This will go from the present time to the past in reverse chronological order.
10/17/2021-10/18/2021: Before the drive to the tranch, she mentions that she didn't want to have a seizure while driving. If you all remember, she has a seizure at the ranch.
10/4/2021 : Bonnie is with her and she says she has multiple seizures.
9/27/2021: Seizure mentioning after saying she quit her nanny job.
9/26/2021-9/24/2021: Her friends are trying to figure out what causes her seizures. (I doubt they'll find it because there's not really a trigger. This is also the day where someone at the tranch was saying she was faking her seizures. During this period she says she had multiple seizures including while driving.
9/16/2021: Mentions that she hasn't had a seizure since her nanny job because apparently she wasn't eating and it was stressful
9/13/2021: Seizure during nanny job.
9/9/2021: More wondering if seizures are being caused by nanny job.
9/7/2021: Seizure again during nanny job. Angry that she can't smoke pot with the kiddies around. A very interesting tweet of hers from that day:
I like how, when she was going through her thread, she replied to every insult except the ones calling her a big fucking lying phony. Real thunk provoking.
Here's some medical advice from a fellow non-doctor: stop malding, stop chasing BPD strange (it must be exhausting and infuriating), stop taking estrogen, go on a diet. All these things and more are probably making you a ticking time bomb.
Please donate to my GoFundKiwis @DrMald to thank me.
But one of the things that a lot of cows seem to have in common is little or no delineation between different parts of their life, and little or no ability to be alone without fucking tweeting about it.
Like I worry about Extremely Online kids these days. They don't seem to be cultivating what Wordsworth calls, “that inward eye which is the bliss of solitude.”
Bonnie is going full on munchie now: [A]
He still stands by his “I am better than doctors” nonsense [A]
Dr. Pablo Mengele reaches a diagnosis. [A]
Alyssa was just on her usual nonsense today, being sick like she is every day
She discusses why she isn’t going to a doctor either: [A]
Bad seizures [A]
I’m not saving either of those pictures, sorry.
Oh, and apparently she can ”speak llama”. Them alpacas better watch out. [A]
0/10 neurologists recommend climbing into a full bathtub while in the throes of a grand mal seizure cluster.
Bon bon could drown her and no jury would convict, just based on that one retarded tweet.
Powerlevel but I love tinkering with small electronics such as radios and toasters while relaxing in the bathtub, so when the neighbors start wondering what the smell is, don't worry, it definitely wasn't murder!
