A few streams late, I think but who the hell has time to keep up with this rate & length of streams:
I'm starting to wonder if her brains cells are , (trying to anyway), working independently of each other. Increasingly & often in the same sentence or paragraph we're seeing "diametrically opposed, Chantal: In the space of minute we get that she's unhappy if he's more successful, (I suspect she means liked), because SHE is putting in all the work - she mentions editing but she also has to provide the heavy breathing sound track for his uploads - how exhausting!
Never occurs to her that rather than be jealous of whatever of her personal algorithms she thinks he's besting her at, she puts work into her channel? And maybe her character & reputation while she's at it?
Instead, how DARE he be more "successful"? It makes her feel under-valued! But Chantal, he cooks for you and you've repeatedly said feeding you is an expression of love. Not even 'fake' love but love.
But she works so HARD on his channel & not a full sentence later, dismisses editing as easy to do. The piss poor job she does, I agree. If she said that to my face, I'd be hard pressed not to then ask her if she's tacitly admitting that she's unintelligent - after all, she has to work 'so hard' at such an 'easy' job.
She admits to being pissy about his having more success than she does than in a sighing tone, reminds us she's such a CARING person & that she's happy when others are successful.
I guess her feeling she's in a passive/aggressive, yet from the behind the safety of her hug box, one on one bun fight over... God only knows what, with Nader & heavily implies she's losing, that this doesn't apply in THIS specific circumstance.
That would fit - she'll rage about certain unacceptable behaviors in OTHER people but the same strictures never apply to her - Miss Exception to Every Rule of Decent Social Intercourse, Sarault.
Even for her, the rate at which she presents blatant contradictions is increasing at warp speed.
She may soon gift us with a full blown, live display of all out narc injury histrionics & I'm here for it - snacks ever at the ready.
