Mr Zhukov
kiwifarms.net
- Joined
- Jan 14, 2022
I mean, just all this mess I've made. If I move on, that's going to be how I'll be perceived by this site. A random sperg who got hurt over the consoomer thread, rather than someone genuinely trying to make sense of it all.
I wish I could turn back time and never make those threads where I had a go at people.
This thread, those threads.
Now im just a massive joke.
Why am I so obsessed with finding out this stuff, why am I spending all this effort to get a conversation out of people.
Morbid curiosity?
An attempt to close the book on this site I randomly came across one night and now trying to balance what I've learnt/agreed upon on this site with stuff outside it.
Like I was watching Scott Manley and saw he had space stuff around him. It made me worried if he was a consoomer or something or maybe he was "such a nerd"
I like the guy, I have no issue with him. I wouldn't at all say he's a sad individual.
I guess that's what I'm struggling with now. Trying to find a conclusion to what I've found here with whats outside here.
How many people are actually being talked about when talking about these people?
I just don't want to be a joke here. I've made mistakes and I apologise for them. Can we not move on?
I wish I could turn back time and never make those threads where I had a go at people.
This thread, those threads.
Now im just a massive joke.
Why am I so obsessed with finding out this stuff, why am I spending all this effort to get a conversation out of people.
Morbid curiosity?
An attempt to close the book on this site I randomly came across one night and now trying to balance what I've learnt/agreed upon on this site with stuff outside it.
Like I was watching Scott Manley and saw he had space stuff around him. It made me worried if he was a consoomer or something or maybe he was "such a nerd"
I like the guy, I have no issue with him. I wouldn't at all say he's a sad individual.
I guess that's what I'm struggling with now. Trying to find a conclusion to what I've found here with whats outside here.
How many people are actually being talked about when talking about these people?
I just don't want to be a joke here. I've made mistakes and I apologise for them. Can we not move on?
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