Skitzocow Kindness / Alyssa Jo Frauens / @KindKinkster / AJ Frauens / Stella Lawrence / Zion Stellar and Paul Mendoza / Bonnie Nelson / @BonnieMakes - LF BPD munchie furry dogsitter to pee in bathtub and eat all my food, inquire inside, hourly rates

Funny you all mention her finances (archive)
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She's coming off protected soon. I guess the money finally ran out and now she needs to grift for Bonnie.
From some of the replies (which are visible), it sounds like she wants a "private" twitter to spam all her thoughts and a public one for business/gaining acolytes. She needs an outlet to keep her alters straight (lol) and bitch unfiltered to her close friends but realizes this is harmful to her prospects.
 
The beginning of the month is coming, so I assume that their social media lockdown will cease for long enough to beg up a month's worth of pot and concentrates. I'm surprised they don't come right out and say it's a vital medicine that is necessary to treat Alyssa's "siezures." I guess that may be a bridge too far, even for the loyal paypigs.
I disagree, I'm sure many of her paypigs would agree that weed IS a vital medicine for hard working trans people and would happily pay for her 'healing'.
 
From some of the replies (which are visible), it sounds like she wants a "private" twitter to spam all her thoughts and a public one for business/gaining acolytes. She needs an outlet to keep her alters straight (lol) and bitch unfiltered to her close friends but realizes this is harmful to her prospects.
That's actually kind of sad. What she wants is some real life friends. You know, the kind you could privately text and bitch about things to your hearts content so you don't shit up your Twitter with TMI.

You'd think her soul mate Bonnie could be that kind of sounding board, but it appears that the only thing he wants to discuss with her is what kind of sandwich she's going to make for him and how much she likes sucking his lady dick.

I wonder if, as Kindness gains more weight and becomes more "womanly" looking, if Bonnie will start to lose interest. He might be like his dad and be attracted to an emaciated figure because it looks less developed and younger. Kindness, if Bonnie is always asking for Robot Baby to come out to play, he's a pedo. Just sayin'.
 
She hit 1k tweets and she's down a few more followers. What is that, almost 100 tweets in the span of 26 hours?

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Is the brain damaged tag new? Did I miss an arch or something? I know it’s part of the grift as she has siezures but I don’t remember her getting a brain scan to confirm any problems.
 
From some of the replies (which are visible), it sounds like she wants a "private" twitter to spam all her thoughts and a public one for business/gaining acolytes. She needs an outlet to keep her alters straight (lol) and bitch unfiltered to her close friends but realizes this is harmful to her prospects.

She already has a second Twitter, and thus could have already been doing it.

She wants one of those things to be secret from us. Or maybe even both.
 
No word yet if the shooter was a "pistol packin' mama"

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Won’t quote, but she’s talking about gaining weight, declaring bankruptcy and success in rooting out the mole.
Lol fat.

The funny thing is, iirc we've had at least three different posters from the thread who seem to have access to her locked account, and since all it takes is one person at a time sharing the goodies she'll never really know whether she's gotten rid of them or if there's still someone behind the scenes collecting the juicy stuff and waiting to share.
It also wouldn't be the first time there's been a private PM chain running and collecting/archiving to keep things quiet while the cow feels secure, and only sharing when something really fun happens.
She'll also never be able to trust anyone new with access to that account, because a remarkably high number of Kiwis could totally pass for exactly her type of leftist/furry/lgbtwtfbbq out in the wild; this is where people come to share all the real opinions that they have to carefully hide elsewhere. Anyone chatting her up, anyone complimenting her, anyone offering her support and sympathy; they could be genuine, or they could be a particularly dedicated and autistic kiwi. She'll always have to second-guess that shit.

And in the meantime, while she boils over with the need for validation and attention, all she's got is Bonnie... and Bonnie would LOVE to have her totally isolated and reliant on him.
Hell of a thing isn't it.
Also Alyssa, you're getting fat.
 
That, and isolating Kindness is a great way to control her. This is some ugly pimp shit going down.
Alyssa is honestly in my deadpool although probably not for a few years. Paul is has all the personality ingredients for a seriously abusive bounce-off-the-walls DV perp and he has access to weapons to kill her with. She's insane and has no friends, so nobody to miss her but us. He's not going to dump her until he finds a younger, richer mark and he's not hot or charismatic enough for that. Her getting fat will only make that problem worse, because Paul's the kind of guy who feels entitled to nice things, like a skinny sex pet, and gets ugly dramatic when he can't have them (ref: Tranch).

Not saying this to be an armchair therapist, but these two kind of smell like a different flavour of Terryberry situation.
 
Lol fat.

