"PEOPLE THINK I'M FUCKING SITTING HERE WATCHING THEM I AM FUCKING SLEEPING!" She wants NOTHING to do with
"Their disgusting asses!!!!" She knows! Chantal knows she has changed her mind so many times but why don't people understand? They don't FUCKING UNDERSTAND HER! Chantal is a UNIQUE snowflake! She is going to block a LOT of people and just keep them blocked. Fuckers.
"I don't need, like what, what HONEST ADVICE I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING!!!" SHE IS. THE. VICTIM. It is SICK. Sick that people try to take her down! She saw a comment about mental illness in Cuba.
"OH SO MENTAL ILLNESS IS SICK!?" Illness is not in the name...she is NOT sick she is a VICTIM! She has been aboosed!
"SOWWRY I'M FUCKING MENTALLY ILL!" It's hard being a
victim Stronk Independent Single Mumtal with a Trans Son! "WHAT THE FUCK!?" This is it!
"I am disabling people and I am fucking blocking people if you DON'T WANT TO SUPPORT ME THEN FUCK OFF!" She can talk about WHATEVER THE FUCK SHE WANTS YOU STUPID VIB. THIS IS HER CHANNEL! Yes, yes, she also deeply appreciates you and you can sign up using the link in the description or if you're on iPhone you need to use Safari.
"IF IT IS TOO MUCH FOR YOU GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
FUCK YOU ABRA FUCK YOU TESSA! SHE CAN GO BACK! This is a SHITTY relationship.
"SO FUCK OFF TOO! JESUS CHRIST" Ma'am...
It is HARD to leave someone you have feelings for okay!? SCP-400# is not accustomed to emotion! She did SO MUCH! So much for 10 months!
"YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT THE RELATIONSHIP ACTUALLY!" So about that thread... "Other than the shitty things I've told you!"
"You don't know FUCK ALL!!!!!!!!!!" BooOoOohooooo sniffle hooo booo. Fucking Abra. Piece of shit. FUCK YOU TESSA. Chantal is unloading both barrels at her VIB for daring to say anything that isn't about how she is a victim.
"I AM TIRED OF PEOPLE SHAMING FOR EVERYTHING I AM FUCKING HUMAN JUST LIKE YOU" SCP-400# is struggling. This isn't about emotions or wanting NADER. It is about being fucked up by everything that happened! It's hard to see abuse when you're in it! The Internet has told SCP-400# how to act like a victim. No wait. IT. IS. THE. VICTIM! She is just feeling fucked up.

The Face of Domestic Violence.
She is SICK of being told to talk to her FUCKING Therapist that she doesn't even have! Chantal wants to talk to her AUDIENCE! We are screaming in a dark hotel room in Coobeeza. It is late. The neighbors do not dare interrupt Our Lady of Perpetual Nashies whilst she melts down. Somewhere in Canada, refugees are rebuilding their shattered homes in the Box Mountain Ranges.
"YEAH I AM SICK OF YOU TELLING ME TO TALK TO MY THERAPIST!" She uses her channel as an outlet for her feelings:
"WHICH I GET SHAMED FOR!!!!!!!!" Victim blaming FUCKS. Sorry sorry! Just so hard. Can't sleep. She just wants to get rid of the negativity! THESE FUCKING IDIOTS! Block! "I need to get Mods" she may have just deleted them all but now she knows who to add back. Her opening up and being VULNERABLE does not mean you can offer practical ADVICE! Tessa is being a cunt.
"NO YOU DON'T GET IT TESSA YOU ACTUALLY DOn'T! You doN't fucking GET IT BECAUSE YOU FUCKING VICTIM SHAME YOU SHAME ME FOR GOING BACK TO HIM EVERY FUCKING TIME. FUCK OFF!" Yeah FUCK YOU! She did it because she had a BIG HEART AND SHE BELIEVED HIM! He told her he loved her! WHY WILL HE NOT LET HER INSIDE THE HOUSE!?
"I don't want FUN on my channel anymore! I don't want TROLLS on my channel anymore! I'm growing the fuck on!" Grow on SCP-400#, grow on! And why the fuck are adults so proud to be fucking trolls those fucking pathetic fucks!?
"Ugh Julia, you can go away. I hate you. Fuck off" BLOCKED.
With news of potential wrenches the VIB are falling in line. They agree. The audience is just toxic and the stream is skipping but this is her job. She has to go through all this bullshit legal stuff with him!
"It's just too much for me" she cannot handle it!
"CUT YOUR SNARKY SHIT ABRA JUST FUCKING CUT IT OUT!" She wants supporters.
"I want a hugbox then, if you don't like it then leave." These fucking trolls just will. not. stop.
She is trying to heal. That is why she is ANGRY. She is TRYING! She is LITERALLY IN CUBA! People act like she isn't doing a thing for herself. Like literally. Literally DOING THE MOST SHE CAN!
"I'm IN FUCKInG CUbA" and she is TRYING to go out and enjoy the fucking ocean and Beeze and eat and fucking flirt and then she has NIGHTMARES. With this fucking guy! Fucking NADER! And now she cannot move on, her brain won't let her move on. She hates life. She hates living.

