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He never does in the video. In fact, he extolls the production quality, calling it better than a lot of anime. My guess is that he likes the show because of the LGBT content and, because of that, he's willing to overlook the show's massive shortcomings. In the video, he even calls May a "nazi", so it's possible he's drinking the SJW kool-aid.
He outright said he doesn't "feel pandered too" yet spends a good chunk of the video discussing the closet tranny's character arc and going over his own in relationship, even awkwardly changes to "female pronouns" for him when it becomes "more apparent". Between repeatedly calling May a nazi I think it's obvious where he stands regardless of the recent bitchfit of Ben and the other fag being supposed hardcore lefties.
 
It reminds me when Digi, along with Riley and pussy-haver and then provider May, did this diss track mocking Dear Feeder for also allegedly not being able to get pussy:
Who can forget Digi's greatest classic "K-K-Karen Farms", to me that really was the peak of his rap career.

Possibly the most pathetic "videoclip" (or is it a "music movie"?) I've ever seen. Sweaty fat wigger and digi troon smoking weed while looking at their phones is a hot burn somehow. Whats supposed to be so embarassing about those null discord messages? Lol at digi bragging about having "a house in america and money" considering where he would end up less than 2 years later.
 
I'm not surprised he mentioned not being able to afford HRT. Do HRT treatments have direct euphoric effects, or euphoric effects only insofar as they help a person transition ("gender euphoria")? If the answer is the latter, Conrad will inevitably abandon it in favor of his main poison, marijuana. That's how junkies act: Everything else (food, shelter, medication) is expendable.

Ben just tweeted the "get some pussy and get off discord" part:
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He definitely seems to have gotten nastier since becoming a "woman."

He never does in the video. In fact, he extolls the production quality, calling it better than a lot of anime.
American cartoon shows are usually very ugly, regardless of budget. A lot of people trashed the Netflix Castlevania adaptation, but I appreciated that the show looked good on a basic level.
 
If the answer is the latter, Conrad will inevitably abandon it in favor of his main poison, marijuana. That's how junkies act: Everything else (food, shelter, medication) is expendable.
The latter.

The "gender euphoria" period tends to manifest itself on the first months of transition. It's like when a fat guy starts a new diet or gym program, they get super hyped about it thinking its going to change their lives and make every wrong a right... only to realize a few weeks in that losing weight involves a lot of self control, which they severely lack, so they return to their old ways.

You'll see it happen to recent troon converts all the time where they keep spouting off stuff like "Oh, I'm the happiest I've ever been in my life" "Im finally my true self" "Ive never felt better", until the realization that they'll never be a woman and that trooning out wont solve any of their life's problems kicks in and they 41%. Estrogen also fucks your hormonal balance pretty hard and I dont think most of the niggas that transition are aware of the consequential mood swings and libido problems.

Id say by this point old boy Conrad is more addicted to copium than he is to weed. Theres no fucking way this dude hasnt realized at least in a subconcious level that he has fucked up his entire life, no amount of retarded enablers and twitter ass pats will be enough to fill that hole in his mind.
 
American cartoon shows are usually very ugly, regardless of budget. A lot of people trashed the Netflix Castlevania adaptation, but I appreciated that the show looked good on a basic level.
Even the animators themselves admit Western TV animation usually looks bad, it's actually quite interesting.

According to a Disney animator:
"Most TV animation is outsourced to Korea. Western TV animation not only outsourced the actual animation decades ago, but studios and producers squeezed out the existence of layout teams.
[...] I wouldn’t look to most TV animation for good examples of animation. Refining anything in TV is usually a luxury that doesn’t exist. This is why “CalArts” style is a thing. There’s very little time to develop new styles or experiment within TV. The same people bounce around and we all outsource to the same studios. Then we all wonder why everything looks the same haha. That’s why Adventure Time was so ground-breaking! That crew spent a lot of time breaking down Pen’s style into something that had rules that 100 animators could follow.
There are SO many crazy talented people working in the animation industry (not just LA- all over). But the TV animation pipeline is designed to churn out a marketable product, quickly and consistently. And it works! Generally, experimental stuff gets softened in focus testing or doesn’t excite a large enough audience to be lucrative."

