I wonder if she is doing this kind of stuff to try to pressure Bonnie into letting her live at the tranch. First it was seizures and she couldn't drive home. Then she needed him to stay with her and take care of her. She starts panicking about money, but his answer is hey, use my 3D printer to start your own business. So maybe she tried to make Bonnie jealous by saying she'd have to do sex work again thinking surely Bonnie would let her live on the ranch rather than see her with other men -- but nope. Bonnie is probably telling her she needs to act more femme to earn more money that way.
Looks like Penny has really laid down the law and Kindness is not allowed to live on the ranch. The only things left for Kindness to try is a pregnancy or suicide attempt. I'm guessing "pregnancy", followed by miscarriage, and then a suicide attempt. And Bonnie will still say no because you don't disobey the cult leader. Ever.