Careercow Adam White / Chibi / Chibinekodemyx / Aquana / ShinyAquana - Cringeworthy Speedrunner Extraordinaire, Online Predator, Sexual Deviant, Banned from magnet therapy, Has been to Japan and never shuts up about it, made an ass of himself on national Japanese television

[the khat quaffer]

Nine times out of ten, people who call themselves 'perfectionists' are just people who are so result-focused that they become overwhelmed with shame when their initial efforts don't immediately get them what they want. Especially if the feedback that they get (which they always ask for) is anything short of glowing praise. Even mild praise isn't enough for these people.

It's possible to be a healthy perfectionist, but that requires understanding that failure is sometimes part of the improvement process, and that you'll have to dedicate a lot of time to something before you can be considered to be above average, let alone great. For people who get into a hobby because they actually like the hobby, this isn't a problem, because failures give them opportunities to learn more about the subject. Healthy perfectionists are those types who are process-focused rather than result focused, and can recognize that things like criticism or outright failure are part of the process of becoming good at something and don't need to have their ego soothed because everything they did wasn't flawless from the beginning.

Chibi is hopelessly ego-starved and in need of constant validation, so he doesn't care about learning about the hobby or even making genuine connections with fellow hobbyists. He just wants validation (and sex from BPD cosplayer thots, but that too is just another form of validation for him). The second it's clear he isn't going to get the validation he wants, he suddenly realizes his 'presence isn't welcome' and Charlie Brown walks his way out in a last-ditch effort for pity.

That's why Chibi hops from hobby to hobby and messages egirls like a telemarketer making their way through the phone book one number at a time. He's not a 'perfectionist'. He's results-obsessed and has no patience for any process that would let him achieve that result naturally.

Agreed. Perfection is lots of little, simple things done well. I've never in my life heard someone call themselves a perfectionist and not be a total fuckup. It's usually an excuse for why they're not doing what they were asked to do.

As for Adam's campaign to get a girl, I dunno why he's even bothering. A previous girl said he can't perform well and just finishes off in her panties. And, gross, likes the idea of her roleplaying as a giantess. I think he likes the idea of having a sexy, underage-looking e-thot cosplayer as a trophy girlfriend. That'll catapult him into the speedrunning stratosphere. Wings will sprout from his back and he'll no longer be a mom-hating magnet-sucking underappreciated loser. He'll Office Space his way out of AT&T and everything will be fine.

He treats people like used tissues once it's clear he won't get what he wants. He's not reaching out for genuine companionship. Just a status change.

 

[McSneaks]

Fair point. But that is also why I am curious. Is he more bold in DMs, you know? Is he more direct? Instead of just being that unwanted sidekick in every interaction on public Tweets, in DMs it's 1v1.

What the fuck was he thinking? Is this some sort of advanced self-sabotage, where by advancing your plans beforehand, you guarantee that you cannot succeed, so you can collect asspats about how "unfair" it is that nepotism didn't work out for you and how unwanted you are? Boggles my mind that he thought this was an appropriate way to communicate publicly with someone offering a job, because now if he does get hired, it will paint the person posting the job in a bad light.

But I thought we were friends, I messaged you on discord once talking about myself my presence would be unwanted in your game anyway

 

[Johnny Clyde Cash]

As for Adam's campaign to get a girl, I dunno why he's even bothering. A previous girl said he can't perform well and just finishes off in her panties. And, gross, likes the idea of her roleplaying as a giantess. I think he likes the idea of having a sexy, underage-looking e-thot cosplayer as a trophy girlfriend.

You answered your own question. Adam wants validation. They're called 'trophy' girlfriends/wives for a reason. You show them off as a sign that you've won the game of life. You don't even need to be an armchair psychologist to know that Chibi's ashamed of how pathetic he is and how he isn't measuring up. His dying dad's final wish boiled down to having Chibi stop being a fucking loser, and on some level Chibi knows he's letting his dad down harder than the pall bearers who lowered Daddy Demyx into his grave.

That whole relationship is probably the most damning thing about Chibi. Yes, even worse than the AGDQ couch. Simps like Chibi whine and get off on feelings of persecution. Being humiliated on stream probably fed into his complex more than anything. Actually getting a girlfriend and ruining the relationship through his awkward fetishes and coomer behavior destroys the narrative he tried to put out for himself. People don't like helping people who have clearly demonstrated they can't help themselves.

 

[Oliver Onions]

Listen, I play plenty of highly autistic video games, but what is it about kingdom hearts that draws the most autistic, pale, noodle-armed, awful-edm-playing-over-bluetooth-speaker-in-the-highschool-hallway-while-naruto-running kind of people? I've never played the games because when I was the right age it looked like a Disney cartoon game. Did I answer my own question or is there something more going on? This genre of person is fascinating

It's essentially a fanfic video game, so of course autists are drawn to it like moths to a flame in the delusional hopes they'll see their personal favourite character get to hang out with Cloud Strife.

I think it's the same reason why Smash Bros is so wildly popular among exceptional individuals.

 

[FanaticDreamer]

Yu-Gi-Oh discord: "It seems like my presence here isn't wanted "
Twitter whores: "It seems like my presence here isn't wanted "
Speedrunners Club: "It seems like my presence here isn't wanted "
Cosplay Community on Facebook: "It seems like my presence here isn't wanted "

Excuse me while I roll over laughing because every story is the same.