Source: https://chrishoughton.tumblr.com/post/622647997727227904/do-you-have-tips-on-how-to-animate-better

High Guardian Spice looks like it was made to fit the same soullesss Cal Arts style animation pipeline, it doesn't look like anime at all. Digi is completely delusional for defending this.
 
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Tfw when you check your notifications.
 
Is the reason the little girls in Touhou
His thesis is that trannies experience such a baseline level of suffering that a complex form of stimulation demanding one's undivided attention and subconscious effort at memorization and analysis is the only thing that can distance them from thoughts that otherwise invade their psyche. Similar things have been said of speedrunning and programming, so this isn't breaking new ground. The rest of the video is tranny babble about reading into what fan artsists have done with certain little girl characters, or other fetish aspects of the series you might expect are there for a game made by japanese weirdos for an otaku audience with an entirely female child(like?) cast.
 
I highly recommend the "why do troons like touhou" video. It's fantastic. Digi is constantly reaching and coming to absolutely wild conclusions.

His central(?) thesis is that troons hate having to be self-aware and the gameplay of touhou requires a sort of mindless intuition that allows trannies to momentarily escape the hell that is thinking that you are transgender.

Other highlights include:
  • "the only thing that registers them(the girls in touhou) as definitionally feminine is that they are identified as women and dress in women's attire" timestamp 11.21
  • "I don't see womanhood as a direct correlation to the amount of femininity which one displays outwardly"
  • "Practical femininity in dress is something that media and marketing have taken away from us." 12.50
  • Digi claims that because he transitioned after living his life as a male for so long, coupled with him not having any female friends or even trans mentors, means that he's taking a first principles look at women's clothing. He really is like a scientist, only his study is dressing like a someone who might live under a bridge in LA. Digi once again showing that not only is he super special for being a troon, but he is also the most special of troons and is better at fashion than all natal women.
  • "as someone not raised under the expectation of wearing women's clothes as a matter of course... I have come into women's fashion wholistically from the outside and been forced to approach it from a more logic based and culturally based standpoint" 13.15
    • Because Digi has cracked the code on fashion (he resolves that wearing what's comfortable is best!) he then takes that conclusion and transplants it onto touhou. He says that all of the lolis dress in comfy and non-sexual clothing.
  • Digi caps it all off by saying that this amazing series of games is written so vaguely that every touhou fan gets to just make up their own headcannons and there is really only a few lines of dialogue for each character. He essentially says that everything that he's deduced from the characters is just whatever he projects onto them, the essential troon. The series is really vague just like the concept of gender :\
  • He also talks about what he considers to be the first "trans" character of touhou. Really it's just someone who was once a king and was reincarnated as a female. Digi goes on and on about how they are so proud of being trans that they even mention their past life as a male to taunt you.
I struggled to not just transcribe the whole video it's legitimately bonkers. 10/10 if he starts making schizo videos like this again I'll probably start watching him again.
 
His thesis is that trannies experience such a baseline level of suffering that a complex form of stimulation demanding one's undivided attention and subconscious effort at memorization and analysis is the only thing that can distance them from thoughts that otherwise invade their psyche. Similar things have been said of speedrunning and programming, so this isn't breaking new ground. The rest of the video is tranny babble about reading into what fan artsists have done with certain little girl characters, or other fetish aspects of the series you might expect are there for a game made by japanese weirdos for an otaku audience with an entirely female child(like?) cast.
If that theory is true why aren't Conrad and his tranny friends playing the best regarded shmups like R-Type and Ikaruga? Why is he settling instead with simple indie games that are looked down upon by the shmup community? It's almost like they don't care about gameplay at all.
 
[Huge amounts of projection by Digi concerning Touhou]
As a fan of the series I must chime in that it's legit one of the more difficult game series I have played, which is inherent to the bullet hell genre. He is right about Touhou only having vague cannon by design - it encourages fans to form their own interpretation of the characters aside from the little information there is. 90% of the fans use a collectively formed cannon though. It's not the best or even hardest Shmup there is, but as an experience the games stand out as most of the Shmup genre is sci-fi. The music is very catchy and iconic to the games and it's generally a cheerful experience besides the constant high difficulty which builds up well from stage to stage, with an extra stage to test those who get through the game without continues.

