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[Lurker]

Lurker, i already shared my views on that subject.

Obviously not in a clear and concise way. Please, explain to us clearly why you are sabotaging your patients.

 

[GS 281]

People with a history of bad spending habits should be financial consultants by that logic @TeahAl

 

[Erica]

Okay I'm not very fluent in Internet psychologist, does the cow of the thread have NPD or something? Or was TeahAls spergtrain basically pointless?

 

[TeahAl]

Yawning, if they have gotten it under control that is EXACTLY who should be financial consultants. 100%. Major part of financial ruin is impulsive spending. One will not be able to relate to that issue in an effective manner if they haven't experienced the issue themselves.

Erica, do you have first hand experience with NPD? If so watch some of her videos.

 

[Erica]

Yawning, if they have gotten it under control that is EXACTLY who should be financial consultants. 100%.

Erica, do you have first hand experience with NPD? If so watch some of her videos.

Well, at least you know how to edit your posts, so you're one step above Crickets.

However, you're just another armchair psychologist basing your diagnosis off videos where this idiot is poorly acting. I am wondering if you actually have evidence that this behavior extends outside of the Internet and into her real life. Otherwise, your rant on NPD is completely pointless here.

 

[GS 281]

Yawning, if they have gotten it under control that is EXACTLY who should be financial consultants. 100%.

Erica, do you have first hand experience with NPD? If so watch some of her videos.

It sure is respectful of you to respond to every inane, dopey comment or question posed. This is the type of respect only gained from men like @Marjan Šiklić. I disagree with your belief that previous problems with a vice make someone the best person to facilitate control over the vice, but that is life. Are there any theorists that have influenced your practice? any specific theories or concepts?

 

[TeahAl]

Erica, I do. But I am not here to discuss that. I made a post. I explained why i made a post. Who it is intended for will see.

 

[Wildchild]

Without powerleveling, as much as I can, I have experience from knowing someone who has experienced Dissociative disorders and dissociative episodes and has actually been diagnosed, although her disorder is really mild compared to DID , I may be able to offer a slightly different perspective based on experience when I get home on why she doesn't have one after I get around to watching the videos.

Or on the incredibly rare chance she does have a Dissociative disorder, which like I said severe Dissociative disorders are highly rare if even exist at all.

 

[~*dank meme*~]

Wait, who the fuck is @TeahAl and what is the point of their dumbass being here.

 

[Wildchild]

Okay, haven't yet read the whole thread yet, or watched the whole video, but I can share some experiences of a dissociative disorder of someone I know, on the offchance it relates.

The person I'm talking about hasn't been diagnosed with DID, which is very severely rare and due to the rarity of it, I personally have doubts whether DID exists in the form which is stereotyped. I also want to state that it may be possible that dissociation may vary from person to person, since not a whole lot is known about it.

This person has been diagnosed with Depersonalization-derealization disorder, the current theory about this and how it relates to dissociative disorders, is that it is believed that dissociative disorders exist on a spectrum with DID existing on the very far end of the spectrum and DPD existing on the lower end.

Here are the symptoms of depersonalitization/derealization disorder:

• Feelings that you're an outside observer of your thoughts, feelings, your body or parts of your body, perhaps as if you were floating in air above yourself
• Feeling like a robot or that you're not in control of your speech or movements
• The sense that your body, legs or arms appear distorted, enlarged or shrunken, or that your head is wrapped in cotton
• Emotional or physical numbness of your senses or responses to the world around you
• A sense that your memories lack emotion, and that they may or may not be your own memories
  • Feelings of being alienated from or unfamiliar with your surroundings, perhaps like you're living in a movie
  • Feeling emotionally disconnected from people you care about, as if you were separated by a glass wall
  • Surroundings that appear distorted, blurry, colorless, two-dimensional or artificial, or a heightened awareness and clarity of your surroundings
  • Distortions in perception of time, such as recent events feeling like distant past
  • Distortions of distance and the size and shape of objects
  
  Now this person has definitely experienced all if not most of these symptoms for as long as they could remember with the exception of a few, and believed that they were normal and something that everyone has perceived or experienced, so she didn't believe that there was a chance that this person had a dissociative disorder until she actually started having more severe symptoms after a series of stressful events, since as loss of time.
  
  How this person would describe the feelings of having a dissociative episode, is that a mild dissociative feels exactly like being in a "state of flow" or lost in your thoughts, eventually then as the dissociation gets more severe then you start moving on autopilot and stop paying attention to your environment, but are still entirely functional.
  
  Eventually this person started losing whole days that she wasn't able to remember, now some of the memories she might of remembered after the fact, but the memories that occur in a state of dissociation feel a lot like remembering a dream after the fact, and it's very difficult from this person's experience to know if what they remembered while in this state actually occurred, or if they had a dream, forgot about the dream and started remembering the dream.
  
  This person has never had full blown personality changes, but has noticed subtle changes in her cognition and personality sometimes during a dissociative episode, for example, becoming really analytical.
  
  Now, I can't say for sure, if this person I know actually displays a psychotic disorder of some kind, because she got diagnosed after having what they believed were delusional episodes, and believed that she was developing schizophrenia, which confused every single psychaitrist because she was aware that she was delusional. She believed that it was possible that people were actually manipulating her, or hypnotizing her in some way, because it seemed more plausible than the possibility that she would have whole conversations, or days that she couldn't remember, but still seemed to be functioning.
  
  I don't know if her insight provides any useful information on personal experiences of dissociation, or is useful in any way, but just in case it was.
  
