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You know, I've never been convinced that Contra is exclusively gynephilic. The Love of Her Life Joanne was Theryn, a trans woman, and that wasn't a prison gay situation. For Contra, "lesbian" seems to mean "attracted to femininity" — the divine feminine as a form, not the woman as a material creature. This is funny and fascinating to me as a lesbian who's very much attracted to masculine women. So she yearns to become her desire and to have it in someone else. She would probably reject the terminology of AGP/GAMP for its brutal coldness, but it fits.What woman in her right mind would want to date a man whose fetish is doing a 24/7 minstrel show of women? Even if someone could look past this at first it would become grating over time, having to date a man that prances around as his sexist idea of what a woman is so he can jack off to it later.
No lesbian will EVER want you because you're a male and therefore your body is repulsive to us. Would straight or bisexual women still be attracted to a male body that underwent HRT and botched FFS? Doesn't seem likely. Just admit to yourself that unless you want to detransition you need to essentially be prison gay and date other "trans women" because those are the only ones that will also settle for you.
The problem with dating trans women is that the affectively/aesthetically feminine ones are largely HSTS, and most HSTSs prefer masculine men (see Hunter Schafer's brief doomed affair with Massima Desire for an exception). But relatively feminine trans women who are open to dating trans women do exist — they're just rare. And Contra isn't going to meet them sulking among her Internet fans unless she's posting her woes as DM bait (in which case it isn't going to work; you don't meet the love of your life by making them feel sorry for you).
Touch grass, as the Twitter folk have already repeated to death. Do what you love, put yourself out there, work your gloom away so your energy is bright enough to attract the kind of people you want to love you. Stop tweeting.
Tbh I suspect Contra was never happy with his natural face, even before the trans era. He was really excited to whittle down that nose. He might have wanted a rhinoplasty even if he'd never transitioned, but maybe he would have felt uncomfortable with the vanity. FFS gave Contra cover to make any and all desired alterations without judgment in progressive spheres.It’s really astonishing that he got FFS already (and quite awhile ago now) and is still having so much turmoil and questioning surrounding transition. And at 30-something years old.
Really makes you think why people are reluctant to let kids start altering their bodies with hormones and surgeries, huh Contra? Maybe the next time Oliver starts bitching about wait times at the NHS for the millionth time, you should rock his world and temporarily break your “no contact” rule and tell him that wait times are good actually.
But anyway yeah, the FFS further complicates detransitioning, let alone all the hormones. It’s almost like having a mental breakdown then getting hormones off the internet and declaring that you are a woman and carving your face up was a bad idea.
If he ever detransitions, it's the jaw work that will haunt him.
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