But Digi is probably not talking about any of that as there are plenty (I'd say 25-50%) of people who have never played the games because they a) don't like shmups b) find the games to hard or c) mostly just look at porn of the characters (images, videos, doujin). I know Digi has tried a few of the games before an found them too hard even on easy mode. Difficulty not only changes stock lives, but also the omission of a lot of the spellcards (bullet hell patterns the bosses use).

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So that's again something Digi has never tried to get good at. He just prefers looking at the art and porn other people made. You know it's projection, I know it's projection and that doesn't even center around Touhou. He projects his views on everything and today it's Touhou's turn.

I think it's hilarious that someone feels their life is inherently a form of daily suffering and looking for something to numb the pain instead of finding a way or compromise to get to a better place.
 
All of this sounds like the ramblings one of those pretentious dumb fucks that try and tell you some large canvas of scribbles and blotches is some deep metaphor for the plight of the Eskimos. There is nothing special about Touhou like how Raiden IV isn't some deep metaphor for fighter pilots.

I really do think Digi has just devolved into that. Put a rock in front of the guy and he'll shit out a bunch of word salad about how that rock represents loneliness and the inability of human spirit to change to it's surroundings.
 
"as someone not raised under the expectation of wearing women's clothes as a matter of course... I have come into women's fashion wholistically from the outside and been forced to approach it from a more logic based and culturally based standpoint" 13.15
This is the guy who thinks he knows more about women's fashion than women.
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I highly recommend the "why do troons like touhou" video. It's fantastic. Digi is constantly reaching and coming to absolutely wild conclusions.

His central(?) thesis is that troons hate having to be self-aware and the gameplay of touhou requires a sort of mindless intuition that allows trannies to momentarily escape the hell that is thinking that you are transgender.

Other highlights include:
  • "the only thing that registers them(the girls in touhou) as definitionally feminine is that they are identified as women and dress in women's attire" timestamp 11.21
  • "I don't see womanhood as a direct correlation to the amount of femininity which one displays outwardly"
  • "Practical femininity in dress is something that media and marketing have taken away from us." 12.50
  • Digi claims that because he transitioned after living his life as a male for so long, coupled with him not having any female friends or even trans mentors, means that he's taking a first principles look at women's clothing. He really is like a scientist, only his study is dressing like a someone who might live under a bridge in LA. Digi once again showing that not only is he super special for being a troon, but he is also the most special of troons and is better at fashion than all natal women.
  • "as someone not raised under the expectation of wearing women's clothes as a matter of course... I have come into women's fashion wholistically from the outside and been forced to approach it from a more logic based and culturally based standpoint" 13.15
    • Because Digi has cracked the code on fashion (he resolves that wearing what's comfortable is best!) he then takes that conclusion and transplants it onto touhou. He says that all of the lolis dress in comfy and non-sexual clothing.
  • Digi caps it all off by saying that this amazing series of games is written so vaguely that every touhou fan gets to just make up their own headcannons and there is really only a few lines of dialogue for each character. He essentially says that everything that he's deduced from the characters is just whatever he projects onto them, the essential troon. The series is really vague just like the concept of gender :\
  • He also talks about what he considers to be the first "trans" character of touhou. Really it's just someone who was once a king and was reincarnated as a female. Digi goes on and on about how they are so proud of being trans that they even mention their past life as a male to taunt you.
I struggled to not just transcribe the whole video it's legitimately bonkers. 10/10 if he starts making schizo videos like this again I'll probably start watching him again.
Is it even confirmed that Toyosatomimi no Miko was male before being resurrected? Isn't it just a male historical figure that's "actually" a girl in the lore, like Saber in Fate Stay/Night?
 
  • "the only thing that registers them(the girls in touhou) as definitionally feminine is that they are identified as women and dress in women's attire" timestamp 11.21
So painfully close to self-awareness here.
His thesis is that trannies experience such a baseline level of suffering that a complex form of stimulation demanding one's undivided attention and subconscious effort at memorization and analysis is the only thing that can distance them from thoughts that otherwise invade their psyche.
To be fair, I suspect that Conrad really does experience a great deal of discomfort and perhaps even pain during his daily life. The life of an addict is not a pleasant one, after all. The reason, however, is not that he has some kind of quasi-spiritual identity struggle that was omnipresent throughout human history but only recently recognized, as troons believe, but that he has been spoiled out of his mind his whole life, and he can't bear to do even a fraction of the amount of responsibility or discomfort normal people experience all the time. Thus, any semi-normal life seems unfair compared to his own expectations.
 