Scientists are not actually sure if SCP-400# qualifies as alive...
People are calling her sick, and gross. All for being mentally ill in Cuba. Nothing else she has ever done.
"I don't want Nader, I don't want him! I'm not crying here because I want his loser ass I am here crying because I am processing everything that's happened" You ate out DeeDee. Things are coming back through some form of trauma, or stress, or anxiety. She isn't dealing with it well! She comes online to talk about it and gets ATTACKED she gets SHAMED! NO MORE DEALING WITH THIS! Fucking bullshit. Assholes!
Annnywayyyysssss...this is so hard and she has a hard time doing YouTube anymore because she has to be fake and hide everything because people are SHIT!
"People are SHIT!" She is crying about Monty being a "Bug eyed freak" he needs to stop making up stupid fucking rumours. She hates him. He's weird. WEIRD AND DULL!
"I HATE PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!" SCP-400# is buried in feels.
"He's not my ex I was never in a relationship."
"I'm not in love with him I'm livid" X. So mad! SO MAD!
"I fucking hate him, I hate them both, I hate them both, especially after the weekend. Just picturing her laying there I hate them, I hate them so bad" BoOoOOhhooosniffle hooo

SCP-400# demonstrating how it ate out FUD2 circa 2022. Colorized.
Oh one moment.
"Ready. Set. Rebeeze! Thank you!" No but really. Tormented. Fucking TORMENTED! A VIB makes a comment about how when the mask of Fauxmanity begins to slip Chantal's eyes look strange.
"My eyes are not on the side of my head you dumbass, I have beautiful eyes, you JEALOUS BITCH! HiIIiIi Kaarrennnn!!!!!!!!!!"

