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I tend not to check this thread every ping because new milk is rare, came back to he return and leaving and the discovery on her fursuits. So major thoughts on the last ~10 pages of this thread:
I don't think this is meth. I've dealt with too many meth heads, and she's actually not fucked up enough to be showing these behaviours, too much is missing. She also would've talked about it. She's just the right type of crazy for if there was meth she'd talk about.
This was textbook manic episode agitated by something else. My own episodes have taught me to expect anything from someone once they are manic. I'm not even type 1, but her horny postings have been as bad as some of my manic episodes, just I keep it private most of the time, though some of that has showed up on the farms, because mania makes you retarded, and if it ever happens again I better be shamed by you guys.
The only reason her mania seems so exceptional is she plays it up, it is amplified by other things, she's BPD, and chronically online. Weed also makes mania do wacky shit. This is all mania+, and she needs to get off the weed, get off the testosterone goo, get some professional help, get some proper meds on a proper dosage, fix her diet, fix her bathing behaviours, and stop picking. Otherwise the next cycle will just be crazier.
Crazy gets worse as time goes on, and just because she used to seem normal, all that means is she was better at self moderation. I hope she gets better, but failing that I can't wait to enjoy the show of this collapsing of a human being.
Next is Micro-Boner's work situation, and being a cuck. I'm assuming he's doing something respectable, as there's been no grifting, so something better than minimum wage,likely something on the bottom end of skilled, or using his medical knowledge.
EDIT: Ah, so he's a bread winning mechanic. Thanks @Karen™! I wonder how this will play out. At least it's a proper job. Though them wanting to make an "actual safe place for really fucked up trans people" sounds like something is up with the tranch, and it not accepting her.
Beyond that, HAHA cuck, possibly getting cucked by his abandoned husband, but in reality he's most likely getting cucked by unknown third party.
Also dude needs to get out. I have a policy of trying to wish that things improve for all cows (exception for the really monstrous ones or those who have committed proper and severe crimes), even if they do it for themselves, and to wish they don't get worse, just because we need to remember these are other human beings, stupid and entertaining human beings, but still human.
For Micro-Boner for things to improve then that means he needs to get out and go back to his husband on the Tranch and turn that place around. That or completely de-transition and go back to normal society. Fix his fucking life. However, cows are cows and it only gets worse. He needs to man up and take responsibility.
Concerning Sky, dude move on. It's not worth it. This is pathetic, and creepy. Something is going to happen there, or is happening out of sight. I'm curious what that is going to be/is.
I tend not to check this thread every ping because new milk is rare, came back to he return and leaving and the discovery on her fursuits. So major thoughts on the last ~10 pages of this thread:
I don't think this is meth. I've dealt with too many meth heads, and she's actually not fucked up enough to be showing these behaviours, too much is missing. She also would've talked about it. She's just the right type of crazy for if there was meth she'd talk about.
This was textbook manic episode agitated by something else. My own episodes have taught me to expect anything from someone once they are manic. I'm not even type 1, but her horny postings have been as bad as some of my manic episodes, just I keep it private most of the time, though some of that has showed up on the farms, because mania makes you retarded, and if it ever happens again I better be shamed by you guys.
Mania does weird shit, sometimes I end up fucking my girl for a whole episode, other times I learn four new skills I'll never need again, sometimes I decide I want to know more about something and drain the well of easily accessible knowledge on such things dry, and one time I got a job a paleontological dig not far from me doing grunt work doing the day, and helping go through photos and compare them to what we were dragging up so as to save experts time later narrowing it down at night. Mania ran out half way through that one, but I still loved finishing that job up and I just want to give my manic self a high five for that awesome experience.
Other times I've destroyed relationships, friendships, property, committed crimes, lost jobs, ran up debt, got injured, and otherwise fucked up my life due to mania.
Mania often gets underestimated for how crazy it can get for some people, on its own the hit range is as wide as "let's go shopping" to "let's commit crimes" to "let's go to France" to "let's build a filter-less fresh water aquarium", and for myself and Alyssa that range is widened in both all directions by other issues. Yet mania isn't a free fucking pass to do dumb shit, you're still responsible for your behaviour, and you shouldn't brush it off as just quirky as the only thing keeping yourself in check is your own awareness and self control, those around you willing to tard wrangle you, and any professional treatment you're receiving.
Other times I've destroyed relationships, friendships, property, committed crimes, lost jobs, ran up debt, got injured, and otherwise fucked up my life due to mania.
Mania often gets underestimated for how crazy it can get for some people, on its own the hit range is as wide as "let's go shopping" to "let's commit crimes" to "let's go to France" to "let's build a filter-less fresh water aquarium", and for myself and Alyssa that range is widened in both all directions by other issues. Yet mania isn't a free fucking pass to do dumb shit, you're still responsible for your behaviour, and you shouldn't brush it off as just quirky as the only thing keeping yourself in check is your own awareness and self control, those around you willing to tard wrangle you, and any professional treatment you're receiving.
The only reason her mania seems so exceptional is she plays it up, it is amplified by other things, she's BPD, and chronically online. Weed also makes mania do wacky shit. This is all mania+, and she needs to get off the weed, get off the testosterone goo, get some professional help, get some proper meds on a proper dosage, fix her diet, fix her bathing behaviours, and stop picking. Otherwise the next cycle will just be crazier.
Crazy gets worse as time goes on, and just because she used to seem normal, all that means is she was better at self moderation. I hope she gets better, but failing that I can't wait to enjoy the show of this collapsing of a human being.
Next is Micro-Boner's work situation, and being a cuck. I'm assuming he's doing something respectable, as there's been no grifting, so something better than minimum wage,
EDIT: Ah, so he's a bread winning mechanic. Thanks @Karen™! I wonder how this will play out. At least it's a proper job. Though them wanting to make an "actual safe place for really fucked up trans people" sounds like something is up with the tranch, and it not accepting her.
Beyond that, HAHA cuck, possibly getting cucked by his abandoned husband, but in reality he's most likely getting cucked by unknown third party.
Also dude needs to get out. I have a policy of trying to wish that things improve for all cows (exception for the really monstrous ones or those who have committed proper and severe crimes), even if they do it for themselves, and to wish they don't get worse, just because we need to remember these are other human beings, stupid and entertaining human beings, but still human.
For Micro-Boner for things to improve then that means he needs to get out and go back to his husband on the Tranch and turn that place around. That or completely de-transition and go back to normal society. Fix his fucking life. However, cows are cows and it only gets worse. He needs to man up and take responsibility.
Concerning Sky, dude move on. It's not worth it. This is pathetic, and creepy. Something is going to happen there, or is happening out of sight. I'm curious what that is going to be/is.
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