How tonight's "promised" live went tonight:
Hey Guize!!!
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And how it ended - Fuck all this drama, I'm going, I'm not going to talk about him, stop asking me questions, shut up, It need to relax - I HAVE SO MUCH STRESS.. FUCK THIS I"M OUT.
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Fucking slobby layabouts complain about stress nonstop and we always say, “WHAT stress? You do nothing all day!”
But here’s the thing…people like Chantal
are more stressed than the average person, because they live in a tiny prison of their own make. When normal people go out into the world and meet others, learn to socialize, work a job, care for family or others and make sacrifices, they build up a tolerance to stressors. They exercise and grow their “coping with stress” muscle, so they can take on far more in life without going to pieces over it.
Chantal feels overwhelmed and stressed
constantly because she has neither will or method to deal with stress. The more she withdraws into her own little pretend world, the more she loses any ability to handle even the smallest of stressors.
People who retreat into their own fantasy worlds and safe little caves to escape the stress of real life only end up depriving themselves of the ability to build up a resistance to stress. They’re like someone who, rather than build a healthy strong immune system through minor daily exposure to different things, instead wraps themselves in a giant plastic antibacterial bubble 24/7. Instead of being free from worrying about germs, they instead obsess all day over the smallest leak and what
might be getting in.
In the end, the most harmless germs that do get through end up being the thing that kills them.
Never occurs to her that rather than be jealous of whatever of her personal algorithms she thinks he's besting her at, she puts work into her channel? And maybe her character & reputation while she's at it?
Instead, how DARE he be more "successful"? It makes her feel under-valued!
Chantal is a narc and sees other people as extensions of herself, just objects she owns. She gives them idiotic nicknames to devalue them and dissociate them from their actual identities as individuals. She becomes furious when they don’t do as she wants. She expects them to be available whenever she needs them, and to give up whatever they have that she wants. She is oblivious to their needs. She only ever gives them gifts, money or attention to create an emotional debt, one she expects to be paid back with interest.
People in her life are just things, like her clothes and dishes. You don’t start liking her DISHES more than
her, do you? That’s just mad! So when Nader gets more attention, she rages. He’s her prop and should not be outshining her!
Also
I love her whinging that her audience should
only exist to give her money and “support her,” aka tell her she’s right all the time. They shouldn’t be allowed to criticize!
Do you not know what an audience is, Chins? That’s exactly what an audience does. A performer tailors their act for their audience’s enjoyment. The audience does not exist purely to give you money and pat your flabby boulder-sized arse.