Trauma smiles.
"He's going to FUCKING PAY FOR WHAT HE DID TO ME" She is angry, she is abused. SHE IS THE VICTIM!
"I just need to stop talking about this. WHY SHOULD I STOP TALKING ABOUT THIS? AM I NOT ALLOWED TO TALK ABOUT WHAT HAPPENS TO ME IS THERE A LAW AGAINST WOMEN TALKING ABOUT WHAT HAPPENS TO THEM? THAT IS RIDICULOUS!" Tessa is still trying to troll.
Zzz.
It was like seven weeks since she had seen him and she was doing well! Then that weekend happened...the weekend she ate out DeeDee and made the nickname of FUD2 real.
"Ready set rebeeze!" An alert chimes. Chantal is busy yelling at Tessa. SHE IS NOT IN CONTACT!
"I would send him like thousands of messages calling him a motherfucker but like, that was it. Besides the weekend." Uh huh.
Chantal needs to re-add those moderators so they can block people for her. It's too much to rage block them herself. Tessa is now blocked. Resume
Beeze TRAUMA DUMPING! No wait fuck Abra too!
<Snip Traumatal welcoming all the VIB and Giggling>
"People think they're just insulting me, but they're going to get their own karma" BLOCKED! Nader believes his own lies. So does Monty. These fucking scum men. Her kind heart is a GIFT! They make her sick! SICK!
"I can't deal with evil people!" She wants them all to go back to Nader's channel, "All evil people can fuck off over there"
"AND I DON'T CARE CRY ABOUT IT. "UNBLOCK YOUR BEEZERS" FUCK THEM NEW BEEZERS WILL JOIN FUCK THEM FUCK YOUR NEGATIVITIY FUCK YOU FUCK YOU THAT'S IT. JESUS!" Ma'am...
"IF YOU HAD TO DO WHAT I DID YOU WOULD BE MENTAL TOO YOU WOULD BE MENTAL!" X.
"Ready set REEBEEZZZZEEE!!!!"
She is obviously mentally fragile, this is hard. The Internet is difficul-
"Welcome Nessa! Ready set beeze!!!!!!!!!!!" Anyway! VICTIM SHAMERS! PEOPLE WHO DO NOT UNDERSTAND! They don't even TRY! They just SHAME HER! SHAME! Oh no the phone is dying! TIME TO CHARGE!

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Is she sad and upset?

Devastated.
This week has been a lot. She won't regret the trip though. It's a little BORING at the resort because it isn't a VACATION area with excursions, or shows, or multiple bars, or gambling...just a food hall. So disappoint. People don't understand what she is going through. Chantal is TRYING to have a good time!
"I've been through a lot of traumatic shit in the past year that I'm just starting to realize actually, AM I THE ONLY PERSON WHO HAS BEEN IN AN ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP IN THE WORLD? I GUESS!" (

)
"GOD FUCKING DAMNIT WHEN ARE YOU AN EVIL PERSON FOR LOVING SOMEBODY? WHEN THE FUCK DID THAT BECOME A THING? JESUS CHRIST!" Ma'am! "I need to get the fuck off the Internet I need to get the fuck off this planet, I need to move to MARS!" And Beezzzeee! She is fingering her piercing. She loves touching it. Nobody gets her pain. Nobody. "
I love you guys too." X.
Chantal is struggling. Struggling not to freak out. Struggling to be happy.
"I would so do 5000mg of edibles right now!" Chantal needs to rewatch her vlogs and livestreams! She needs to remember! She needs to STAY AWAY FROM DRUGS!!!!!!! (

) Nobody understands what she is going through because they've never been through real domestic violence. Chantal is THE.VICTIM! Never stalked him or harassed him or went to the police...VICTIM! It's 3am. She is going to sleep all day! The faces cannot get her in the light of day! She is going to TAKE BACK HER POWER!
"What the fuck I'm stupid, I should be at home right now."
"I don't want to change!" SCP-400# slips and tells the truth.
"I don't want to CHANGE. I DON'T WANT TO CHANGE I DON'T WANT TO TRAVEL I JUST WANT TO STAY THE SAME I JUST WANNA STAY THE SAME!!!!!!!!!"

Box Mountains of trauma are etched into the features of SCP-400#. Metamorphosis is hard.
"I can't leave Cuba when I want, there's no plane." Trapped in Coobeeza! Nobody even believes what she is saying and she is only acting crazy because Nader MADE her that way.
X. Then people shame her for it!
"FUCK YOU!" Chantal does not want to be uncomfortable, she doesn't want to change.
"Why can't I just be at home, in my own element and do whatever I want? Why do I have to travel and grow as a person!?"
SHE IS SO TIRED!

Tee-hee!
SCP-400# has realized that it is a time when mortals sleep. Maybe a little less yelling. Oopsies! Hee heee!