  If anyone does have any questions, I can text or ask her, or contact her in whatever way normal people contact other people without seeming autistic, and I'll get back to you as soon as I feel like it.

Did anyone else notice that she's smiling when she's pretending to be the host personality, the one who acts like an abused child "Oh, I made a lot of mistakes with things *smile*?

Just that is enough to make me think that she's a manipulator.

Wait, who the fuck is @TeahAl and what is the point of their dumbass being here.

Either Autumn asphodel, or someone who's friends with autumn asphodel, depending on where this page is on the google results, it wouldn't surprise me if autumn asphodel consistently spent time googling her name, considering she found the reddit pages people made on her video, and most likely received "PTSD" from it.

 

[U. cinereoargenteus]

At the risk of derailing this thread even further, I would like to label @TeahAl a 'virtuous narcissist' in the self-aggrandizing style which certain pedophiles do. There's a thread in community watch if you don't know what I'm on about, Teah.

To powerlevel: I've got a bit of experience with people with cluster-B traits and done quite a bit of reading in order to better understand them. Turns out, it's not really that unusual for them to be therapists, involved in the medical field, etc., because they get their fix of being righteous saviors easily that way. Just sayin'.

 

[Andy27]

; )

tl;dr

 

[Erica]

Erica, I do. But I am not here to discuss that. I made a post. I explained why i made a post. Who it is intended for will see.

So you'd rather not post the evidence you have on this cow so you can further seem like a sperging idiot?

 

[Sugar]

I read some posts by @TeahAl and was like, why the fuck does she keep saying she's yawning
Then I realized she has no idea how to quote people so it's k

Also, why would she use her real name for her activity here, that is easily googled, and brag about abusing people?
Is she really that stupid or is it someone pretending to be that person?

 

[GS 281]

Is she really that stupid?

Yes

 

[XH 502]

Also, why would she use her real name for her activity here, that is easily googled, and brag about abusing people?
Is she really that stupid or is it someone pretending to be that person?

After watching that video that @Hat posted... yes, she really is that fucking stupid. Also, you know, narcissists crave attention in any shape or form.

 

[TeahAl]

Conclusion (also may not be for you, so just skip over):

Yes i do have cluster-B features. It is easy to take on their characteristics, considering they are so ubiquitous, and when one is so prone to fall prey to their actions and has so many times. At this point for me its no more than a defense mechanism, born out of pure necessity.

I wish every person of that type i meet was not a manipulator deep down, and we could interact in an open, mature way, even if we both happen to have cluster-B tendencies, and would exhibit them from time to time, because I personally can acknowledge my weaknesses and step outside of the pattern. I don't always have to protect myself, I can take a blow. I am a big girl.. But so far, no matter how much i try, just no luck, as such would probably be an oxymoron.. and it is what is sad and infuriating really. The pettiness that begets pettiness, ad nauseum.

As a result, now as soon as i sense that "its another one" i feel strongly compelled to find out for sure (even though i pretty much know..), and what is the best way to do it but to run them through their cycle before things get too complicated. Unfortunately i mostly become drawn to people with personality disorders and the like in my personal life, so for me doing this is of utmost importance before i invest any serious time in them. And yes, it also unfortunately comes with a sense of vindication, as they hate to be discovered and usually retaliate by immediate devaluing and silent treatment, which indirectly saves me from continuing to deal with them, given that sometimes i am having very hard time breaking a bond with them consciously myself.

Its a pretty fractured way of addressing the issue, but its a sure way. Once i see them arrive at every midpoint and get every check mark its easier to dissociate from them even if they don't run and hide.

However, in the last few years it has taken a turn, and now i feel obligated to share my findings with them. My goal is not to gloat, but to use this medium to hopefully make them think at least for a second, before their denial or "protector personality" kicks in about what their patterns mean for their future ability to relate to people. I don't mean bamboozled "fan base", i mean a person with who they would care to spend the rest of their life with, who would naturally have faults, and not always agree with them blindly, and yet will care about them. If they find all those qualities to be weaknesses what future will they have? A meager one, a lonely one, the one surrounded perhaps by bunch of fools worshiping false idols, that give them an illusion of their importance and value (thus doing them a real disservice actually and stunting their growth), and few well meaning people that are sucked in to the vortex of their gravity due to being way to emphatic, forgiving and have poor boundaries, but that's it.

Life is about so much more then constantly one-upping each other. Especially adult life. It's fun to do, but at some point if one is to have any genuine long lasting mature connections with others we have to be humble and honest, and that can requires a certain willingness and ability to switch gears to a maturity. It's not all fun and games. Sometimes acceptance and mediocrity and routine is actually what real life is, day to day, and one must be OK with it in order be happy.

Like i said, i understand that this is a kids forum with all the super important hierarchies, digs and cryptic lingo, and its fun to see that for a second, but its all just a white noise. I use this forum as a billboard for a message i care to send. Will it land on open ears? No one will know, but that is not up to me anymore. My duty is done.

And now to what yall kids care about, the 35 minutes mess of a video (oh so frustrating to watch, hehe) is up, so no clue what you all are complaining about, its there. And yes my lips are fake. Enjoy.


And now my job is done here, but thank you all for attention and furthering my cause. It was a delight. Much luck!

 

[XH 502]

My job is done here, but thank ya'll for attention and furthering my cause. It was a delight. Much luck!

You keep saying that, and yet you won't leave.

 

[autisticdragonkin]

@TeahAl why are you sperging about personality disorders on a site dedicated to making fun of spergs

 

[Sugar]

My job is done here, but thank ya'll for attention and furthering my cause. It was a delight. Much luck!

Query: Why are you making your videos private now?