Let's see, some quick notes:
Processing the past six months with a teary, raspy voice.
Grieving two deaths (!). [One moment, was Mike Deering her dear Beezer's death, earlier? He doesn't count.]
Very toxic relationship, lot of hurt, lot of stress, lot of inequality, lot of crying, appreciate all the support, do let my anger get the best of me, very impulsive person, trying to stay away from (her therapist) no from Someone, talking to you guise is always a great escape.
She now tries to escape the backlash... and so on.
She's a caring person.
She is. That's part of the reason why she's going back.
Can't be in a relationship because unequal, draining for her, he doesn't give as much as she does, person who hurt her over and over.
"I'm relying on the
30% 13% of selflove to do what's best for me" Oh this poor, so loving and caring woman.
She can drag this shit out for however long she wants because she's "trying" to move on.
Toronto and "as a food addict having someone cook for you", that was the lot of good things they had. Really.
She, poor thing, doesn't have an off switch (towards this relationship). Bwahaha
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