Chantal is freaked out, she has bad anxiety right now!
"I don't feel like I'm every going to change, tonight just proves it!" (

)
"Look I know. I'm not in control of myself" Chantal dissolves into manic laughter. She is so quirky. Er. Damaged. Heehee! Let's talk about SAM! CHUBBYOOSE! Tee-hee! On her antidepressants? No. Of course not fucking moron.
"I feel like I've done something wrong." Stalking, coercion, false police reports?
"I guess raging is not right". Oh. A person has used a picture of one of the cats. They are blocked!
"You're evil, you're going to HELL!" ...Ma'am....
The VIB are unloading their own mental trauma, explaining that you shouldn't fast cycle your mentulz drugs. Chantal doesn't care. She is sick of this bullshit. Maybe. Not sure. LOOK THIS IS HER CHANNEL! People expect her to just be okay with everything that happened for like a YEAR. Idiots! TRAUMA! It turns out the person who is evil, and totes going to HELL was actually just being supportive. Oops. Chantal unblocks them.
"I didn't see what the message said". SCP-400# has notoriously poor reading comprehension skills.
"Ready set BEEZE!!!"

The agony is etched into her features.
The VIB are explaining how sweet and wonderful Mumtal is! She support her
son daughter Pee. She tips well...she does...stuff? SHE IS ANGRY! She is so angry at everyone! For all the reasons! Rawr! LIST OF how much pAIn and AGonY!
"I could go for a fucking chocolate bar!"
The VIB are desperately trying to help Whinetal with how to keep the drama offline and run her channel. Chantal is explaining she has no impulse control.
"How do you control impulse? The very definition of impulse is something you can't control. I don't get it. Like..." (

) She enjoyed being outside but she didn't at the same time. It was inspiring and nice, all that SPIRITUAL SHIT! That was nice but it was scary, scary and weird. She just wants to do edibles and play video games.
"I DON'T WANT TO BE IN THE OCEAN INSPIRING PEOPLE I WANT TO BE DOING EDIBLES AND PLAYING VIDEO GAMES"
FUCK ABRA AND TESSA. SHUT THE FUCK UP ABRA! THIS IS ABOUT CHANTAL! Oh no! How the fuck is she going home on Tuesday!? This is so long! UGH! She has ALREADY BEEN HERE FOR THREE DAYS! Ugh! UghhhhHHhHhhh! Fuck! So stupid! People are explaining this might be THC withdrawal from taking enough edibles to put a cancer ward into a comfy slumber. Bullshit. This is not about
Nader weed. She misses the CATS! She hates this! Not being able to see the cats
Nader. The VIB want Chantal to stop drinking. Be Healthytal. They're a bunch of party poopooing assholes. Not even poopoo in the kitchen level.
Chantal is not going to do any substances!
"It makes me really unstable. Like any substances. I think." X.
<Snip Philosotal Explaining how to Get Over a Man!>
Everything in Cuba at this all inclusive resort is so inconvenient. Nothing to do. No one to take care of her. The Internet went out for 5 minutes and that was just terrifying. This is so hard. She didn't really want to UNWIND and UNPLUG! She wants to serve her own food to herself. She wants to have her goodboi fetch things not the fucking normally sized people! Chantal just keeps having these weak moments. No one, absolutely NO ONE, understands what anxiety is and how this feels!
"READY SET BEEZE!!!!!"
Look maybe it's time for bed...so tired. So sleepy. Chantal is starting to agree maybe this is not her mental health. This is just withdrawal you know? She never processed getting over cocaine! She just switched to edibles! I mean there's TRAUMA there. LOTS OF TRAUMA! Still though maybe just edibles. Gosh. So hard. Wait is the phone charging? Need that hugbox ready.
"Goodnight guys, I'll see you tomorrrroowww!"

The smile of SCP-400# glimmers in the light of the Samsung filters.
GUNT OUT!