This reminds me of my favorite Chibi exchange. I think I found it on here ages ago, but it's hilarious and relevent:

 

[Hot HOT HOTTT]

This reminds me of my favorite Chibi exchange. I think I found it on here ages ago, but it's hilarious and relevent:

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Damn, wish I knew more context about this. Is this really unfolding in his own server?

 

[TV's Adam West]

Add at least $39 to the list of wasted money, whoever is keeping tally
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$150? My 3d printer is only being used for things I make for work. Maybe I should start grifting weeaboos too

So that keyboard is a midi keyboard and can be useful for getting started, however, Adam being as unskilled at everything won't realize getting used to it will only cripple himself. That piano doesn't have access to keys that play notes differently depending on how the key is pressed. The best thing this can be used for is the fact he can learn basics or program it to play preset loops on Mixcraft and become a shitty SoundCloud rapper.

 

[Johnny Clyde Cash]

This reminds me of my favorite Chibi exchange. I think I found it on here ages ago, but it's hilarious and relevent:

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[Hot HOT HOTTT]

he can learn basics or program it to play preset loops on Mixcraft and become a shitty SoundCloud rapper.

Oh... Oh God...

 

[blinkber385]

So that keyboard is a midi keyboard and can be useful for getting started, however, Adam being as unskilled at everything won't realize getting used to it will only cripple himself. That piano doesn't have access to keys that play notes differently depending on how the key is pressed. The best thing this can be used for is the fact he can learn basics or program it to play preset loops on Mixcraft and become a shitty SoundCloud rapper.

The Statutory Rapper

 

[MechanicalHugbox]

I'm trying to think, has there ever been an instance of Chibi getting anything more than at best tolerated at worst shunned by any community he's been "apart" of. Probably the farms (or his weens on discord) are the closest he has atm to people who care about him (even if it is mostly just to laugh at him). Not even going to lie I'm suprised he hasn't been banned from most speedrunning communities because the most known thing he's done (besides the couch) is cheat at a Mario game

 

[A Genuinely Retarded Dog]

Something something...More money wasted....You're not talented....Thought you were going to be a musician....You're fucking schizophrenic and more scatterbrained than a squirrel.

 

[Hot HOT HOTTT]

Something something...More money wasted....You're not talented....Thought you were going to be a musician....You're fucking schizophrenic and more scatterbrained than a squirrel.

Seems like there are a variety of options, ranging from cheap to fairly expensive:

https://www.udemy.com/course/learn-3d-printing/

$20+ after some rebate thing which may come with some catch, I didn't bother to check

3D Modeling & Printing with Blender | Online Course | 2022

Blender is a free and open source software, making it popular among hobbyists and indie game developers alike. This software is a complete package and not only …

www.idtech.com

$60/lesson

3D Printing and 3D Design Online Courses; Free & Paid! – 3D Solved

3dsolved.com

$12.99/beginner course

Of course, there are tons of resources available on YouTube for free, but that doesn't interest Chibi because YouTube won't give him attention, asspats, and won't put up with his incessant questions.

 

[Revolved]

Something something...More money wasted....You're not talented....Thought you were going to be a musician....You're fucking schizophrenic and more scatterbrained than a squirrel.

The constant "we" shit with him is so fucking cringe. I get that streamers do it to foster a sense of community, but he's got like 6 viewers and they're all teenagers and/or troons. My guess is that it's his attempt to fit in by using language everyone else uses while not having to admit that he's a failure as a streamer/speedrunner/content creator. He also gets to pretend that he's not a total pariah who's hopelessly lonely. It's always "we" are going to take a blender course, "we" are going to move to Florida, "we" have plans to force our way into an established community until we get told to shut the fuck up get the fuck out. It's actually at that last point that he'll actually start using "I" which I'm sure someone who actually knows their shit about psychology could run wild with. Probably because it's at that point he feels a desperate need for individual validation or any kind of positive attention, but that's just my guess based on gawking at him online.

 

[MechanicalHugbox]

Something something...More money wasted....You're not talented....Thought you were going to be a musician....You're fucking schizophrenic and more scatterbrained than a squirrel.

Services like UDemy and that often have courses that go down all the way to like $12.99, and aren't that bad honestly. If someone came up to me asking how to learn something like 3D modeling these courses would be far from the last thing I'd suggest

 

[Torque Wheeler]

Services like UDemy and that often have courses that go down all the way to like $12.99, and aren't that bad honestly. If someone came up to me asking how to learn something like 3D modeling these courses would be far from the last thing I'd suggest

UDemy is pretty sweet. We had an unlimited family plan when I was in highschool

I wonder what color his hair is going to be next

 

[Kheapathic]

Services like UDemy and that often have courses that go down all the way to like $12.99, and aren't that bad honestly. If someone came up to me asking how to learn something like 3D modeling these courses would be far from the last thing I'd suggest

Udemy's pretty sweet since you only pay for it once, and they have sales throughout the year. So if there's something you're interested in and don't want to pay full price, don't have to wait more than two months or so and you can get it at a discount; a very deep discount if it's around the holidays too.

 

[DSP_Fat_Man]

omg

 

[Tricksy Fuckin Hobbitses]

omg

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i'm sorry did i stroke out and end up back in 200fucking6 when peak weeb culture was this org 13 nonsense

that chibi, always on top of the latest weeb trends

 

[KillThemCrackasBabies]

omg

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Spending time and money to larp as a normie not for fun, but to prove to the internet that with enough effort you can eventually do something like all other people do.