holland has asked me not to talk about her on ip2 or kf anymore, so i of course am going to comply with her wishes, i dont wish to make her feel any more uncomfortable than she may be. this has become an ongoing 'if/then' scenario that happens between her and i. so we can no longer be friends, and this will be my final post on kiwifarms. i must do this, not only for her but for me. end of the day, i am too gifted and short on time to waste on things like this. time isnt on my side and my health is suffering in a specific way that will be taking me in 2022 if the oracle is to be trusted. its been real, ive been coming here for 4 1/2 years now. however...i asked yall several times and at several timepoints to wit, to not make this thread, and now, alice is even here. something i dont feel should have, or had to happen...understand that im doing this because i love her and want the best for her. exactly what i said in the ip2 thread many moons ago.
her spending time here is not something i can condone on any level, josh aint gonna nuke this thread or any thread because any of us feel they shouldnt exist. he even prides himself on this. unfortunately for kf and the content produced/chronicled here, there was never instituted a formalized protocol/litmus to come to a consensus of what is or isnt exceptional to make threads here worthwhile. a sort of standardized protocol every user had to follow. and its what i asked for several times out of this community, but this request was tiptoed around and the powers that be didnt care. so all i can do is leave kf, as well as ip2 which is also suffering similar structure issues, and not return. probably the best option for everyone involved given the circumstances
doing the right thing isnt easy, however its still always right. holland and her story is and was but a page in the long story of my life. a story that unfortunately seems to come to an end sooner than later here if my trust is in the right place. and this, its certainly not my doing, if anything, its the mechanics of her aspd/bpd and not wanting to change the habits of her mentality, and the consequence of me doing otherwise would be making her feel uncomfortable after she came here, around me. she came into a community i was already a part of, she wants to thrive in it. i dont necessarily want to be a part of it, and if being around any of em makes her uncomfortable, i'll naturally go so she doesnt need to feel this.
so i bid you all, and her my adieu.