Is it even confirmed that Toyosatomimi no Miko was male before being resurrected? Isn't it just a male historical figure that's "actually" a girl in the lore, like Saber in Fate Stay/Night?
pretty sure that's exactly what it is, but the retarded tumblr crowd have always seen historic figures that have had their canon gender changed in fiction to be "transgender" (da Vinci in Fate GO, Cagliostro in symphogear, etc)
 
I highly recommend the "why do troons like touhou" video. It's fantastic. Digi is constantly reaching and coming to absolutely wild conclusions.

His central(?) thesis is that troons hate having to be self-aware and the gameplay of touhou requires a sort of mindless intuition that allows trannies to momentarily escape the hell that is thinking that you are transgender.

Other highlights include:
  • "the only thing that registers them(the girls in touhou) as definitionally feminine is that they are identified as women and dress in women's attire" timestamp 11.21
  • "I don't see womanhood as a direct correlation to the amount of femininity which one displays outwardly"
  • "Practical femininity in dress is something that media and marketing have taken away from us." 12.50
  • Digi claims that because he transitioned after living his life as a male for so long, coupled with him not having any female friends or even trans mentors, means that he's taking a first principles look at women's clothing. He really is like a scientist, only his study is dressing like a someone who might live under a bridge in LA. Digi once again showing that not only is he super special for being a troon, but he is also the most special of troons and is better at fashion than all natal women.
  • "as someone not raised under the expectation of wearing women's clothes as a matter of course... I have come into women's fashion wholistically from the outside and been forced to approach it from a more logic based and culturally based standpoint" 13.15
    • Because Digi has cracked the code on fashion (he resolves that wearing what's comfortable is best!) he then takes that conclusion and transplants it onto touhou. He says that all of the lolis dress in comfy and non-sexual clothing.
  • Digi caps it all off by saying that this amazing series of games is written so vaguely that every touhou fan gets to just make up their own headcannons and there is really only a few lines of dialogue for each character. He essentially says that everything that he's deduced from the characters is just whatever he projects onto them, the essential troon. The series is really vague just like the concept of gender :\
  • He also talks about what he considers to be the first "trans" character of touhou. Really it's just someone who was once a king and was reincarnated as a female. Digi goes on and on about how they are so proud of being trans that they even mention their past life as a male to taunt you.
I struggled to not just transcribe the whole video it's legitimately bonkers. 10/10 if he starts making schizo videos like this again I'll probably start watching him again.
All of his "analysis" was basically him talking about how he projects himself into whatever the subject is. He sees himself as very smart because his entire life has been nothing but coddling and getting head pats for how special he is, and he is undoubtedly eloquent, so all he does is talk about the thing he likes knows best: how everything relates to himself.

He is the consummate spoiled millennial and a prime example of the Dunning-Kruger effect.
 
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He does have a thing for vampire lolis and has stated before that Remilia Scarlet was his favorite Touhou character.
No originality, these troons.
Also if the Touhou outfits and "women's fashion" is all about "being comfortable" why do actual women wear sweatpants when they wanna be comfortable, not anime lolita costumes?
How would a woman wearing men's pants for the practical pockets and her husband's old oversized Giants hoodie for the comfort register to Digi's fried mind? I've seen way more irl women dress like this than I've seen them dress like Digi.
Fuck it, Mint Salad wears leggings and hoodies. She doesn't lounge about in touhou cosplay after a long day of doing whatever the fuck she does.
I will be watching this video later, it sounds like a laugh riot.
The reason, however, is not that he has some kind of quasi-spiritual identity struggle that was omnipresent throughout human history but only recently recognized, as troons believe, but that he has been spoiled out of his mind his whole life, and he can't bear to do even a fraction of the amount of responsibility or discomfort normal people experience all the time. Thus, any semi-normal life seems unfair compared to his own expectations.
He truly is the 21st Century Digital Boy.
He don't know how to live, but he got a lot of toys.
 
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