The funny thing is, iirc we've had at least three different posters from the thread who seem to have access to her locked account, and since all it takes is one person at a time sharing the goodies she'll never really know whether she's gotten rid of them or if there's still someone behind the scenes collecting the juicy stuff and waiting to share.
It also wouldn't be the first time there's been a private PM chain running and collecting/archiving to keep things quiet while the cow feels secure, and only sharing when something really fun happens.
She'll also never be able to trust anyone new with access to that account, because a remarkably high number of Kiwis could totally pass for exactly her type of leftist/furry/lgbtwtfbbq out in the wild; this is where people come to share all the real opinions that they have to carefully hide elsewhere. Anyone chatting her up, anyone complimenting her, anyone offering her support and sympathy; they could be genuine, or they could be a particularly dedicated and autistic kiwi. She'll always have to second-guess that shit.

And in the meantime, while she boils over with the need for validation and attention, all she's got is Bonnie... and Bonnie would LOVE to have her totally isolated and reliant on him.
Hell of a thing isn't it.
Also Alyssa, you're getting fat.
She's not fat. She's pregnant. Obviously I am speculating.
 
Alyssa is honestly in my deadpool although probably not for a few years. Paul is has all the personality ingredients for a seriously abusive bounce-off-the-walls DV perp and he has access to weapons to kill her with. She's insane and has no friends, so nobody to miss her but us. He's not going to dump her until he finds a younger, richer mark and he's not hot or charismatic enough for that. Her getting fat will only make that problem worse, because Paul's the kind of guy who feels entitled to nice things, like a skinny sex pet, and gets ugly dramatic when he can't have them (ref: Tranch).

Not saying this to be an armchair therapist, but these two kind of smell like a different flavour of Terryberry situation.
Powerlevel here - I have seen abusive relationships where the abuser intentionally encourages excess food intake and weight gain as a way to damage the self-esteem of their victim, make them "less attractive", and therefore make it less likely that they will flee. I don't necessarily think that's the case here. Alyssa is probably eating more because she's living with an insatiable human dumpster, meaning she's eating more often and eating larger portions than she would if she was by herself.

Paul is 100% pressuring her to reduce her social media presence as a way to control her. She brings in way too much attention with her firehose of schizoposting. Alyssa is in a very precarious position and doesn't seem to realize it. I hope at least her mom will keep in touch with her before she ends up dead under a bridge.
 
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That, and isolating Kindness is a great way to control her. This is some ugly pimp shit going down.
I've been thinking that all this time. There's going to be one hell of a callout post if Alyssa is ever left or betrayed.
From some of the replies (which are visible), it sounds like she wants a "private" twitter to spam all her thoughts and a public one for business/gaining acolytes. She needs an outlet to keep her alters straight (lol) and bitch unfiltered to her close friends but realizes this is harmful to her prospects.
This took her at least like, what, 4 months to learn? I'm surprised it even stuck. I'm sure she'll be spilling her private onto her main soon enough.
 
This is accurate, however I've never seen it make anyone sleepy. Even in legit cases of ADHD you're not supposed to take it in the middle of the night because it's still a stimulant. Alyssa is just a tweaker anyway though.
Yes, ADHD medicine (speed) does not make people sleepy. It helps stimulate the frontal lobes. This allows the person to control their behavior, concentration ect.
Late af cause I'm catching up on a lot of cows that I've been neglecting. If someone said this gimme the clocks.

Not a lot of people know this, but Adderall can make someone who has ADHD sleepy. A lot of people who have it also have trouble going to sleep because their brain just wont calm the fuck down and is looking for any stimuli. It feels like your body is tired but your brain isn't and it refuses to shut off. Adderall/stimulants give that stimuli the brain wants so it can chill the fuck out and can sleep. Personally, I've taken naps an hour after my dose and used to drink coffee and then tuck in for bed before I knew I had ADHD. Some psychs will prescribe a mini third dose to get the patient to sleep.

Adderall is also used to treat narcolepsy, which is comorbid with ADHD, so this behavior is not unreasonable. So I don't think Kindness is bullshitting here too hard as this bitch is so impulsive and all over the place that she looks like she has ADHD, but she could be doing this for attention.
 
At this point she must be just waiting for all the extra animals to die.
Well, that would solve the no money for food problem.

you think another major reason he tries to keep Alyssa under lock and key might specifically be because she's way more interesting, so when she's around everyone ignores him?
Definitely. This is not only a control tactic, but anger at the fact that Alyssa got a thread as soon as she stepped on the scene, while Paul’s been around for years, and is only ever considered a Kevin or Tranch orbiter. And now he’s an Alyssa orbiter, too. That combined with whatever emasculating shit went down at the Tranch recently, and he’s seething and trying to exert what little control he has.

Christ, imagine if she did get pregnant to trap fucking Bono so he can never leave...

That would be amazeballs.
I honestly think it’s the other way around here. Paul got off of estrogen because he knows Alyssa is too flaky to keep up with birth control (if she’s even on it), and he sees impregnating her as a way to control her and make her reliant on him.
Not to mention that men who have done nothing useful in their lives are obsessed with Muh Legacy, so they can still feel accomplished, and male troons in general are obsessed are obsessed with impregnating or being impregnated. Paul fits both of these demographics.
 
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